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♪ [wistful music]

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♪

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Girl: [whispering] Mummy!

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Mummy!

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[birds singing]
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[sounds of kids at play]

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[sounds of kids playing soccer]

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Mom in Park: Lilah, come on!

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[sounds of kids at play]

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♪ [wistful music]

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[dog barking]

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♪

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TV Presenter: The number
one single, and it was

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'This Ain't A Love Song'

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and that would've
scored you 30 points.

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It's not
'I Ain't Gonna Go For It',

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it's 'I Ain't Gonna Stand
For It' by Stevie Wonder.

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Scored you 9.

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The Jimmy nail one?

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Alan: Hey, Ells.

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Alan: How was it?

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Ella: What?

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Alan: The walk?

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Ella: Yeah, it was alright.

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Alan: So where'd you get to?

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Ella: Found a café.
Had a coffee.

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Alan: Oh yeah? Which one?

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Ella: I dunno.

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Alan: Right.

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Alan: Fancy a hot choc?

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Ella: I'm ok.

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Can I go?
To my room?

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Alan: Yeah, go where you want,
go where you want.

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Well...

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Ella: You piece of shit.

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Alan: [O/S] I'll
make you one anyway.

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♪ [wistful music]

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Ashley: Come on!

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[girls giggling]

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[Eva shrieks with laughter]

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[girls giggling]

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Alan: [O/S] Ella.

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Ella?

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Were you alright
in here last night?

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Ella: Yeah.

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Alan: You didn't go
and sit in that park?

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Ella: No.
Alan: Really?

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Ella: No.

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Alan: Good.

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Ella: Sorry my shit's
all over the place.

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Alan: Oh, that's alright.
I'll- I'll cope.

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Ella: Ok. Sorry.

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Alan: Did you bring a hairdryer?

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Ella: Don't use one.

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Alan: No, only Terry next
door said his Fran's got

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a free travel one.

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Ella: Good old Fran.
Alan: Don't do that.

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Ella: Do what?
Alan: That. Don't do it.

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Alan: Be derisive, you know?

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Alan: I know you're aggrieved.

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Alan: I'll um...

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Alan: I'll finish the drinks.

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♪ [regretful music]

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Lady in Meeting: I didn't
want to go to his funeral

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because he's never shown
any interest in me.

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We had all those years to get
in touch and he never did.

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And I know it's not about him,
it's about me,

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and I didn't go, and
I'm alright with it.

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But what I did do is come to
a meeting, and call people.

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Share about it.

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[sounds of children playing]

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[children playing]

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TV Presenter: [inaudible]

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...and I can't bear it,
Tracy and Peter!

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It's just dawned on me, this is
where we say goodbye to you.

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Thank you for coming to play,
I'm sorry we're sending you home

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without the trophy - - but it's
been lovely having you here.

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Tracy and Peter!

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[audience applause]

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Well, for the remaining
three pairs,

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it's now time for round two.

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[theme music/applause]

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[footsteps]

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[Theme music/applause]

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TV: There we are, thank you
very much indeed. That brings--

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♪ [ominous music]

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[thunder]

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Ella: Wake up, my angel!

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Wake up! Come on!

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[Ella laughing]

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Alan: [O/S] Ella! Ella!

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What you doing? Get outta there!

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Ella: Oh shut the fuck up!

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Alan: Ells?

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Alan: [O/S] Ella?

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I know you've come in, love.

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Ella: I'm tired, Dad.

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Alan: [O/S] I just...

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Ella: We'll speak
in the morning.

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Alan: [O/S]
How'd the meeting go?

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Ella: [sighs]

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Alan: [sighs]

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[birds chirping]

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[knocking on door]

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[door opening]

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Alan: Good morning.

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I got a nice cup of
tea here for you.

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It's a bit burny-fingers.

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So, you could get to
that meeting at 10,

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you know, try and talk to Fiona.

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Let's get straight.
Come on, now.

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Did you go to the meeting?

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Ella: Oh fucking hell, Dad,
wade straight in!

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Alan: Did you?
Did you see Fiona?

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Ella: Fuck Fiona!

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Alan: Ella!
Ella: Yes, I went!

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Alan: So you go to
the meeting at 10.

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You know, I think
it's very important

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that you meet with Fiona.

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Ella: Could you stop saying
"Fiona" every five seconds?

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I talked to her for two minutes
and I took her number!

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I'm not going to
get my kids back

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if I sit around in
cafés with alcoholics!

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Alan: Do you mean that?

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Ella: No.

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Alan: Alright.

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[car revving]

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Ella?

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[car revving]

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[noisy traffic]

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[distant traffic noise]

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[children playing]

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♪ [ominous music]

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Neil: [O/S] Hello.

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Hi.

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Neil: Your hands are so small!

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You should really
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Neil: Hello.

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I'm Neil.

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Are you gonna shake my hand?

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Oh. Cheese Puffs.

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Sorry. Should have wiped.

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Too late now. [chuckles]

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Ella: I don't...
Neil: I don't either.

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Neil: Do I look like trouble?

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Neil: You sometimes
stay until six.

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Ella: What did you say?
Neil: Yeah, yeah.

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Five or six.
Ella: What?

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Neil: Well.. you stay until
all the mums have gone.

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Neil: I sat next to you
before, but you didn't see me.

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Neil: And it didn't feel
right to talk to you then.

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Ella: It does now?

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Neil: It does now.

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Ella: I...
Neil: I'm not a nut.

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I could walk you home.
Ella: What? No!

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Neil: Actually, yeah,
I suppose that would seem

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a bit nutty to you- [laughs]

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offering to walk you home.

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Ella: Look... Neil: I'm not gonna
punch you in the head.

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- Ella: What?!
- Neil: Saw it in the
news the other day.

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This man just punched this woman
in the back of the head,

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then ran off.

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Neil: They say there's a
one-armed pedo hanging

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around here - just a heads up!

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Neil: You look really sad.

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I wanna help.

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Ella: You're just a kid.

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Ella: I should go.

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Neil: I'm almost 14 and
I'm taller than you.

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Ella: I'm 40.

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And I can walk home.

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Neil: Did something bad happen?

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Ella: You can't...

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say that.

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Neil: Why? No-one's
honest or caring.

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I mean, people punch people
in the back of the head

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and squeeze onto a bus like
it's a fight to the death.

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Well, I care.

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Ella: You seem nice.

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I'm not. See ya.

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Neil: I hope so.

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Neil: What's your name?

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Ella: Ella.

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Alan: What are you after?

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Ella: Dunno.
Just fancied something.

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Alan: Well there's
some biscuits up there.

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Ella: I'm not arsed
about biscuits.

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Alan: Hmm.

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Ella: Why would you bother with
biscuits when there's chocolate?

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Ella: You want some?

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Alan: What's happened?

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Ella: What?

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Alan: Well, you seem different.

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Alan: No, you do,
you seem different.

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In a good way.

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Ella: Have you heard
about the one-armed pedo?

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Alan: I'm really
not very comfortable

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with paedophile jokes, Ella.

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Ella: What? Oh, no, Jesus!

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Dad, it's not a joke.

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Alan: What?

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[knocking on door]

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Ella: Who's that?

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Ella: Who is it?

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Ella: Shit!

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Alan: [sad sigh]

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Ella: Let's just
pretend we're not here.

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Alan: I can't. I waved.

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Ella: Oh, well, if you waved!
- They can't just turn up!
- Alan: It'll be alright,
it'll be alright!

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[loud thumping]

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[deep inhale]

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[door opens]

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Alan: Hello, Joseph.
Nice to see you. Come in.

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Joseph: Hello.

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Alan: She not coming in?

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Joseph: Oh, no,
just a quick one.

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Alan: Look who's here, Ella!
Ella: Jesus, Dad.

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Joseph: Hey El.
Ella: Hey.

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Ella: Where are the girls?

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Joseph: Oh, it's, er,

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Street Dance Thursdays.
Alan: Hmm.

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Ella: Right.

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What do you want?

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Alan: I'll make us
a cup of tea, eh?

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Ella: No, Dad, you don't
have to leave the room.

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Alan: No, I'll leave you to it.

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Ella: Bethan not coming in?

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Joseph: She's happy in the car.

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[knocking on door]

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Alan: [O/S] I'll get it!

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Ella: Not happy
in the car, then?

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[door opens]

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Bethan: Hi.
Alan: Hello, Bethan. Come in.

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Bethan: Thank you.

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Bethan: How you doing?

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Alan: Yeah, I'm alright.

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Ella: What is it you want, Joe?
Couldn't you have phoned?

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Joseph: It's not to
interrogate you, Ella.

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Joseph: It's just...
to see how you are.

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Ella: Oh!

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Ella: Is that what it is?

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Go on then.

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Joseph: We wanna take the girls
to the Lakes for half-term.

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Ella: October half-term?
Joseph: Yeah.

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Ella: Right, but you said
I could have them here

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for a couple of days.

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Ella: Hello, Bethan.

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Bethan: Yes. Sorry. Hello.

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Um- I think we probably
should have just phoned.

261
00:18:40,467 --> 00:18:42,556
Ella: He said you want to take
the girls for all of half-term,

262
00:18:42,556 --> 00:18:44,210
but you can't.
That's not what we agreed.

263
00:18:48,518 --> 00:18:51,434
Alan: I'll make us a brew.
Ella: No, Dad, don't pretend.

264
00:18:51,434 --> 00:18:53,349
Bethan: Oh, here it comes.
Ella: No, it doesn't "come",

265
00:18:53,349 --> 00:18:54,568
I don't see my children.

266
00:18:54,568 --> 00:18:55,743
Bethan: Well that's
not our fault.

267
00:18:57,048 --> 00:18:58,311
Bethan: I'm sorry, but it's not.

268
00:18:59,486 --> 00:19:02,271
Bethan: You know
I think, considering,

269
00:19:02,271 --> 00:19:03,446
you've seen them
more than enough.

270
00:19:03,446 --> 00:19:05,056
Ella: Do you?
Bethan: Yes!

271
00:19:05,056 --> 00:19:07,015
Ella: You can't just have my
kids and pretend I'm not here.

272
00:19:07,015 --> 00:19:08,843
Bethan: And you can't decide to
be a mother when it suits you.

273
00:19:08,843 --> 00:19:11,280
Alan: Alright, look, this
ain't getting us anywhere.

274
00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:13,587
Joseph: No, it isn't.
Bethan: It's not.

275
00:19:14,327 --> 00:19:17,721
Alan: Come on, El, let's all
leave it here for now, yeah?

276
00:19:17,721 --> 00:19:21,072
Bethan: Oh yeah, I mean we were
gonna leave anyway, so...

277
00:19:21,072 --> 00:19:22,509
Ella: Sure, get that lasagne in.

278
00:19:24,119 --> 00:19:25,251
Bethan: What?

279
00:19:25,251 --> 00:19:26,513
Joseph: Let's go!
Bethan: No, no, no!

280
00:19:26,513 --> 00:19:27,862
W-what, what are you
saying about lasagne?

281
00:19:29,516 --> 00:19:31,213
Bethan: Why do you
have to be so nasty?

282
00:19:31,213 --> 00:19:32,736
- Joseph: Come on!
- Bethan: Because I make
a good lasagne, actually,

283
00:19:32,736 --> 00:19:35,086
but you just love to try -
Ella: What?

284
00:19:35,086 --> 00:19:37,001
Joseph: I'm actually
walking out now.

285
00:19:37,001 --> 00:19:38,481
Ella: What do I just love to do?

286
00:19:40,744 --> 00:19:41,658
Bethan: Yeah, let's go.

287
00:19:43,399 --> 00:19:44,661
Ella: Thanks for coming.

288
00:19:47,795 --> 00:19:48,709
Alan: [sigh]

289
00:19:51,712 --> 00:19:53,017
Bethan: Sorry for...

290
00:19:53,017 --> 00:19:54,323
[door opens]

291
00:19:54,323 --> 00:19:55,542
Joseph: Sorry, Alan.

292
00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:04,638
[door closes]

293
00:20:06,901 --> 00:20:09,947
[car starting outside]

294
00:20:15,605 --> 00:20:18,739
Alan: [sad sigh]

295
00:20:23,091 --> 00:20:24,745
It really will be alright.

296
00:20:26,050 --> 00:20:27,356
Ella: It really won't.

297
00:20:30,403 --> 00:20:32,579
Alan: It will take time
for them to trust you.

298
00:20:36,931 --> 00:20:38,062
TV Presenter: Three pairs!

299
00:20:38,062 --> 00:20:39,716
That's just round two for you.

300
00:20:39,716 --> 00:20:41,196
It's just how it goes.

301
00:20:41,196 --> 00:20:42,545
We'll be losing another pair
at the end of this round.

302
00:20:42,545 --> 00:20:45,069
I mean, not to give it away,
but that's how it works.

303
00:20:45,069 --> 00:20:46,375
Best of luck to all three pairs.

304
00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:48,769
[birds singing]
[dog barking]

305
00:20:48,769 --> 00:20:55,036
[birds singing]

306
00:20:55,036 --> 00:21:01,651
♪ [wistful music]

307
00:21:01,651 --> 00:21:10,094
♪

308
00:21:10,094 --> 00:21:11,052
Neil: What's your
favourite thing ever?

309
00:21:13,968 --> 00:21:15,317
Neil: You can choose anything.

310
00:21:17,101 --> 00:21:18,277
Neil: The sea?

311
00:21:20,061 --> 00:21:21,280
Music?

312
00:21:22,759 --> 00:21:23,673
Christmas?

313
00:21:24,935 --> 00:21:25,806
Ella: I don't like Christmas.

314
00:21:27,155 --> 00:21:28,591
Neil: I hate Christmas!

315
00:21:30,463 --> 00:21:31,986
Ella:
I can't listen to music now.

316
00:21:32,987 --> 00:21:34,293
Neil: I just like Prince.

317
00:21:37,905 --> 00:21:39,298
Ella: I like Prince, too.

318
00:21:42,475 --> 00:21:44,085
Neil: I'd really like
to see the sea.

319
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:49,133
Ella: Never seen the sea?
Never been to.. Brighton?

320
00:21:49,133 --> 00:21:50,613
Margate?
Neil: Nope.

321
00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:52,702
Neil: I want to
go to Scarborough.

322
00:21:54,182 --> 00:21:56,315
For my birthday.
Ella: In Yorkshire?

323
00:21:58,186 --> 00:21:59,796
Ella: Jesus, why?

324
00:21:59,796 --> 00:22:02,364
Neil: Well, since
I was little, really.

325
00:22:04,845 --> 00:22:05,976
Ella: Scarborough.

326
00:22:09,415 --> 00:22:10,981
I like sugar.

327
00:22:10,981 --> 00:22:12,461
Neil: Yeah.

328
00:22:12,461 --> 00:22:13,636
[chuckles] Me too.

329
00:22:16,509 --> 00:22:18,859
Neil: I never met anyone
who doesn't like Christmas.

330
00:22:19,860 --> 00:22:21,601
Neil: Christmas is for
the privileged, isn't it?

331
00:22:22,819 --> 00:22:25,866
Neil: I got chocolate coins
and a puzzle at Christmas.

332
00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:27,346
What'd you get?

333
00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:29,173
Ella: My dad bought me a book.

334
00:22:29,173 --> 00:22:31,132
Neil: Books are good.

335
00:22:31,132 --> 00:22:32,786
Ella: It's called
"Living Sober".

336
00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:35,658
Neil: Oh.

337
00:22:36,267 --> 00:22:37,399
Ella: I've sort of
given up with it.

338
00:22:38,444 --> 00:22:40,054
There's only so much
a person can take on.

339
00:22:40,837 --> 00:22:42,361
Neil: Right. Yeah.

340
00:22:44,885 --> 00:22:46,713
Neil: Why do you stare at
all the little girls here?

341
00:22:48,497 --> 00:22:50,934
Neil: You do. You stare at
all the little girls,

342
00:22:50,934 --> 00:22:52,719
and you look so sad.

343
00:22:56,853 --> 00:22:58,464
Ella: Neil, is it?

344
00:22:59,856 --> 00:23:01,249
Ella: Do your parents know
that you talk to

345
00:23:01,249 --> 00:23:03,251
strange people in the park?

346
00:23:03,251 --> 00:23:04,948
You need to be more
careful who you talk to.

347
00:23:04,948 --> 00:23:06,820
Neil: My parents aren't
like other parents.

348
00:23:06,820 --> 00:23:08,387
They don't really
care where I am.

349
00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:10,476
Ella: I bet they do.
Neil: No,

350
00:23:10,476 --> 00:23:13,914
not in a bad, dramatic way.

351
00:23:15,524 --> 00:23:17,004
They're just really
old and innocent.

352
00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:20,399
Neil: You have a nice smile.

353
00:23:21,356 --> 00:23:22,575
Neil: You should
get it out more.

354
00:23:24,315 --> 00:23:26,100
Ella: Listen, Neil,

355
00:23:29,277 --> 00:23:31,192
I'm not a good person.

356
00:23:33,020 --> 00:23:34,413
Ella: I don't know why
I'm standing here

357
00:23:34,413 --> 00:23:35,805
telling you that, but...

358
00:23:37,807 --> 00:23:38,939
I'm not.

359
00:23:39,635 --> 00:23:41,985
Neil: Don't say that.
Your ears hear it.

360
00:23:44,466 --> 00:23:45,685
Ella: Who are you?

361
00:23:47,513 --> 00:23:49,079
Neil: I'm the kid
who smells of piss.

362
00:23:51,125 --> 00:23:53,301
Ella: What?!
Neil: At school.

363
00:23:53,301 --> 00:23:55,042
There's always a kid
that stinks of piss.

364
00:23:55,825 --> 00:23:57,436
And I'm it. Him.

365
00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:00,743
Ella: No.
Neil: Yeah.

366
00:24:00,743 --> 00:24:02,789
Ella: You don't!
Who said that to you?

367
00:24:04,312 --> 00:24:05,487
Neil: You are a good person.

368
00:24:07,054 --> 00:24:08,664
Ella: You wouldn't say
that if you knew me.

369
00:24:09,926 --> 00:24:12,451
Neil: I don't care
about what you've done.

370
00:24:20,676 --> 00:24:22,156
Ella: I have two daughters.

371
00:24:24,288 --> 00:24:25,246
But...

372
00:24:27,422 --> 00:24:28,554
I don't...

373
00:24:29,468 --> 00:24:30,947
I don't live with them any more.

374
00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:38,651
Neil: I'm sorry.

375
00:24:44,134 --> 00:24:47,311
♪ [mournful music]

376
00:24:47,311 --> 00:25:08,768
♪
[happy laughter]

377
00:25:08,768 --> 00:25:19,518
♪

378
00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:20,823
Eva: Come, Mummy!

379
00:25:20,823 --> 00:25:26,133
♪

380
00:25:26,133 --> 00:25:27,787
Eva: I don't miss you, Mummy.

381
00:25:28,657 --> 00:25:38,667
[soft sobbing]

382
00:25:38,667 --> 00:25:40,582
[answering machine beeps]

383
00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:43,846
Joseph:
Ella, hi, it's-it's Joe.

384
00:25:43,846 --> 00:25:46,196
I'm sorry about the other night,

385
00:25:47,110 --> 00:25:50,331
we realise it was
probably a bit unexpected.

386
00:25:50,331 --> 00:25:51,854
Um-

387
00:25:51,854 --> 00:25:54,465
We've been talking and
wondered if you'd like to meet

388
00:25:54,465 --> 00:25:56,598
for a coffee to
talk things through.

389
00:25:57,468 --> 00:25:59,732
Um, well, I hope you're ok.

390
00:26:01,168 --> 00:26:03,953
Speak soon. Give me,
give me a call when you can.

391
00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:06,869
Or a-or a text.

392
00:26:06,869 --> 00:26:08,131
Okay, bye.

393
00:26:08,131 --> 00:26:10,569
Um, yeah, bye.

394
00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:12,266
[answering machine beeps]

395
00:26:13,702 --> 00:26:15,486
Neil: My dad's a scientist.

396
00:26:15,486 --> 00:26:18,228
I don't take pictures
of myself, or cake.

397
00:26:18,228 --> 00:26:19,708
I'd rather eat cake.

398
00:26:20,317 --> 00:26:21,841
My dad's scared of clouds.

399
00:26:21,841 --> 00:26:23,669
Ella: I'm scared
of lots of things.

400
00:26:23,669 --> 00:26:26,410
Neil: I'm not.
We'll all be dead soon.

401
00:26:26,410 --> 00:26:28,282
I mean, pretty soon.

402
00:26:28,282 --> 00:26:30,414
If I'm ever feeling I might
be scared about something,

403
00:26:30,414 --> 00:26:31,720
I think to myself:

404
00:26:32,503 --> 00:26:33,896
'Will I care about
this on my deathbed?'

405
00:26:33,896 --> 00:26:36,595
and, and the answer's always no.

406
00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:38,771
Ella: You're too young to
think about deathbeds.

407
00:26:40,816 --> 00:26:42,383
Neil: You do not look 40,
by the way.

408
00:26:43,558 --> 00:26:45,038
Ella: I think I look 50, now.

409
00:26:45,821 --> 00:26:47,257
Neil: Yeah. [laughs]
Yeah, actually

410
00:26:47,257 --> 00:26:48,432
you look older up close.

411
00:26:48,432 --> 00:26:49,825
[Neil laughing]

412
00:26:53,394 --> 00:26:54,308
Ella: Do you like school?

413
00:26:55,657 --> 00:26:58,181
Neil: Mmm. I'm not
that good at school.

414
00:26:58,181 --> 00:26:59,835
Ella: It means nothing.

415
00:26:59,835 --> 00:27:02,403
The kids who are successful at
school disappear in real life.

416
00:27:03,665 --> 00:27:06,276
Neil: Yeah! Yeah, my dad
was amazing at school,

417
00:27:06,276 --> 00:27:08,801
but... he's shit at life.

418
00:27:10,019 --> 00:27:13,109
Ella: I was shit at school
and I'm shit at life.

419
00:27:14,502 --> 00:27:15,372
Neil: I doubt that.

420
00:27:17,984 --> 00:27:19,768
Neil: My dad doesn't
actually have a real job.

421
00:27:20,551 --> 00:27:22,771
Ella: Oh.

422
00:27:22,771 --> 00:27:24,643
Where does he do his
scientist thing, then?

423
00:27:25,382 --> 00:27:29,125
Neil: In his head. I mean,
he's full of ideas, but

424
00:27:30,605 --> 00:27:32,476
nobody's willing
to give him a chance.

425
00:27:33,347 --> 00:27:34,870
Neil: I mean, he has a
cure for lots of things.

426
00:27:34,870 --> 00:27:38,439
Just.. people don't listen.

427
00:27:38,439 --> 00:27:39,396
Ella: No.

428
00:27:40,659 --> 00:27:41,747
They don't.

429
00:27:43,966 --> 00:27:45,141
Neil: Did your mum die?

430
00:27:49,015 --> 00:27:49,972
Ella: Yeah.

431
00:27:50,799 --> 00:27:51,931
Neil: Cancer?

432
00:27:56,762 --> 00:27:57,893
Ella: Yes.

433
00:27:58,241 --> 00:27:59,199
Neil: I'm sorry.

434
00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:02,724
Neil: You think
you gave it to her,

435
00:28:02,724 --> 00:28:04,160
don't you?
Ella: What?!

436
00:28:05,466 --> 00:28:06,685
Neil: You didn't, Ella.

437
00:28:07,990 --> 00:28:09,383
Neil: Can I come to your house?

438
00:28:09,383 --> 00:28:12,865
Ella: No! I mean,
I don't have one.

439
00:28:12,865 --> 00:28:14,649
Neil: Then can I come
to where you're living?

440
00:28:14,649 --> 00:28:17,173
Ella: Absolutely not.
Listen, Neil, I'm sorry

441
00:28:17,173 --> 00:28:19,219
but I shouldn't stay here
and talk to you any more.

442
00:28:21,047 --> 00:28:22,701
Neil: I wish you were my mum.

443
00:28:24,790 --> 00:28:27,053
Ella: You're a nice boy,

444
00:28:27,053 --> 00:28:29,620
but I'm not fit
to be anyone's mum.

445
00:28:29,620 --> 00:28:31,710
Neil: That isn't true!
Ella: It really is.

446
00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:36,366
♪ [mournful music]

447
00:28:36,366 --> 00:28:53,166
♪

448
00:28:53,166 --> 00:28:55,037
[horror movie soundtrack
playing on TV]

449
00:28:55,037 --> 00:28:57,039
Alan: Ells, it's 4am, love.

450
00:28:57,910 --> 00:28:59,433
Ella: I'll turn it down.

451
00:28:59,433 --> 00:29:00,826
Alan: No, that's
not what I mean.

452
00:29:03,654 --> 00:29:04,917
Alan: It's not what I meant.

453
00:29:06,570 --> 00:29:07,920
Alan: You ok?

454
00:29:09,225 --> 00:29:11,271
Ella: No, Dad.

455
00:29:12,881 --> 00:29:14,013
Alan: I know.

456
00:29:17,016 --> 00:29:19,627
Ella: Dad, I met this
14 year-old boy

457
00:29:19,627 --> 00:29:21,194
in the park called Neil.

458
00:29:21,194 --> 00:29:23,196
He's filthy and he
doesn't wear a coat.

459
00:29:23,196 --> 00:29:25,807
He's always there and he clearly
doesn't have any friends.

460
00:29:25,807 --> 00:29:27,156
Alan: Ella.
Ella: No, wait Dad,

461
00:29:27,156 --> 00:29:29,115
I think there's really
something wrong.

462
00:29:29,115 --> 00:29:31,813
Alan: What are
you talking about?

463
00:29:31,813 --> 00:29:34,294
Ella: [sighs]

464
00:29:35,295 --> 00:29:36,862
Alan: Are you
spying on the girls?

465
00:29:36,862 --> 00:29:38,515
Ella: This isn't
about the girls.

466
00:29:38,515 --> 00:29:40,082
Alan: Is anything
about the girls?

467
00:29:40,082 --> 00:29:42,084
Ella: That's a fucking
stinking thing to say!

468
00:29:42,084 --> 00:29:44,695
Alan: Alright, I shouldn't
have said that. I'm sorry.

469
00:29:44,695 --> 00:29:47,307
Ella: I don't want
to talk about meetings,

470
00:29:47,307 --> 00:29:51,441
or living sober,
or friendly AA Fiona!

471
00:29:51,441 --> 00:29:54,227
Fiona who I made up, by the way!

472
00:29:54,227 --> 00:29:55,445
Alan: What?

473
00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:56,446
Ella: Yeah!

474
00:29:59,362 --> 00:30:00,363
Alan: Jesus.

475
00:30:00,363 --> 00:30:09,720
[uneasy breathing]

476
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:10,896
Jesus.

477
00:30:22,516 --> 00:30:23,952
[upset grunt]

478
00:30:27,738 --> 00:30:34,354
♪ [haunting folk-pop song]

479
00:30:34,354 --> 00:30:35,529
♪

480
00:30:48,107 --> 00:31:02,643
[sounds of bustling café]

481
00:31:02,643 --> 00:31:03,862
Bethan: Hiya.

482
00:31:05,907 --> 00:31:07,561
Joseph: [nervous sigh]

483
00:31:12,566 --> 00:31:14,655
Bethan: Thank you for coming.
Joseph: Yeah, thank you.

484
00:31:17,527 --> 00:31:19,138
Joseph: We, we just
wanted to say that we've

485
00:31:19,138 --> 00:31:21,053
thought about half-term -

486
00:31:22,402 --> 00:31:24,230
Joseph: - and we'll go
to Brighton instead.

487
00:31:25,361 --> 00:31:26,667
Joseph: You can have the
girls for a couple of days

488
00:31:26,667 --> 00:31:27,581
like we said.

489
00:31:27,973 --> 00:31:29,061
Ella: Really?

490
00:31:31,759 --> 00:31:32,716
Ella: Thank you.

491
00:31:34,022 --> 00:31:35,415
Joseph: They want
to see you, El.

492
00:31:36,503 --> 00:31:37,417
Ella: Thank you.

493
00:31:41,987 --> 00:31:43,379
Bethan: So how you getting on?

494
00:31:47,949 --> 00:31:49,342
Are you getting
to your meetings?

495
00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:54,303
[distant baby crying]

496
00:31:55,652 --> 00:31:56,915
Joseph: Ella?
Bethan: Ella.

497
00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:59,743
Ella: Yeah, I'm going
to my fucking meetings.

498
00:32:00,135 --> 00:32:02,833
Okay? Is that okay?

499
00:32:02,833 --> 00:32:04,009
Joseph: El, come on.

500
00:32:04,009 --> 00:32:05,619
Bethan: Oh, for
goodness' sake, Ella.

501
00:32:07,664 --> 00:32:08,709
Ella: What?

502
00:32:08,709 --> 00:32:09,753
Joseph: I really
don't understand

503
00:32:09,753 --> 00:32:11,451
why it always
spirals so quickly.

504
00:32:12,017 --> 00:32:15,237
Bethan: Look, we--we have to
ask about the meetings.

505
00:32:15,237 --> 00:32:17,109
We're not going to
pussy-foot around you.

506
00:32:18,588 --> 00:32:21,417
And stop doing this...

507
00:32:21,417 --> 00:32:24,072
evil step-mum bullshit.
It's really unhelpful.

508
00:32:26,031 --> 00:32:27,293
Ella: Sure.

509
00:32:30,818 --> 00:32:33,473
Bethan: How are your steps?
Ella: None of your business.

510
00:32:33,473 --> 00:32:35,431
Bethan: Oh, Ella, please!

511
00:32:36,476 --> 00:32:38,217
You've got to get
your shit together.

512
00:32:38,826 --> 00:32:40,088
We all want that for you.

513
00:32:40,088 --> 00:32:41,742
Ella: You don't
want that for me.

514
00:32:41,742 --> 00:32:42,961
Bethan: Yes, we do!

515
00:32:45,964 --> 00:32:47,617
Bethan: We're here today
to change things,

516
00:32:47,617 --> 00:32:49,445
to look forward. For you!

517
00:32:49,445 --> 00:32:53,536
Ella: Well, I'm
going to my meetings.

518
00:32:55,103 --> 00:32:56,452
Ella: Is that ok?

519
00:32:56,452 --> 00:32:57,497
Joseph: Yeah.

520
00:32:57,497 --> 00:32:58,585
Ella: And thank you.

521
00:32:59,325 --> 00:33:02,154
Thank you for letting
me have my kids.

522
00:33:03,372 --> 00:33:04,156
For two days.

523
00:33:04,156 --> 00:33:09,813
[hurried footsteps]

524
00:33:09,813 --> 00:33:13,643
♪ [haunting folk-pop song]

525
00:33:13,643 --> 00:33:23,697
♪

526
00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:46,372
[gentle knocking]

527
00:33:49,505 --> 00:33:50,637
[gentle knocking]

528
00:33:53,640 --> 00:33:54,554
Ella: Dad?

529
00:33:59,124 --> 00:34:00,212
[door opens]

530
00:34:00,864 --> 00:34:02,040
Ella: Neil!

531
00:34:03,258 --> 00:34:05,739
Ella: What are you doing here?
Neil: Hello, Ella!

532
00:34:05,739 --> 00:34:08,394
Ella: I don't think I wanna know
how you know where I live.

533
00:34:10,570 --> 00:34:12,702
You'll have to go as
soon as my dad gets back.

534
00:34:13,703 --> 00:34:15,053
Neil: Why?

535
00:34:15,053 --> 00:34:16,184
Ella: Because...

536
00:34:17,925 --> 00:34:19,187
where do I start?

537
00:34:19,796 --> 00:34:21,233
Neil: He'll think it's weird?

538
00:34:23,583 --> 00:34:26,716
I mean, nothing's weird
when you think about it.

539
00:34:28,588 --> 00:34:30,459
Ella: I'm supposed to be
behaving better than I feel.

540
00:34:33,114 --> 00:34:34,768
Ella: You warm enough
in Dad's coat?

541
00:34:37,249 --> 00:34:39,338
Neil: I've told you,
I don't feel the cold.

542
00:34:42,167 --> 00:34:44,125
Ella: Is your brother
older or younger?

543
00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:45,518
Neil: Two years older.

544
00:34:45,518 --> 00:34:47,563
We're not really bothered
about each other,

545
00:34:47,563 --> 00:34:51,698
but him being older allows me
to get on with my own thing.

546
00:34:53,265 --> 00:34:55,484
My parents assume
he's got an eye on me,

547
00:34:55,484 --> 00:34:57,095
but uh,

548
00:34:57,095 --> 00:34:58,487
I'm self-sufficient.

549
00:34:59,619 --> 00:35:01,403
Ella: Why do you sit
around in that park?

550
00:35:01,403 --> 00:35:04,189
Neil: I don't know.
Same as you, maybe.

551
00:35:04,189 --> 00:35:06,539
I used to go there a long
time ago with my family.

552
00:35:08,149 --> 00:35:10,151
I like that you're
never on your phone.

553
00:35:11,196 --> 00:35:12,806
Ella: No-one messages me.

554
00:35:12,806 --> 00:35:14,199
Neil: I don't have one.

555
00:35:14,199 --> 00:35:16,114
Ella: Don't you parents
need to know you're safe?

556
00:35:17,985 --> 00:35:19,247
Neil: They're just not that way.

557
00:35:22,772 --> 00:35:24,513
Ella: You'll need to
get to the sea one day.

558
00:35:26,211 --> 00:35:27,342
Neil: You could take me.

559
00:35:33,914 --> 00:35:35,437
Neil: What happened
with your girls?

560
00:35:44,098 --> 00:35:45,621
Ella: What did you
like about Prince?

561
00:35:45,621 --> 00:35:48,668
Neil: I really love his
ruffles and gold trousers.

562
00:35:50,191 --> 00:35:51,801
Ella: He did the
splits in heels.

563
00:35:51,801 --> 00:35:52,802
Neil: So cool.

564
00:35:54,108 --> 00:35:55,762
I try not to refer to
him in the past tense.

565
00:35:56,241 --> 00:35:57,285
Ella: Gotcha.

566
00:35:57,285 --> 00:35:58,982
Neil: He plays
loads of instruments,

567
00:35:58,982 --> 00:36:00,158
and he doesn't follow the crowd.

568
00:36:00,158 --> 00:36:01,333
[door opens]

569
00:36:04,336 --> 00:36:05,511
Neil: Thanks for
the hot chocolate.

570
00:36:13,214 --> 00:36:15,216
[inaudible TV program]

571
00:36:15,216 --> 00:36:18,393
[door opens/closes]

572
00:36:21,222 --> 00:36:22,354
Ella: Alright, Dad?

573
00:36:32,102 --> 00:36:34,888
Alan: Ella, you want a tea?

574
00:36:36,368 --> 00:36:37,847
Ella: No thanks, Dad!

575
00:36:38,805 --> 00:36:47,509
[tap running]

576
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:58,999
Ella: [long sad sigh]

577
00:37:04,831 --> 00:37:05,962
[curtains whooshing]

578
00:37:28,202 --> 00:37:29,377
Alan: You ok?

579
00:37:34,252 --> 00:37:35,165
Alan: Well, I'll...

580
00:37:36,384 --> 00:37:38,517
I'll leave you to it.
Ella: Thanks, Dad.

581
00:37:46,351 --> 00:37:47,439
[door closing]

582
00:37:56,274 --> 00:37:57,971
[birds singing]

583
00:38:01,975 --> 00:38:03,281
[door opens]

584
00:38:11,550 --> 00:38:13,987
Neil: There's old pictures
of my family in Scarborough.

585
00:38:13,987 --> 00:38:16,381
There's this picture of two
couples holding hands

586
00:38:16,381 --> 00:38:17,730
in tweedy clothes.

587
00:38:19,340 --> 00:38:20,950
And hundreds of fish and chip
shops, like actually hundreds.

588
00:38:25,520 --> 00:38:27,392
Ella: I don't feel as
angry when I'm with you.

589
00:38:28,828 --> 00:38:30,090
Neil: That's fantastic.

590
00:38:30,090 --> 00:38:33,006
Ella: [laughs]

591
00:38:33,006 --> 00:38:34,137
Neil: What's funny?

592
00:38:34,790 --> 00:38:36,749
Ella: You have a way
of saying things...

593
00:38:38,054 --> 00:38:39,142
differently.

594
00:38:39,142 --> 00:38:41,231
Neil: [laughs] Yeah, I mean,

595
00:38:41,231 --> 00:38:43,059
I think that's why
I don't have any friends.

596
00:38:44,844 --> 00:38:45,714
We don't have a bedroom.

597
00:38:46,541 --> 00:38:48,282
I sleep in the front room.

598
00:38:48,282 --> 00:38:50,110
People are generally
horrified by that.

599
00:38:50,110 --> 00:38:51,459
Ella: I don't find
that horrifying.

600
00:38:51,459 --> 00:38:53,374
Neil: There's far worse things.

601
00:38:53,374 --> 00:38:54,723
Ella: There is.

602
00:38:55,376 --> 00:38:56,986
I don't have a bedroom either.

603
00:38:56,986 --> 00:38:57,987
Neil: Huh.

604
00:38:59,075 --> 00:39:00,468
Do you have a cigarette, Ella?

605
00:39:00,468 --> 00:39:02,557
Ella: No, I bloody do not!!

606
00:39:05,734 --> 00:39:07,562
Ella: Aren't you frozen, Neil?

607
00:39:07,562 --> 00:39:09,869
It worries me that
you don't wear a coat.

608
00:39:10,826 --> 00:39:12,175
Neil: I'm never cold.
You know that.

609
00:39:12,175 --> 00:39:14,395
[laughter]

610
00:39:14,395 --> 00:39:15,744
Ella: You're higher!

611
00:39:18,921 --> 00:39:21,533
[laughter]

612
00:39:22,011 --> 00:39:23,099
Neil: Woah!

613
00:39:23,099 --> 00:39:24,666
[laughter]

614
00:39:24,666 --> 00:39:26,102
Neil: I'm going to beat you!
Ella: No you're not!

615
00:39:26,102 --> 00:39:28,801
Neil: Oh yes I will!
Ella: No you won't! [laughs]

616
00:39:29,236 --> 00:39:30,629
Neil: You may be older than me,

617
00:39:30,629 --> 00:39:31,891
but I've been doing this
for much longer than you.

618
00:39:31,891 --> 00:39:35,982
[Ella laughing]

619
00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:38,550
Neil: [gasps] The girls!

620
00:39:47,994 --> 00:39:50,257
Ella: Did she just
scurry off with my kids?

621
00:39:50,257 --> 00:39:51,650
Joseph: Ella... we saw you,

622
00:39:51,650 --> 00:39:54,087
we saw you, but we hadn't
scheduled or, you know,

623
00:39:54,087 --> 00:39:55,305
arranged for you
to see the girls

624
00:39:55,305 --> 00:39:56,785
and you looked quite
mental on the swings.

625
00:39:56,785 --> 00:39:59,527
Please don't shout. The girls
might see you. Shouting.

626
00:39:59,527 --> 00:40:03,401
Ella: No, Joseph, the girls
are being bundled into a car.

627
00:40:07,492 --> 00:40:08,623
Joseph: Hi.

628
00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:11,452
Sorry, um- who is this?

629
00:40:11,452 --> 00:40:12,410
Ella: I thought you
didn't like this

630
00:40:12,410 --> 00:40:13,759
crappy little park any more.

631
00:40:13,759 --> 00:40:15,761
Neil: Hey! I like
this little park.

632
00:40:16,588 --> 00:40:18,241
Ella: He called
it crappy, not me.

633
00:40:18,241 --> 00:40:19,808
Neil: I like this little park.

634
00:40:20,461 --> 00:40:21,854
Joseph: Who is this?

635
00:40:21,854 --> 00:40:23,638
Ella: I'm going over to them!
Joseph: Ella. Ella!

636
00:40:27,599 --> 00:40:29,949
Joseph: Ella. Ella, stop! Ella!

637
00:40:31,167 --> 00:40:32,647
Joseph: Ella! Stop!

638
00:40:33,518 --> 00:40:34,954
Joseph: Fuck.

639
00:40:35,476 --> 00:40:36,608
FUCK! Ella!

640
00:40:38,392 --> 00:40:39,437
Joseph: Fuck!

641
00:40:43,528 --> 00:40:44,964
Joseph: Sorry.

642
00:40:45,443 --> 00:40:47,053
Neil: No need.

643
00:40:47,053 --> 00:40:48,446
She won't get to the car.

644
00:40:51,492 --> 00:40:52,841
Neil: What's wrong
with this park?

645
00:40:53,929 --> 00:40:55,888
Joseph: Since someone burnt
down the dinosaur slide,

646
00:40:55,888 --> 00:40:58,543
we've not been back
with the girls since.

647
00:40:59,065 --> 00:41:00,588
Neil: Except today.

648
00:41:01,284 --> 00:41:05,027
Joseph: Well, yeah. Yeah. Today.

649
00:41:06,899 --> 00:41:09,379
Joseph: [sigh of relieve]
Neil: See?

650
00:41:09,379 --> 00:41:10,990
Neil: I liked the
burnt dinosaur slide.

651
00:41:10,990 --> 00:41:13,819
I liked how it looked in all
the middle of the shiny things.

652
00:41:17,475 --> 00:41:18,824
Looked a bit like Ella.

653
00:41:19,825 --> 00:41:21,696
Joseph: I was concerned
that someone might

654
00:41:21,696 --> 00:41:23,568
burn something else down,
you know?

655
00:41:23,568 --> 00:41:25,918
Neil: Nah.
I reckon they were done.

656
00:41:27,572 --> 00:41:28,660
She's coming back.

657
00:41:31,793 --> 00:41:33,839
Joseph: Looks a bit like Dora
the Explorer with that backpack.

658
00:41:36,276 --> 00:41:37,756
Neil: You should be nice to her.

659
00:41:41,107 --> 00:41:42,630
Carassius auratus.

660
00:41:43,370 --> 00:41:45,633
Joseph: Yeah.. what?

661
00:41:45,633 --> 00:41:47,853
Neil: You look like a goldfish
doing that with your mouth.

662
00:41:51,204 --> 00:41:52,074
Neil: Don't shout, Ella.

663
00:41:54,207 --> 00:41:55,295
Just say it.

664
00:41:55,295 --> 00:41:57,689
♪ [mournful music]

665
00:41:57,689 --> 00:42:00,648
♪

666
00:42:00,648 --> 00:42:01,954
Ella: You shouldn't
have brought them here.

667
00:42:03,695 --> 00:42:05,305
You know I used to, and it's-

668
00:42:06,524 --> 00:42:07,916
It's so close to Dad's.

669
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:12,094
The girls don't need to
see me like this.

670
00:42:14,662 --> 00:42:15,837
Have a good night.

671
00:42:17,360 --> 00:42:18,231
Neil: I'll walk you?

672
00:42:18,666 --> 00:42:20,059
Ella: Thanks.

673
00:42:20,886 --> 00:42:21,887
I'm alright.

674
00:42:31,810 --> 00:42:32,941
Bethan: Shall we
have some ice cream?

675
00:42:32,941 --> 00:42:34,247
Ashley/Eva: Yeah!
Bethan: Yeah?

676
00:42:34,247 --> 00:42:35,901
Eva: Yeah. Maybe a mint?

677
00:42:35,901 --> 00:42:37,816
Ashley: Is there brownie?
In ice cream?

678
00:42:37,816 --> 00:42:39,382
Eva: Why did we go to the park?

679
00:42:39,382 --> 00:42:40,862
Neil: It's not too late.

680
00:42:40,862 --> 00:42:42,995
All she wants to do is be a mum.

681
00:42:45,606 --> 00:42:47,434
Joseph: I'm sorry, fella,
I have absolutely no idea

682
00:42:47,434 --> 00:42:49,262
who you are or what
you're talking about.

683
00:42:50,089 --> 00:42:52,091
You have no clue
what you're saying.

684
00:42:53,483 --> 00:42:54,833
Who are you?

685
00:42:54,833 --> 00:42:56,182
Why are you here with Ella?

686
00:42:56,182 --> 00:42:58,793
♪ [mysterious music]

687
00:42:58,793 --> 00:43:33,959
♪ [Mournful music]

688
00:43:33,959 --> 00:44:03,162
♪
[quiet sobbing]

689
00:44:07,340 --> 00:44:09,429
[TV audience applause]

690
00:44:09,429 --> 00:44:10,604
[TV jingle]

691
00:44:10,604 --> 00:44:12,127
[soft knocking]

692
00:44:12,127 --> 00:44:14,303
TV Presenter: Question two:
what is the most populated

693
00:44:14,303 --> 00:44:17,437
city in the USA?

694
00:44:20,048 --> 00:44:21,659
Gonna have to hurry you on that.

695
00:44:28,535 --> 00:44:29,449
Neil: Hello, Alan.

696
00:44:32,713 --> 00:44:34,236
Alan: Give me two minutes.

697
00:44:34,236 --> 00:44:35,411
Neil: Okay.

698
00:44:35,411 --> 00:44:36,456
[door closing firmly]

699
00:44:37,631 --> 00:44:38,719
Alan: Are you trying
to make things worse?

700
00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:39,938
Ella: I don't know, Dad.

701
00:44:39,938 --> 00:44:41,243
Alan: When are you
going to start thinking?

702
00:44:41,243 --> 00:44:43,724
[muffled voices]

703
00:44:43,724 --> 00:44:44,812
Neil: Hello again.

704
00:44:44,812 --> 00:45:00,349
[hushed verbal fighting]

705
00:45:00,349 --> 00:45:01,307
[door opens]

706
00:45:03,396 --> 00:45:04,440
Neil: Lovely room.

707
00:45:06,399 --> 00:45:07,443
Alan: Thank you.

708
00:45:16,583 --> 00:45:18,063
Alan: Here you are.

709
00:45:18,063 --> 00:45:19,064
Neil: Thank you.

710
00:45:22,458 --> 00:45:23,808
Neil: This is really nice, Alan.

711
00:45:33,295 --> 00:45:34,427
Alan: Just start, please.

712
00:45:35,471 --> 00:45:36,734
Neil: Teas on knees.

713
00:45:47,309 --> 00:45:49,137
Alan: How old did you
say you was, young man?

714
00:45:49,137 --> 00:45:50,443
Ella: He's 14.
Alan: I'm almost 14.

715
00:45:54,273 --> 00:45:55,274
Alan: Oh dear.

716
00:46:01,367 --> 00:46:04,326
Alan: Does your mum and dad
know you're out?

717
00:46:04,326 --> 00:46:05,806
Neil: It's not even late,

718
00:46:05,806 --> 00:46:08,113
and they wouldn't
really mind if it was.

719
00:46:09,157 --> 00:46:10,768
Neil: They don't
really notice things,

720
00:46:10,768 --> 00:46:12,508
and they're not
like other people.

721
00:46:13,988 --> 00:46:16,469
Alan: And you met in the park?

722
00:46:20,125 --> 00:46:22,083
I mean, you seem to find
trouble wherever you look.

723
00:46:22,083 --> 00:46:24,172
I don't know how you do it.

724
00:46:24,172 --> 00:46:25,347
Ella: I know.

725
00:46:25,347 --> 00:46:27,088
Alan: And you're
sitting in parks again?

726
00:46:28,481 --> 00:46:29,525
Neil: We love parks.

727
00:46:31,049 --> 00:46:34,052
Alan: Right, well, I want you
to text your mum and dad,

728
00:46:34,879 --> 00:46:36,706
and tell them you're safe,

729
00:46:36,706 --> 00:46:39,535
and then give them our address.

730
00:46:39,535 --> 00:46:41,146
Neil: I've not
got a mobile phone,

731
00:46:41,146 --> 00:46:43,148
they've not got a mobile phone.

732
00:46:44,540 --> 00:46:48,022
I can try the landline from your
landline if you want, but...

733
00:46:48,022 --> 00:46:50,764
Alan: The landline's
in the hall. I'll show you.

734
00:46:50,764 --> 00:46:52,810
Neil: Um, Please may I
finish my soup first?

735
00:47:00,382 --> 00:47:02,950
Alan: Yeah. Go on, son,
finish your soup.

736
00:47:15,702 --> 00:47:17,182
Alan: Ah, that's cold.

737
00:47:28,367 --> 00:47:29,629
Neil: It's just
ringing and ringing.

738
00:47:31,892 --> 00:47:32,937
Neil: They never
answer the phone.

739
00:47:32,937 --> 00:47:34,721
Dad'll be writing lists,

740
00:47:34,721 --> 00:47:36,592
and Mum'll be washing
pots in the bath.

741
00:47:39,204 --> 00:47:41,467
Neil: How long are you gonna
live in the girls' room?

742
00:47:43,817 --> 00:47:44,905
Ella: Well...

743
00:47:49,736 --> 00:47:52,043
I have to go to these meetings.

744
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:54,175
And not drink.

745
00:47:57,526 --> 00:47:58,919
I did drink.

746
00:47:59,877 --> 00:48:01,052
A lot.

747
00:48:03,228 --> 00:48:05,012
I'd wake up in
the morning panicking.

748
00:48:06,840 --> 00:48:08,494
But I didn't do
anything about it.

749
00:48:11,976 --> 00:48:14,108
Sometimes I'd drink
in the afternoons.

750
00:48:14,979 --> 00:48:16,458
And I shouted at people.

751
00:48:17,590 --> 00:48:18,896
A lot of people.

752
00:48:21,811 --> 00:48:23,030
Including the girls.

753
00:48:28,383 --> 00:48:29,297
Once you've...

754
00:48:30,603 --> 00:48:31,996
crossed some lines...

755
00:48:33,127 --> 00:48:35,521
Alan: Best we don't
talk about this now.

756
00:48:37,915 --> 00:48:39,003
Neil: But why?

757
00:48:43,094 --> 00:48:45,444
Why did you do that,
do you think?

758
00:48:50,405 --> 00:48:52,755
Alan: It wasn't just
sometimes in the afternoons.

759
00:48:52,755 --> 00:48:54,453
Ella: Yeah, but not like,
in the mornings.

760
00:48:55,802 --> 00:48:57,325
Alan: It was in
front of the girls.

761
00:48:57,325 --> 00:48:59,675
Ella: Yeah, but not,
like, all the time.

762
00:48:59,675 --> 00:49:01,155
Alan: It was enough.

763
00:49:02,504 --> 00:49:03,462
Ella: Yeah.

764
00:49:06,465 --> 00:49:07,509
Enough.

765
00:49:09,511 --> 00:49:11,949
Neil: Don't drink, and
you'll get them back.

766
00:49:13,124 --> 00:49:14,952
Ella: I don't think
I'll ever get them back.

767
00:49:16,910 --> 00:49:18,216
I'll get them more.

768
00:49:19,521 --> 00:49:21,436
And prove to Joseph that

769
00:49:21,436 --> 00:49:23,177
I can be a normal mum.

770
00:49:24,352 --> 00:49:25,701
Neil: No-one has a normal mum.

771
00:49:26,311 --> 00:49:28,008
They just look like they do.

772
00:49:30,054 --> 00:49:31,316
Ella: My mum was normal.

773
00:49:32,839 --> 00:49:34,319
Wasn't she, Dad?

774
00:49:35,581 --> 00:49:36,495
Alan: Yeah.

775
00:49:38,845 --> 00:49:39,846
Ella: Anyway...

776
00:49:41,195 --> 00:49:44,590
Joseph and Bethan
are better for them right now.

777
00:49:45,417 --> 00:49:46,331
Neil: Oh-

778
00:49:48,202 --> 00:49:49,551
Don't you have friends?

779
00:49:50,726 --> 00:49:53,077
Ella: People lose patience
when you keep fucking up.

780
00:49:53,077 --> 00:49:54,556
Alan: Don't swear.

781
00:49:55,079 --> 00:49:56,515
Neil: I've said
"fuck" before, Alan.

782
00:49:58,212 --> 00:50:00,823
Neil: I'm very sorry that
all this has happened to you,

783
00:50:00,823 --> 00:50:02,521
that your girls were taken away.

784
00:50:04,392 --> 00:50:05,785
Ella: I gave up on them, really.

785
00:50:08,092 --> 00:50:10,790
Neil: Well, it sounds like
you did that for them.

786
00:50:14,359 --> 00:50:15,490
Neil: I'll leave you
both to it, then.

787
00:50:17,710 --> 00:50:18,624
Neil: Thank you for the soup.

788
00:50:26,110 --> 00:50:28,721
[door open/closing]

789
00:50:30,549 --> 00:50:32,159
[door opens]

790
00:50:41,777 --> 00:50:42,778
Alan: [sighs]

791
00:50:47,392 --> 00:50:49,350
I think we should've
took him home.

792
00:50:52,049 --> 00:50:53,311
Ella: He wouldn't have let us.

793
00:51:00,274 --> 00:51:02,233
Alan: You know, that's-

794
00:51:02,233 --> 00:51:04,757
the most I've heard you
speak in a long time.

795
00:51:07,151 --> 00:51:08,456
Ella: Yeah.

796
00:51:08,456 --> 00:51:12,721
[traffic humming]

797
00:51:12,721 --> 00:51:13,853
[door closes]

798
00:51:13,853 --> 00:51:14,897
Alan: Ella...

799
00:51:14,897 --> 00:51:16,116
Ella: What's to say, Dad?

800
00:51:18,205 --> 00:51:19,467
Alan: I think...

801
00:51:20,903 --> 00:51:22,122
you should go to
meetings every day

802
00:51:22,122 --> 00:51:24,124
and put the work in.
Ella: Please stop.

803
00:51:24,124 --> 00:51:25,952
Dad, you haven't drunk
in twenty years,

804
00:51:25,952 --> 00:51:27,258
and you never went to meetings

805
00:51:27,258 --> 00:51:29,477
and you never did the work.

806
00:51:30,522 --> 00:51:33,655
You thought the girls
were better off without me.

807
00:51:34,874 --> 00:51:36,267
Alan: I never said that.

808
00:51:37,703 --> 00:51:38,965
I never thought that.

809
00:51:38,965 --> 00:51:40,532
Ella: Well, here we are.

810
00:51:42,447 --> 00:51:44,666
We've never been people
who talk about things.

811
00:51:44,666 --> 00:51:47,582
Let's not start now,
and please don't push me

812
00:51:47,582 --> 00:51:50,237
to go to meetings. I don't
even want to get out of bed.

813
00:51:50,237 --> 00:51:52,065
Alan: I've noticed.
Ella: Get stuffed!

814
00:51:52,065 --> 00:51:55,460
[stomping away]

815
00:51:55,460 --> 00:51:57,070
Alan: [sad sigh]

816
00:51:57,070 --> 00:51:58,115
[door closing]

817
00:51:58,115 --> 00:52:03,337
Ella: [upset breathig]

818
00:52:06,166 --> 00:52:07,298
Alan: Ella.

819
00:52:15,219 --> 00:52:17,134
I've been going back
to meetings again.

820
00:52:18,265 --> 00:52:19,658
I know I'm a hypocrite.

821
00:52:21,007 --> 00:52:22,791
And you're right. You're right.

822
00:52:24,619 --> 00:52:26,143
We've never talked.

823
00:52:27,231 --> 00:52:28,319
Ella: Good for you.

824
00:52:29,755 --> 00:52:31,365
I hate the meetings, Dad.

825
00:52:32,453 --> 00:52:36,022
I feel like an imposter and
I'm terrified when I speak.

826
00:52:36,849 --> 00:52:40,505
I don't wanna write
lists and drink shit tea.

827
00:52:40,505 --> 00:52:42,420
Alan: Everyone feels like that.

828
00:52:42,420 --> 00:52:44,552
Ella: No, they're all
high-fiving each other!

829
00:52:44,552 --> 00:52:48,208
Alan: No, that's what you want
to see to stop yourself going.

830
00:52:48,208 --> 00:52:50,732
Ella: Ah! Funny!...Nope!!

831
00:52:50,732 --> 00:52:54,606
Alan: Everyone feels
self-conscious speaking,

832
00:52:56,303 --> 00:52:57,696
and the tea's not shit.

833
00:52:58,349 --> 00:53:00,177
Ella: Well, I'm glad
you've come to your senses.

834
00:53:01,003 --> 00:53:02,179
I wanna go to bed now.

835
00:53:08,228 --> 00:53:10,970
Alan: Your children
are alive and healthy.

836
00:53:11,971 --> 00:53:12,928
Ella: Yeah?

837
00:53:14,365 --> 00:53:15,888
Alan: But they need you.

838
00:53:15,888 --> 00:53:18,325
Ella: I'm fucking grieving!

839
00:53:18,325 --> 00:53:19,674
Okay?

840
00:53:19,674 --> 00:53:22,590
I know they're alive
but I'm grieving for them,

841
00:53:22,590 --> 00:53:23,809
[sobbing]

842
00:53:23,809 --> 00:53:26,246
for the life I threw away!

843
00:53:26,246 --> 00:53:29,858
Alan: Ella, listen to me.
Ella: Stop talking!

844
00:53:29,858 --> 00:53:31,120
Alan: Ella, come here.

845
00:53:31,120 --> 00:53:33,558
Ella: Look at where
I'm living, Dad!

846
00:53:35,908 --> 00:53:37,649
[loud sobbing]

847
00:53:37,649 --> 00:53:38,780
Alan: I know.

848
00:53:38,780 --> 00:53:40,042
Ella: Please just
let me go to sleep.

849
00:53:40,042 --> 00:53:42,958
Alan: Come here.
Ella: Please, stop!

850
00:53:42,958 --> 00:53:44,743
Please let - please
don't touch me!

851
00:53:44,743 --> 00:53:51,619
[loud sobbing]

852
00:53:51,619 --> 00:53:54,231
[sobbing]

853
00:53:54,231 --> 00:53:55,275
Alan: Ella?

854
00:53:55,275 --> 00:54:06,286
[soft sobbing]

855
00:54:06,286 --> 00:54:07,896
[door closes]

856
00:54:07,896 --> 00:54:14,686
[soft sobbing]

857
00:54:14,686 --> 00:54:24,739
[bustle and chatter]

858
00:54:51,288 --> 00:54:55,988
[distant siren]

859
00:54:55,988 --> 00:54:58,295
[distant car horn sounds]

860
00:55:04,257 --> 00:55:11,525
[spoon clinking]

861
00:55:13,092 --> 00:55:14,311
[clatters]

862
00:55:17,009 --> 00:55:23,232
[inaudible room-chatter]

863
00:55:23,232 --> 00:55:25,539
[distant car horn]

864
00:55:43,514 --> 00:55:44,993
Ella: [O/S] It's three hours.

865
00:55:44,993 --> 00:55:46,386
You change in York.

866
00:55:46,386 --> 00:55:48,693
Then it's a 10 minute walk
to the beach.

867
00:55:51,130 --> 00:55:52,044
I don't know-

868
00:55:53,567 --> 00:55:55,917
do 13 year-olds get trains
on their own?

869
00:55:56,788 --> 00:55:58,485
Neil: It's my birthday.
You can come with me.

870
00:55:58,485 --> 00:55:59,878
Ella: You know I can't.

871
00:56:01,401 --> 00:56:02,750
I know you know I can't.

872
00:56:03,925 --> 00:56:05,274
Neil: Ella.

873
00:56:05,274 --> 00:56:07,842
Ella: I am not giving you
my blessing to do this.

874
00:56:07,842 --> 00:56:09,061
What about your parents?

875
00:56:10,062 --> 00:56:11,106
Neil: They won't care.

876
00:56:11,106 --> 00:56:12,760
Ella: But you'll
ask them, though?

877
00:56:12,760 --> 00:56:13,848
Neil: Sure.

878
00:56:13,848 --> 00:56:16,068
Ella: Cause
anything could happen.

879
00:56:16,068 --> 00:56:17,504
Neil: Probably it won't.

880
00:56:17,504 --> 00:56:19,288
Ella: Well, I'll come to
your house and tell them.

881
00:56:19,288 --> 00:56:20,986
Neil: No need,
if you come with me.

882
00:56:22,291 --> 00:56:23,641
Ella: I'm not coming
with you, Neil.

883
00:56:25,207 --> 00:56:28,776
[door opening]

884
00:56:32,867 --> 00:56:34,303
[door closing]

885
00:56:34,303 --> 00:56:37,263
Ella: Would you like to hear
some Scarborough facts,

886
00:56:37,263 --> 00:56:39,787
interesting and unusual?
Neil: I suppose.

887
00:56:41,093 --> 00:56:43,008
Ella: Scarborough Castle facts:

888
00:56:43,008 --> 00:56:46,533
The castle is managed and
maintained by English Heritage.

889
00:56:46,533 --> 00:56:48,448
This natural fortress was used

890
00:56:48,448 --> 00:56:50,798
by prehistoric settlers.
Romans -

891
00:56:50,798 --> 00:56:53,105
Neil: Hello, Alan.
Alan: Hello, Neil.

892
00:56:53,105 --> 00:56:55,324
Ella: During the Civil War,
the castle was under siege

893
00:56:55,324 --> 00:56:56,456
for 12 months.

894
00:56:56,456 --> 00:56:58,458
Neil: The castle will be
my first stop,

895
00:56:58,458 --> 00:57:01,069
and then Flamingo Bay
for a knickerbocker glory.

896
00:57:01,069 --> 00:57:03,115
Alan: Ella, can I have a word?

897
00:57:04,725 --> 00:57:06,118
Ella: You can read the rest.

898
00:57:06,988 --> 00:57:09,164
Neil: Do you know anything
about Scarborough, Alan?

899
00:57:09,164 --> 00:57:11,993
Alan: There's a theatre. Ella?

900
00:57:27,792 --> 00:57:30,882
Alan: Why's he here?
He's a young boy.

901
00:57:30,882 --> 00:57:32,797
You can't be friends
with a young boy.

902
00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:35,756
Ella?!

903
00:57:35,756 --> 00:57:37,236
Ella: What?

904
00:57:38,324 --> 00:57:40,587
Alan: I'm here. I'm your dad.
I'm here to support you.

905
00:57:40,587 --> 00:57:43,155
Me.
Ella: Right?

906
00:57:46,158 --> 00:57:48,421
Alan: You need to stop
feeling sorry for yourself.

907
00:57:48,421 --> 00:57:50,467
Ella: No, I do feel
sorry for myself.

908
00:57:50,902 --> 00:57:52,773
I do. I don't care
how that seems.

909
00:57:52,773 --> 00:57:54,601
He obviously
doesn't have anyone.

910
00:57:55,384 --> 00:57:56,560
Ella: What do you
want me to say to him -

911
00:57:56,560 --> 00:57:58,039
"Can you go away,
now that you trust me?"

912
00:57:58,039 --> 00:58:00,694
Alan: Yes, he trusts you,
and that ain't right.

913
00:58:00,694 --> 00:58:03,088
You're not his mum.
Ella: I know.

914
00:58:03,610 --> 00:58:05,133
Alan: Why are you
always so angry at me?

915
00:58:05,133 --> 00:58:08,789
Ella: You know, Mum would've
welcomed me here.

916
00:58:08,789 --> 00:58:10,704
She wouldn't have
lectured me all the time.

917
00:58:12,619 --> 00:58:14,012
Alan: Don't use her.

918
00:58:15,492 --> 00:58:16,841
Don't you dare.

919
00:58:18,059 --> 00:58:19,234
[knocking]

920
00:58:21,367 --> 00:58:23,021
[door opening]

921
00:58:25,589 --> 00:58:26,590
Neil: Bethan's here.

922
00:58:26,590 --> 00:58:28,113
Alan: Oh!
Ella: Oh good.

923
00:58:34,293 --> 00:58:35,773
Alan: Alright, come on Neil.

924
00:58:42,214 --> 00:58:43,171
[door closing]

925
00:58:43,607 --> 00:58:44,782
Ella: You want tea?

926
00:58:44,782 --> 00:58:45,957
Bethan: Oh, no, no, thank you.

927
00:58:45,957 --> 00:58:48,089
I-I can't drink
caffeine after midday.

928
00:58:50,527 --> 00:58:52,137
Who-who was that boy?

929
00:58:52,137 --> 00:58:53,530
Is that the boy from the park?

930
00:58:53,530 --> 00:58:55,444
Ella: I'm going to a
meeting in a minute, Bethan.

931
00:58:55,444 --> 00:58:58,143
Bethan: Yes, sorry,
that's great, Ella.

932
00:58:58,143 --> 00:58:59,144
I...

933
00:59:00,580 --> 00:59:02,060
Sorry, do you mind if I just...

934
00:59:03,888 --> 00:59:07,674
Um, God, I don't know how
I'm going to say all of this.

935
00:59:07,674 --> 00:59:09,241
I got it in my head
properly and everything.

936
00:59:09,241 --> 00:59:10,677
Ella: Just say it.

937
00:59:12,505 --> 00:59:14,594
Bethan: Okay. Ehm-

938
00:59:16,901 --> 00:59:18,555
I think you need to
think about the girls,

939
00:59:19,425 --> 00:59:20,818
and how they are with Joe.

940
00:59:23,255 --> 00:59:25,431
Ella: And you think the
girls should stay with Joe.

941
00:59:25,431 --> 00:59:26,693
Bethan: No, no,
I didn't say that.

942
00:59:26,693 --> 00:59:27,955
Please don't assume-

943
00:59:27,955 --> 00:59:29,261
Ella: Well, you're
here without him, so...

944
00:59:31,480 --> 00:59:32,699
Go on.

945
00:59:34,701 --> 00:59:37,617
Bethan: I know the girls are
coming here for half-term,

946
00:59:37,617 --> 00:59:39,314
for a bit, and I just...

947
00:59:39,924 --> 00:59:42,100
Well, I just wanted you to know
they're doing really well.

948
00:59:43,362 --> 00:59:45,407
They're sleeping again, and

949
00:59:45,407 --> 00:59:46,887
doing so good in school,
and yeah, just,

950
00:59:46,887 --> 00:59:48,323
they're just doing really well.

951
00:59:50,064 --> 00:59:51,979
Ella: And you don't want
me to mess it all up again.

952
00:59:51,979 --> 00:59:52,980
Bethan: No.

953
00:59:54,286 --> 00:59:55,200
I don't.

954
00:59:57,202 --> 00:59:58,856
I know you think I'm
the bad one in all this.

955
00:59:58,856 --> 01:00:01,641
Ella: That's so funny.
Bethan: Is it?

956
01:00:01,641 --> 01:00:03,077
Ella: I don't think that.

957
01:00:04,209 --> 01:00:05,863
I know who the bad one is.

958
01:00:08,648 --> 01:00:09,606
Bethan: You know,
I think in another world

959
01:00:09,606 --> 01:00:10,955
we'd probably be friends.

960
01:00:11,999 --> 01:00:12,957
Ella: Do you?

961
01:00:13,958 --> 01:00:14,915
Bethan: No?

962
01:00:16,134 --> 01:00:17,701
No.

963
01:00:17,701 --> 01:00:19,616
Ella: You want my kids.

964
01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:20,921
Bethan: I don't, actually.

965
01:00:22,444 --> 01:00:23,707
I don't want them.

966
01:00:25,317 --> 01:00:26,710
I never wanted kids.

967
01:00:28,450 --> 01:00:30,235
I'm sorry, I-
I love them, though.

968
01:00:32,324 --> 01:00:33,325
Ella: Yep.

969
01:00:36,937 --> 01:00:38,286
Bethan: You couldn't do it.

970
01:00:46,251 --> 01:00:49,907
Ella: I thought they were better
with you until I got better.

971
01:00:57,610 --> 01:00:58,872
Bethan: Oh, sorry.

972
01:01:01,570 --> 01:01:02,702
Alan: You off, then, Bethan?

973
01:01:02,702 --> 01:01:04,835
Bethan: Yeah, uh, who are you?

974
01:01:06,750 --> 01:01:09,230
Alan: Oh, he's family.
He's, uh... he's helping me

975
01:01:09,230 --> 01:01:13,757
around the house a bit.
Bethan: Oh. Oh.

976
01:01:15,889 --> 01:01:18,152
Alan: I'll see you out.
Bethan: Oh.

977
01:01:19,632 --> 01:01:20,720
Sorry.

978
01:01:27,161 --> 01:01:28,554
Alan: See you later.
Bethan: Yeah, see you. Bye bye.

979
01:01:28,554 --> 01:01:29,598
Alan: Bye.

980
01:01:29,598 --> 01:01:31,035
[door closing]

981
01:01:36,693 --> 01:01:37,868
Alan: You ok?

982
01:01:40,609 --> 01:01:41,698
Ella: Yeah.

983
01:01:43,047 --> 01:01:44,048
Neil: I can help around
the house if you'd like.

984
01:01:53,622 --> 01:01:55,189
Look, I don't want you
to walk me.

985
01:01:55,189 --> 01:01:57,148
Alan: No, I wanna come to your
home, talk to your parents.

986
01:02:00,586 --> 01:02:01,805
Neil: They're not in.

987
01:02:03,023 --> 01:02:04,808
Alan: Well, where are they?

988
01:02:04,808 --> 01:02:06,984
Neil: They're at my
aunty's drinking weak tea.

989
01:02:06,984 --> 01:02:09,900
They go there every Sunday.
Alan: It's Saturday.

990
01:02:10,944 --> 01:02:13,164
Neil: They go there
every Saturday, then.

991
01:02:13,164 --> 01:02:15,383
Saturday, Sunday...

992
01:02:15,383 --> 01:02:16,558
What's the difference?

993
01:02:16,558 --> 01:02:17,821
Alan: Well where's your brother?

994
01:02:17,821 --> 01:02:19,736
Neil: At his fancy girlfriend's.

995
01:02:20,824 --> 01:02:22,042
Alan: What's your
brother's name?

996
01:02:22,042 --> 01:02:23,043
Neil: Jeff.

997
01:02:24,653 --> 01:02:26,612
Alan: That isn't the
name of a teenage boy.

998
01:02:26,612 --> 01:02:28,309
Neil: Isn't it?
Alan: No.

999
01:02:28,309 --> 01:02:29,528
Neil: Well, it's Jeffrey.

1000
01:02:29,528 --> 01:02:31,791
Alan: That also isn't
a teenage boy's name.

1001
01:02:31,791 --> 01:02:32,749
Neil: Isn't it?
Alan: No.

1002
01:02:32,749 --> 01:02:34,228
What are your parents called?

1003
01:02:37,884 --> 01:02:39,668
Neil: Dorothy and Christopher.
Alan: Are you sure?

1004
01:02:39,668 --> 01:02:42,149
Neil: Well, that's what they've
been saying their names are.

1005
01:02:43,847 --> 01:02:46,327
Alan: What's the deal?
Neil: What's the deal, Neil?

1006
01:02:49,417 --> 01:02:51,942
Alan: I don't think you should
come to see Ella any more.

1007
01:02:53,378 --> 01:02:54,379
Neil: I know.

1008
01:02:56,381 --> 01:02:58,775
Alan: Ella, she done
lots of bad things.

1009
01:03:00,602 --> 01:03:02,039
A lot of people
can't forgive her.

1010
01:03:03,867 --> 01:03:04,868
Neil: I can.

1011
01:03:06,217 --> 01:03:07,609
Alan: What do you think
is going to happen here?

1012
01:03:07,609 --> 01:03:10,003
You can't be best friends.

1013
01:03:10,003 --> 01:03:12,092
She's not your mother,
you've got your own mother.

1014
01:03:12,092 --> 01:03:14,486
She can't even be a
mother to her own children.

1015
01:03:15,966 --> 01:03:18,838
Neil: That is an extremely
unkind thing to say.

1016
01:03:18,838 --> 01:03:20,492
Alan: No, I...
That's not what I meant.

1017
01:03:21,667 --> 01:03:24,191
I know Ella feels like she's a
mother when she's around you,

1018
01:03:24,191 --> 01:03:26,672
but do you think Joseph
and Bethan think

1019
01:03:26,672 --> 01:03:28,543
that your friendship
is appropriate?

1020
01:03:29,457 --> 01:03:31,285
Do you think that they
think that she's sane enough

1021
01:03:31,285 --> 01:03:33,722
to be around her own children
when she's knocking about

1022
01:03:33,722 --> 01:03:35,899
with a strange boy in the park?

1023
01:03:37,726 --> 01:03:39,772
I don't mean strange, I mean...

1024
01:03:39,772 --> 01:03:41,339
stranger strange.

1025
01:03:42,035 --> 01:03:43,297
Neil: Stranger strange.

1026
01:03:43,297 --> 01:03:44,646
Alan: Well, you're bright
enough to understand

1027
01:03:44,646 --> 01:03:46,083
what I'm talking about.
Neil: Bright as a button!

1028
01:03:46,083 --> 01:03:47,301
Alan: Yes.

1029
01:03:47,301 --> 01:03:48,781
Neil: You sound a bit
blackmaily to me.

1030
01:03:48,781 --> 01:03:50,435
Alan: No. Not at all.

1031
01:03:51,392 --> 01:03:53,960
Neil: Well, what about
what Bethan just said?

1032
01:03:54,700 --> 01:03:56,136
Alan: I think...

1033
01:03:56,136 --> 01:03:58,835
Bethan rushed to the school
when Ella didn't turn up.

1034
01:03:58,835 --> 01:04:00,358
She's been there every day.

1035
01:04:03,013 --> 01:04:05,145
Alan: You see there's more
than one side to a story.

1036
01:04:05,929 --> 01:04:08,192
Neil: Yeah.
And I'm on Ella's side.

1037
01:04:08,932 --> 01:04:10,455
No-one else is.

1038
01:04:10,455 --> 01:04:14,024
And there's a reason why
Ella did those things.

1039
01:04:14,024 --> 01:04:16,765
I mean, you're her dad.

1040
01:04:16,765 --> 01:04:18,202
You know that.

1041
01:04:20,639 --> 01:04:24,077
That's what no-one seems
to give a shit about, Alan.

1042
01:04:25,470 --> 01:04:27,037
That's my side of the story.

1043
01:04:28,821 --> 01:04:32,129
♪ [hopeful music]

1044
01:04:32,129 --> 01:04:42,182
♪

1045
01:05:31,666 --> 01:05:34,887
[traffic humming]

1046
01:05:34,887 --> 01:05:38,935
[bustle of a busy pub]

1047
01:05:38,935 --> 01:05:39,979
Waiter: So sorry.

1048
01:05:39,979 --> 01:05:45,637
Bethan/Waiter: [inaudible talk]

1049
01:05:45,637 --> 01:05:46,768
Bethan: So it's pasta and pesto?

1050
01:05:46,768 --> 01:05:49,641
Waiter: [inaudible talk]

1051
01:05:49,641 --> 01:05:54,472
[outside traffick humming]

1052
01:05:54,472 --> 01:06:05,178
[distant muffled music]

1053
01:06:13,795 --> 01:06:16,233
Joseph: Neil, is it?
Neil: Yup.

1054
01:06:17,886 --> 01:06:18,975
Joseph: What are you doing?

1055
01:06:19,497 --> 01:06:20,977
Neil: I live up there.

1056
01:06:21,847 --> 01:06:23,022
Joseph: Okay.

1057
01:06:25,677 --> 01:06:26,939
Were you watching us?

1058
01:06:26,939 --> 01:06:28,071
Neil: Yeah.

1059
01:06:28,985 --> 01:06:31,726
Joseph: Oh.. uh...

1060
01:06:32,118 --> 01:06:33,380
Neil: Fussy, isn't she?

1061
01:06:35,078 --> 01:06:36,557
Joseph: She's done that
food intolerance test.

1062
01:06:38,081 --> 01:06:39,430
She's allergic to everything.

1063
01:06:40,518 --> 01:06:41,693
Neil: Nightmare.

1064
01:06:42,955 --> 01:06:44,000
She's probably got orthorexia.

1065
01:06:44,870 --> 01:06:46,089
Joseph: What's that?

1066
01:06:46,089 --> 01:06:47,655
Neil: It's this thing
where people obsess

1067
01:06:47,655 --> 01:06:49,179
about eating healthily.

1068
01:06:50,354 --> 01:06:52,660
We're all addicted to
something these days, aren't we?

1069
01:06:54,706 --> 01:06:56,142
Joseph: How d'you know El?

1070
01:06:56,142 --> 01:06:58,492
Neil: She's my friend.
Joseph: [laughs]

1071
01:06:58,492 --> 01:07:00,364
Neil: Oh, yeah, you're
laughing 'cause I'm a kid.

1072
01:07:00,364 --> 01:07:02,496
Joseph: Oh, well,
no, I just uh...

1073
01:07:03,149 --> 01:07:05,021
I thought I knew all
of Ella's friends.

1074
01:07:07,197 --> 01:07:08,589
Neil: She hasn't got
any friends any more.

1075
01:07:11,462 --> 01:07:14,073
You're doing that goldfish
- mouth-thing again.
- Joseph: Yes, yes,
I'm aware of that.

1076
01:07:15,988 --> 01:07:17,294
Neil: I kept seeing
Ella in the park.

1077
01:07:18,469 --> 01:07:20,210
I thought she was
one of the mums at first.

1078
01:07:21,689 --> 01:07:24,083
She would always watch
the kids until everyone left.

1079
01:07:25,867 --> 01:07:28,131
I followed her home one time
to make sure she was ok.

1080
01:07:29,784 --> 01:07:30,829
She cried the whole way back.

1081
01:07:34,050 --> 01:07:36,052
I could tell she needed
someone to talk to.

1082
01:07:41,013 --> 01:07:42,406
You should probably go back in.

1083
01:07:43,929 --> 01:07:45,539
Joseph: Huh?

1084
01:07:45,539 --> 01:07:46,845
Oh, yeah.

1085
01:07:47,933 --> 01:07:49,326
Neil: Where are the girls?

1086
01:07:49,978 --> 01:07:51,110
Joseph: They're with
Bethan's sister.

1087
01:07:51,110 --> 01:07:53,721
Neil: Oh, nice.

1088
01:07:55,288 --> 01:07:56,724
That's nice for Bethan's sister.

1089
01:08:01,555 --> 01:08:02,904
Neil: Can I have
one of those, mate?

1090
01:08:02,904 --> 01:08:04,341
Waiter: No.

1091
01:08:07,474 --> 01:08:08,432
Go on, then.

1092
01:08:09,955 --> 01:08:10,869
They're menthol.

1093
01:08:12,871 --> 01:08:15,221
Neil: Thank you. Minty fresh.

1094
01:08:16,570 --> 01:08:17,658
Joseph: Hey, wait!

1095
01:08:18,181 --> 01:08:19,791
Did you know we were
gonna be here?

1096
01:08:20,966 --> 01:08:35,937
[bells chiming the hour]

1097
01:08:35,937 --> 01:08:41,465
♪ [plaintive folk-rock song]

1098
01:08:41,465 --> 01:08:53,433
♪

1099
01:08:58,221 --> 01:09:01,702
[happy laughter]

1100
01:09:01,702 --> 01:09:05,489
♪ [ominous music]

1101
01:09:05,489 --> 01:09:10,929
♪

1102
01:09:10,929 --> 01:09:12,626
[breaking glass]

1103
01:09:12,626 --> 01:09:15,063
♪

1104
01:09:15,063 --> 01:09:16,500
Ella: What?!

1105
01:09:17,153 --> 01:09:18,328
What?!

1106
01:09:18,328 --> 01:09:28,381
♪

1107
01:10:03,199 --> 01:10:04,112
Alan: Ells?

1108
01:10:04,112 --> 01:10:18,083
♪

1109
01:10:18,083 --> 01:10:19,084
Ella?

1110
01:10:19,084 --> 01:10:28,702
♪
[birds chirping]

1111
01:10:28,702 --> 01:10:36,406
♪

1112
01:10:40,801 --> 01:10:42,847
Ugh!

1113
01:10:42,847 --> 01:10:43,935
Oh!

1114
01:10:58,863 --> 01:11:01,605
♪ [ominous music]

1115
01:11:01,605 --> 01:11:04,695
♪

1116
01:11:04,695 --> 01:11:05,957
[knocking on door]

1117
01:11:11,049 --> 01:11:12,920
Alan: Oh.
Bethan: Alan, hi.

1118
01:11:12,920 --> 01:11:15,619
Um- is Ella here?

1119
01:11:15,619 --> 01:11:17,055
Alan: No.

1120
01:11:17,055 --> 01:11:18,578
Bethan: Oh. I'd...

1121
01:11:18,578 --> 01:11:20,058
I'd really like to talk to her.

1122
01:11:20,667 --> 01:11:22,190
Alan: Why?

1123
01:11:22,190 --> 01:11:23,583
Bethan: Um...

1124
01:11:23,583 --> 01:11:24,932
Alan: She's not here, Bethan.

1125
01:11:26,586 --> 01:11:28,458
Bethan: I- well, I... I'd just
like to say sorry for last time.

1126
01:11:28,458 --> 01:11:29,937
Alan: No, there's no need.

1127
01:11:29,937 --> 01:11:31,722
Bethan: I just keep playing
things over in my mind.

1128
01:11:31,722 --> 01:11:32,984
Alan: Yeah, me too.

1129
01:11:35,465 --> 01:11:36,857
Bethan: It's all
such a mess, isn't it?

1130
01:11:37,815 --> 01:11:38,729
Alan: Yeah.

1131
01:11:42,167 --> 01:11:43,734
Bethan.
Bethan: Yeah?

1132
01:11:45,431 --> 01:11:46,563
Alan: Thank you.

1133
01:11:47,433 --> 01:11:48,913
For what you do for those kids.

1134
01:11:52,612 --> 01:11:53,613
Alright.

1135
01:11:53,613 --> 01:11:58,792
♪

1136
01:11:58,792 --> 01:11:59,967
Bethan: [long sigh]

1137
01:11:59,967 --> 01:12:10,064
♪ [mysterious music]

1138
01:12:10,064 --> 01:12:20,118
♪

1139
01:12:39,790 --> 01:12:41,269
[bell tinkles]

1140
01:12:41,269 --> 01:12:52,280
♪ [plaintive music]

1141
01:12:52,280 --> 01:13:07,383
♪

1142
01:13:18,002 --> 01:13:19,003
Ella: Dad?

1143
01:13:21,701 --> 01:13:22,876
Dad?!

1144
01:13:25,052 --> 01:13:26,402
Alan: [sighs]

1145
01:13:28,404 --> 01:13:30,841
Bethan came round tonight.

1146
01:13:30,841 --> 01:13:31,929
Ella: So?

1147
01:13:31,929 --> 01:13:33,496
Alan: Well, I think
she wanted to...

1148
01:13:36,194 --> 01:13:37,761
[sighs] Unbelievable.

1149
01:13:41,765 --> 01:13:43,462
You're not the only one
who lost them, you know.

1150
01:13:43,462 --> 01:13:45,508
Ella: No, I'm not doing this.

1151
01:13:45,508 --> 01:13:47,466
Alan: No, listen to me, listen.

1152
01:13:47,466 --> 01:13:49,860
Ella: Dad, I was-
Alan: Will you fucking listen!

1153
01:13:49,860 --> 01:13:50,817
Ella: Dad!

1154
01:14:00,523 --> 01:14:01,959
Alan: I miss them too.

1155
01:14:05,615 --> 01:14:07,704
They mean everything to me.

1156
01:14:11,011 --> 01:14:11,969
Ella: I know.

1157
01:14:13,100 --> 01:14:14,928
I took everything
away from all of us.

1158
01:14:14,928 --> 01:14:18,889
Alan: You're a baby,
you're
such a fucking baby,
Ella.

1159
01:14:19,890 --> 01:14:21,457
And you're always...

1160
01:14:21,457 --> 01:14:23,197
you're always so cold.

1161
01:14:25,156 --> 01:14:26,374
I can't do this, Ella.

1162
01:14:26,374 --> 01:14:27,637
I can't cope with this, Ella.

1163
01:14:28,899 --> 01:14:31,031
I've lost your mum,
I've lost the girls,

1164
01:14:31,031 --> 01:14:32,250
and now I'm losing you.

1165
01:14:32,250 --> 01:14:33,904
And we live in
an house, and there...

1166
01:14:33,904 --> 01:14:36,515
there's no care for
one another, there...

1167
01:14:36,515 --> 01:14:38,778
there's no care, you know?

1168
01:14:38,778 --> 01:14:42,173
And I just... I wanna
get ya and shake ya.

1169
01:14:42,173 --> 01:14:45,568
I-I- I wanna fucking shake ya,

1170
01:14:45,568 --> 01:14:47,874
and show you what
you need to do.

1171
01:14:47,874 --> 01:14:50,268
You know, do you
remember what you did?

1172
01:14:50,268 --> 01:14:51,399
Ella: Yes.

1173
01:14:51,399 --> 01:14:53,227
Alan: Do you remember
what you did?

1174
01:14:53,227 --> 01:14:54,228
Ella: Yes.

1175
01:14:54,228 --> 01:14:57,536
[sobs]

1176
01:14:57,536 --> 01:14:58,668
Alan:
They're scared of you, Ella.

1177
01:14:59,799 --> 01:15:02,889
Scared. And they
don't need to be scared.

1178
01:15:02,889 --> 01:15:05,109
You know, you need to
show them that they don't

1179
01:15:05,109 --> 01:15:07,024
need to be scared, you know.

1180
01:15:08,155 --> 01:15:12,159
Fight for them! Get out there
and fight for your kids!

1181
01:15:12,812 --> 01:15:14,945
You know, because one day
your life will be over

1182
01:15:14,945 --> 01:15:16,860
and you can't go back
and make it better.

1183
01:15:18,165 --> 01:15:19,819
And... and I know...

1184
01:15:19,819 --> 01:15:22,909
I know I- I haven't been the
greatest dad in the world,

1185
01:15:22,909 --> 01:15:25,521
but you know what?
At least, at least I tried.

1186
01:15:25,521 --> 01:15:26,826
Ella: Is that what you think?

1187
01:15:33,093 --> 01:15:34,051
Alan: Tell you what,

1188
01:15:35,531 --> 01:15:37,663
don't do it for me, then.

1189
01:15:38,316 --> 01:15:40,231
And don't you do
it for yourself.

1190
01:15:41,798 --> 01:15:43,234
You do it for them kids.

1191
01:15:45,018 --> 01:15:47,064
And hopefully they won't
fucking end up like you.

1192
01:16:07,432 --> 01:16:08,607
[train whistle]

1193
01:16:08,607 --> 01:16:13,003
[moving train sounds]

1194
01:16:13,003 --> 01:16:14,439
Neil: I'm so glad
you're coming, Ella.

1195
01:16:14,439 --> 01:16:31,369
[moving train sounds]

1196
01:16:31,369 --> 01:16:32,588
Ashley: Mummy!

1197
01:16:32,588 --> 01:16:35,242
♪ [ominous music]

1198
01:16:35,242 --> 01:16:36,853
Ashley: Mummy!
Eva: Come, mummy!

1199
01:16:36,853 --> 01:16:38,071
Ashley: Mummy,
it's time to wake up.

1200
01:16:38,071 --> 01:16:39,725
Eva: We're really
angry with you now.

1201
01:16:39,725 --> 01:16:42,249
Ashley: Mummy,
it's time to wake up!

1202
01:16:42,249 --> 01:16:44,991
♪ [dramatic music]

1203
01:16:44,991 --> 01:17:09,668
♪

1204
01:17:09,668 --> 01:17:23,639
[moving train sounds]

1205
01:17:23,639 --> 01:17:25,771
[train whistle]

1206
01:17:25,771 --> 01:17:29,035
[moving train sounds]

1207
01:17:29,035 --> 01:17:33,213
[waves breaking]
[seagulls cawing]

1208
01:17:33,213 --> 01:17:35,085
Ella: Sorry we couldn't
get in the castle.

1209
01:17:35,868 --> 01:17:37,653
Neil: I don't care.
I just wanted to see it.

1210
01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:40,177
Ella: We came all this way.

1211
01:17:40,177 --> 01:17:41,439
Neil: I really don't care.

1212
01:17:41,439 --> 01:17:42,875
So incredible.

1213
01:17:44,355 --> 01:17:45,748
Look at these views!

1214
01:17:50,796 --> 01:17:52,102
I wanna go there!

1215
01:17:53,712 --> 01:17:54,974
Ella: We just got here.

1216
01:17:54,974 --> 01:17:57,194
Neil: It's a massive,
glimmering arcade, Ella!

1217
01:17:57,194 --> 01:17:58,804
Ella: Thought you
hated computer games.

1218
01:17:58,804 --> 01:18:01,851
Neil: I do, but the two pence
thingy and the grabby thing...

1219
01:18:02,199 --> 01:18:03,156
Ella: Yeah?

1220
01:18:04,331 --> 01:18:05,028
Neil: You've got to
see this properly.

1221
01:18:10,381 --> 01:18:12,688
Neil: Ah, wow. See that?

1222
01:18:15,647 --> 01:18:16,866
Thanks for coming, Ella.

1223
01:18:17,780 --> 01:18:19,172
I'm sorry you're so sad.

1224
01:18:20,043 --> 01:18:21,479
Ella: I'm always
bloody sad, aren't I?

1225
01:18:22,262 --> 01:18:23,176
Neil: Sadder sad.

1226
01:18:26,876 --> 01:18:29,835
Ella: Happy birthday, Neil.
Neil: Thank you.

1227
01:18:30,880 --> 01:18:32,359
Do you think we'll have time
to go and see York Minister,

1228
01:18:32,359 --> 01:18:33,447
when we're done?

1229
01:18:33,447 --> 01:18:35,972
Ella: Minster. I don't think so.

1230
01:18:35,972 --> 01:18:37,451
Neil: Should've
got a later train.

1231
01:18:38,757 --> 01:18:40,367
Ella: When I get arrested
for kidnapping at least

1232
01:18:40,367 --> 01:18:42,848
they'll take into account that
I got you home at a decent hour.

1233
01:18:44,850 --> 01:18:46,852
Neil: I love that people might
be thinking you're my mum.

1234
01:18:49,855 --> 01:18:52,205
You should adopt me.
You should!

1235
01:18:52,205 --> 01:18:53,946
You can adopt kids
until they're 18.

1236
01:18:55,208 --> 01:18:57,428
Ella: You do realise the
irony in that, don't you?

1237
01:18:58,429 --> 01:19:00,083
And you have a mum.

1238
01:19:03,651 --> 01:19:05,784
We can't keep
meeting up forever, Neil.

1239
01:19:08,047 --> 01:19:09,353
Neil: I've told my
parents we're friends.

1240
01:19:10,876 --> 01:19:12,530
They're not bothered.

1241
01:19:13,618 --> 01:19:14,793
Ella: Well what did they say?

1242
01:19:16,360 --> 01:19:18,014
Neil: Dad wasn't listening,
and Mum said something like

1243
01:19:18,014 --> 01:19:19,929
"That's nice, dear."
Ella: Don't believe you.

1244
01:19:20,625 --> 01:19:21,800
Neil: That's how it happened.

1245
01:19:23,106 --> 01:19:24,760
You can meet them
when we go back.

1246
01:19:24,760 --> 01:19:26,109
We'll have cake in our garden.

1247
01:19:27,110 --> 01:19:28,807
Ella: And then I'll tell
them I'm adopting you.

1248
01:19:31,897 --> 01:19:33,246
Is it how you imagined?

1249
01:19:35,118 --> 01:19:36,510
Neil: Different up
North, isn't it?

1250
01:19:37,685 --> 01:19:39,035
Ella: Yes.

1251
01:19:39,035 --> 01:19:40,863
Neil: I don't think
that's a bad thing.

1252
01:19:40,863 --> 01:19:42,255
Ella: It's not.

1253
01:19:43,517 --> 01:19:45,345
Neil: It's a bit more
worn-out than I'd imagined.

1254
01:19:46,782 --> 01:19:48,305
Ella: I know how it feels.

1255
01:19:49,306 --> 01:19:50,481
Neil: Beautiful, though.

1256
01:19:53,136 --> 01:19:54,833
Ella: You see the
good in everything.

1257
01:20:00,578 --> 01:20:02,101
Ella: I get my girls tomorrow.

1258
01:20:02,101 --> 01:20:03,494
Neil: Yeah!

1259
01:20:04,800 --> 01:20:07,106
Ella: Yeah. But...

1260
01:20:11,545 --> 01:20:12,764
Never mind.

1261
01:20:12,764 --> 01:20:14,548
Are you ready for your
knickerbocker glory?

1262
01:20:16,246 --> 01:20:17,290
Well come on!

1263
01:20:17,290 --> 01:20:21,729
♪ [upbeat music]

1264
01:20:21,729 --> 01:20:33,306
♪

1265
01:20:33,306 --> 01:20:34,612
[seagulls]

1266
01:20:34,612 --> 01:20:58,244
♪
[various arcade sounds]

1267
01:21:24,792 --> 01:21:27,404
♪ [ominious music]

1268
01:21:27,404 --> 01:21:37,457
♪

1269
01:22:25,505 --> 01:22:26,506
Ella: Oi! Give me that!

1270
01:22:41,086 --> 01:22:42,740
I loved smoking.

1271
01:22:42,740 --> 01:22:44,220
Neil: Where were you?

1272
01:22:44,220 --> 01:22:45,656
Ella: Why do you have
Orville the duck?

1273
01:22:46,135 --> 01:22:47,701
Neil: I got him with my tickets.

1274
01:22:47,701 --> 01:22:49,181
What's the matter with you?

1275
01:22:49,181 --> 01:22:50,574
Ella: Nothing's the matter.

1276
01:22:50,574 --> 01:22:52,402
Did you love the Flamingo Bay?

1277
01:22:52,402 --> 01:22:53,664
Neil: I did.

1278
01:22:54,099 --> 01:22:55,622
Ella: It's very bright.

1279
01:22:55,622 --> 01:22:57,363
I love flamingos.

1280
01:23:00,714 --> 01:23:01,672
Neil: I'm tired.

1281
01:23:03,543 --> 01:23:05,197
Ella: You're crashing
from your ice cream.

1282
01:23:07,069 --> 01:23:08,287
Curl up and have a snooze?

1283
01:23:57,423 --> 01:23:59,164
Neil: Ella.
Ella: [starttled sound]

1284
01:24:00,383 --> 01:24:02,428
Made me jump!
Neil: Ella.

1285
01:24:03,690 --> 01:24:04,909
Ella: Thought you were asleep.

1286
01:24:04,909 --> 01:24:06,302
Neil: Ella.

1287
01:24:06,302 --> 01:24:07,999
Ella: Yes?

1288
01:24:07,999 --> 01:24:10,045
Neil: What's in your backpack?

1289
01:24:12,090 --> 01:24:13,135
Ella: What?

1290
01:24:13,135 --> 01:24:14,832
Neil: What's in your backpack?

1291
01:24:16,094 --> 01:24:17,487
Ella: I don't understand.

1292
01:24:17,487 --> 01:24:18,966
Neil: Yes, you do.

1293
01:24:18,966 --> 01:24:20,707
Ella: My stuff.

1294
01:24:20,707 --> 01:24:22,927
Neil: No.

1295
01:24:22,927 --> 01:24:25,582
Ella: Yes. I-I don't
know what you mean.

1296
01:24:25,582 --> 01:24:27,062
Neil: You do.

1297
01:24:27,062 --> 01:24:28,628
Please tell me.

1298
01:24:29,281 --> 01:24:32,893
Ella: My purse, my
phone, and all that.

1299
01:24:32,893 --> 01:24:33,851
Neil: No.
Ella: Neil.

1300
01:24:38,638 --> 01:24:39,683
Neil: What else?

1301
01:24:41,641 --> 01:24:45,341
Ella: Actually, a lot of
shit I need to clear out.

1302
01:24:46,516 --> 01:24:47,430
Neil: Can I look?

1303
01:24:48,953 --> 01:24:50,085
Ella: No!

1304
01:24:51,825 --> 01:24:52,826
No, don't be silly.

1305
01:24:56,308 --> 01:24:58,223
Hey, do you wanna go on
Space Invader Frenzy,

1306
01:24:58,223 --> 01:25:01,226
one more time? Before we leave?

1307
01:25:03,402 --> 01:25:05,143
We could go get
that fridge magnet.

1308
01:25:26,121 --> 01:25:27,470
How did you know?

1309
01:25:32,301 --> 01:25:33,911
Neil: I don't know
how I know things.

1310
01:25:35,434 --> 01:25:37,741
I just do.
Ella: It's OK.

1311
01:25:37,741 --> 01:25:38,872
Neil: I don't think it is.

1312
01:25:38,872 --> 01:25:40,744
Ella: No, I wasn't
gonna drink it.

1313
01:25:41,571 --> 01:25:42,702
Neil: You get your
girls tomorrow!

1314
01:25:48,317 --> 01:25:51,015
But.. Fuck it, let's drink it!

1315
01:25:51,015 --> 01:25:52,147
Ella: No!

1316
01:25:56,325 --> 01:25:58,501
Neil: What? It's my birthday!

1317
01:25:58,501 --> 01:25:59,545
I'm 14!

1318
01:25:59,980 --> 01:26:01,504
Bet you drank at 14.

1319
01:26:02,505 --> 01:26:03,854
- Neil: Go on.
- Ella: [nervous sniffing]

1320
01:26:05,464 --> 01:26:07,510
- Neil: Go on.
- Ella: [nervous breathing]

1321
01:26:07,510 --> 01:26:08,641
Ella: No!

1322
01:26:08,641 --> 01:26:09,686
Neil: No?

1323
01:26:13,603 --> 01:26:14,604
Ella: No!

1324
01:26:14,604 --> 01:26:16,171
[throwing effort]

1325
01:26:16,171 --> 01:26:28,270
[heavy/fast breathing]

1326
01:26:31,055 --> 01:26:47,941
[splashing]

1327
01:26:47,941 --> 01:26:49,595
♪ [ominous music]

1328
01:26:49,595 --> 01:26:56,080
♪

1329
01:26:56,080 --> 01:27:00,040
[screaming under water]

1330
01:27:00,040 --> 01:27:01,781
♪

1331
01:27:01,781 --> 01:27:09,572
[water splashing]
[Ella gasping for breath]

1332
01:27:09,572 --> 01:27:11,182
[water splashing]

1333
01:27:11,182 --> 01:27:12,749
[screaming under water]

1334
01:27:12,749 --> 01:27:17,580
♪ [plaintive music]

1335
01:27:17,580 --> 01:27:29,896
♪
[screaming under water]

1336
01:27:29,896 --> 01:27:32,464
♪ [mysterious music]

1337
01:27:32,464 --> 01:27:51,701
♪

1338
01:27:51,701 --> 01:27:53,485
[water splashing]
[Ella gasping for breath]

1339
01:27:53,485 --> 01:27:56,314
Ella/Neil: [gasping for breath]

1340
01:27:56,314 --> 01:27:57,576
Neil: Come on!

1341
01:27:58,577 --> 01:28:01,188
Ella: Did you see them?
Did you see my girls?

1342
01:28:01,188 --> 01:28:02,320
Neil: No.

1343
01:28:02,320 --> 01:28:04,104
Ella: No! No, no!

1344
01:28:04,104 --> 01:28:05,236
They were here!

1345
01:28:05,236 --> 01:28:06,281
Neil: I didn't see them.

1346
01:28:06,281 --> 01:28:07,847
Ella: But that's not right!

1347
01:28:08,457 --> 01:28:09,893
Neil: How could they be here?

1348
01:28:09,893 --> 01:28:11,242
Why did you walk into the sea?

1349
01:28:11,242 --> 01:28:13,113
Ella: Don't! No!

1350
01:28:13,113 --> 01:28:16,334
[gasping for breath]

1351
01:28:16,334 --> 01:28:17,857
Did you call for them
or something?

1352
01:28:19,076 --> 01:28:20,338
Neil: That doesn't
make any sense.

1353
01:28:20,338 --> 01:28:21,731
You're frozen.

1354
01:28:21,731 --> 01:28:23,689
Ella: You're frozen too.
Neil: I'm not.

1355
01:28:25,125 --> 01:28:26,649
Ella: I wasn't trying
to hurt myself.

1356
01:28:27,476 --> 01:28:29,826
Neil: You walked into the sea,
in October, in Scarborough.

1357
01:28:29,826 --> 01:28:34,352
[laughs]
[Ella shivers]

1358
01:28:34,352 --> 01:28:35,658
Neil: We need to get
you some clothes.

1359
01:28:41,577 --> 01:28:42,839
Ella: My backpack's gone.

1360
01:28:44,667 --> 01:28:46,799
Neil: Huh.
They didn't take my shoes.

1361
01:28:46,799 --> 01:28:49,889
[Ella laughs]

1362
01:28:58,463 --> 01:29:03,163
♪ [wistful indie-folk song]

1363
01:29:03,163 --> 01:29:04,251
Neil: Come on.

1364
01:29:04,251 --> 01:29:12,172
♪

1365
01:29:12,172 --> 01:29:13,130
Ella: Thanks.

1366
01:29:13,130 --> 01:29:19,310
♪

1367
01:29:19,310 --> 01:29:21,007
My purse was in my bag.

1368
01:29:21,007 --> 01:29:22,182
Neil: Oh.

1369
01:29:22,182 --> 01:29:27,536
[wistful indie-folk song]

1370
01:29:27,536 --> 01:29:30,582
♪

1371
01:29:30,582 --> 01:29:31,670
Neil: Two teas, please.

1372
01:29:31,670 --> 01:29:35,021
And, um, do you have any towels?

1373
01:29:35,021 --> 01:29:36,501
Waitress: What for?

1374
01:29:36,936 --> 01:29:38,285
Neil: We're quite wet.

1375
01:29:38,285 --> 01:29:39,504
Waitress: Right.

1376
01:29:44,770 --> 01:29:45,684
Neil: Thank you.

1377
01:29:49,253 --> 01:29:50,167
Neil: She thinks we're mad.

1378
01:29:52,343 --> 01:29:53,953
Ella: She just thinks
we're from London.

1379
01:30:01,787 --> 01:30:02,745
Neil: Thank you.

1380
01:30:14,670 --> 01:30:15,932
Neil: I love strong tea.

1381
01:30:16,585 --> 01:30:18,195
My Yorkshire roots, probably.

1382
01:30:24,462 --> 01:30:26,072
Ella: I'm sorry about this.

1383
01:30:27,291 --> 01:30:28,597
On your birthday.

1384
01:30:29,728 --> 01:30:31,164
Neil: I certainly
won't forget it.

1385
01:30:33,515 --> 01:30:35,778
You're just going to have
to tie yourself to the mast.

1386
01:30:37,997 --> 01:30:40,957
Really big things happen and
life just goes on, doesn't it?

1387
01:30:48,486 --> 01:30:49,618
Neil: One more tea, please.

1388
01:30:49,618 --> 01:30:50,967
I have enough, haven't I?

1389
01:30:51,924 --> 01:30:52,838
Waitress: Yeah.

1390
01:30:53,491 --> 01:30:54,753
Neil: Very reasonable.

1391
01:30:55,928 --> 01:30:57,060
I love your costume.

1392
01:30:57,713 --> 01:30:59,105
Waitress: It's a uniform.

1393
01:30:59,105 --> 01:31:00,803
Neil: Well, it's lovely.

1394
01:31:05,590 --> 01:31:06,635
Waitress: Hold on
a minute, love.

1395
01:31:07,157 --> 01:31:08,898
Tell your mum to come through.

1396
01:31:12,118 --> 01:31:13,032
Neil: Mum?

1397
01:31:16,514 --> 01:31:17,559
The lady wants
you to go through.

1398
01:31:48,067 --> 01:31:48,981
Neil: You look nice.

1399
01:31:52,463 --> 01:31:53,682
Ella: Thanks.

1400
01:31:54,552 --> 01:31:55,945
No, really...

1401
01:31:56,772 --> 01:31:57,947
Thank you.

1402
01:31:57,947 --> 01:31:59,122
Waitress: No bother.

1403
01:32:07,783 --> 01:32:09,045
Ella: Who's the other tea for?

1404
01:32:18,315 --> 01:32:19,534
Dad!

1405
01:32:20,578 --> 01:32:22,754
What the fuck are
you doing in Scarborough?

1406
01:32:24,495 --> 01:32:25,627
Alan: Don't swear.

1407
01:32:27,542 --> 01:32:29,413
Alan: I went on the beach first.

1408
01:32:29,413 --> 01:32:30,719
Neil: We just came from there.

1409
01:32:31,502 --> 01:32:32,764
Hello.

1410
01:32:33,417 --> 01:32:34,766
Alan: Hello, Neil.

1411
01:32:37,334 --> 01:32:38,596
What are you wearing?

1412
01:32:39,510 --> 01:32:40,729
Neil: Will you two be alright?

1413
01:32:40,729 --> 01:32:42,295
Ella: Where are you going?

1414
01:32:42,295 --> 01:32:43,601
Neil: I've got 80p,
I want to go see

1415
01:32:43,601 --> 01:32:45,124
if I can get that fridge magnet.

1416
01:32:45,124 --> 01:32:46,256
Ella: You'll be so cold!

1417
01:32:48,606 --> 01:32:49,781
Alan: Come on.

1418
01:32:54,569 --> 01:32:55,744
Neil: Thanks, Alan.

1419
01:32:56,483 --> 01:32:57,746
Alan: Happy birthday, Neil.

1420
01:33:00,618 --> 01:33:02,011
Ella: You're coming
back, aren't you?

1421
01:33:04,709 --> 01:33:05,971
Neil: There's a tea there, Alan.

1422
01:33:15,111 --> 01:33:16,591
Ella: Sit down, Dad.

1423
01:33:26,165 --> 01:33:32,084
♪ [peaceful music]

1424
01:33:32,084 --> 01:33:38,264
♪

1425
01:33:38,264 --> 01:33:39,265
Alan: Well.

1426
01:33:39,265 --> 01:33:49,319
♪

1427
01:34:23,745 --> 01:34:25,050
Ella: You came.

1428
01:34:25,050 --> 01:34:27,662
♪

1429
01:34:27,662 --> 01:34:29,141
Alan: Of course.

1430
01:34:29,141 --> 01:34:39,195
♪

1431
01:35:25,937 --> 01:35:35,947
♪

1432
01:36:17,510 --> 01:36:27,520
♪

1433
01:37:17,570 --> 01:37:26,579
♪