1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:41,171 --> 00:00:42,825 Let's go, D. Hodges! 4 00:00:42,912 --> 00:00:44,305 I'm walking here! 5 00:00:54,532 --> 00:00:56,578 Ow! 6 00:00:56,665 --> 00:00:58,232 Cut it out, cut it out! 7 00:01:15,858 --> 00:01:18,034 DANIEL When I first learned about that video 8 00:01:18,121 --> 00:01:19,949 that went around on the internet 9 00:01:20,036 --> 00:01:22,256 about our defense in the tunnel, 10 00:01:22,343 --> 00:01:24,823 I hit play, and I watched what happened, 11 00:01:24,910 --> 00:01:27,174 and I hit pause, and I wrote down what happened. 12 00:01:29,132 --> 00:01:31,091 And I kept doing that until I reached the end. 13 00:01:38,185 --> 00:01:40,535 I was embarrassed. 14 00:01:40,622 --> 00:01:44,104 No one wants their 15 minutes of fame to be crying out for help, 15 00:01:44,191 --> 00:01:48,499 you know, especially if your job is a police officer. 16 00:01:48,586 --> 00:01:51,285 But ultimately, I'm glad that it got out and got around, 17 00:01:51,372 --> 00:01:54,592 because it's important to get the truth out 18 00:01:54,679 --> 00:01:56,681 about what happened. 19 00:02:03,079 --> 00:02:06,648 I almost feel like somebody else took these photos. 20 00:02:06,735 --> 00:02:08,345 But it was me. 21 00:02:11,609 --> 00:02:14,917 I will always think about what happened that day. 22 00:02:15,004 --> 00:02:19,051 I will always have these photos to tell these stories. 23 00:02:24,187 --> 00:02:28,844 I'm trying to capture images showing you one of the most 24 00:02:28,931 --> 00:02:32,935 important times in American history. 25 00:02:34,371 --> 00:02:39,507 And I can't wait for the day where I think that my son 26 00:02:39,594 --> 00:02:44,294 will be interested so I can explain to him what happened, 27 00:02:44,381 --> 00:02:46,601 that I was there at the Capitol building. 28 00:02:46,688 --> 00:02:49,952 I was scared for my fucking life, and you know, 29 00:02:50,039 --> 00:02:51,083 I thought about you. 30 00:02:55,349 --> 00:02:56,698 There's no way I can forget. 31 00:02:59,396 --> 00:03:02,660 When footage of that day was replayed, 32 00:03:02,747 --> 00:03:05,750 and even today is replayed, I change the channel. 33 00:03:05,837 --> 00:03:09,667 And I still don't like to watch it. I just, I can't. 34 00:03:09,754 --> 00:03:11,321 I didn't want to think about it anymore. 35 00:03:11,408 --> 00:03:17,719 I really, I tried really hard, as best I could, 36 00:03:17,806 --> 00:03:19,851 to block that day out. 37 00:03:26,336 --> 00:03:31,385 I didn't really share immediately with, like, family 38 00:03:31,472 --> 00:03:34,866 what really went down, um, but I've thought about 39 00:03:34,953 --> 00:03:37,521 January 6th a lot, you know and trying to wrap 40 00:03:37,608 --> 00:03:39,871 my head around really what happened that day. 41 00:03:42,004 --> 00:03:44,049 When I look back and I think back, 42 00:03:44,136 --> 00:03:47,444 the gravity of everything that that happened, 43 00:03:47,531 --> 00:03:51,883 this is history. People be talking about this for years. 44 00:03:51,970 --> 00:03:55,060 And here I sit dead center, 45 00:03:55,147 --> 00:03:57,149 four days on the job... 46 00:03:58,368 --> 00:04:02,938 four days and the weight of the world on your shoulders. 47 00:04:04,548 --> 00:04:08,160 I want everyone to know, 48 00:04:08,248 --> 00:04:10,815 there was a huge price to pay 49 00:04:10,902 --> 00:04:16,865 for our democracy on that day. 50 00:04:20,738 --> 00:04:22,218 Sure, where do you want me to go? 51 00:04:22,305 --> 00:04:23,785 Right back in the... 52 00:04:26,962 --> 00:04:30,400 I was there, I knew what happened, 53 00:04:30,487 --> 00:04:33,751 I was there all day, and it's rare that you get 54 00:04:33,838 --> 00:04:37,277 the opportunity to put your finger on the scale of history. 55 00:04:38,452 --> 00:04:42,847 And influence things in a way 56 00:04:42,934 --> 00:04:45,589 that brings the truth to light. 57 00:04:59,342 --> 00:05:02,476 My dad said democracy needs the ground to stand on, 58 00:05:03,041 --> 00:05:04,478 and that ground is the truth. 59 00:05:06,218 --> 00:05:07,394 So, we gotta tell the truth. 60 00:05:10,614 --> 00:05:12,224 If we can handle it. 61 00:05:16,272 --> 00:05:18,448 The greatest strength of democracy is that 62 00:05:18,535 --> 00:05:20,842 it comes from the people. 63 00:05:20,929 --> 00:05:24,715 The weakness of democracy is that it has so many enemies, 64 00:05:24,802 --> 00:05:28,502 other pretenders to the throne. 65 00:05:30,591 --> 00:05:32,027 They always describe Donald Trump 66 00:05:32,114 --> 00:05:35,030 as a larger-than-life figure. 67 00:05:35,117 --> 00:05:37,467 I'm appreciating that people are not larger than life, 68 00:05:37,554 --> 00:05:40,949 people are just the right size for a democracy 69 00:05:41,036 --> 00:05:43,865 where everybody gets one vote, 70 00:05:43,952 --> 00:05:47,477 one voice, and we need everybody to participate. 71 00:06:26,255 --> 00:06:29,867 Good afternoon. When I think about the most basic way 72 00:06:29,954 --> 00:06:34,002 to explain the importance of elections in the United States, 73 00:06:34,089 --> 00:06:37,179 there's a phrase that always comes to mind. 74 00:06:37,266 --> 00:06:41,226 It may sound straightforward, but it's meaningful... 75 00:06:41,313 --> 00:06:43,925 Sometimes the truth is like a second chance, 76 00:06:44,012 --> 00:06:45,143 and I believe that. 77 00:06:52,716 --> 00:06:53,935 You ready? 78 00:07:17,611 --> 00:07:19,439 Morning, morning. 79 00:07:25,923 --> 00:07:30,232 Ten bucks, ten bucks. Hats and shirts. 80 00:07:32,321 --> 00:07:34,758 I'm a native son. 81 00:07:34,845 --> 00:07:37,718 This is the city that raised me, and, you know, 82 00:07:37,805 --> 00:07:41,156 as crazy as this sounds, I felt like everything 83 00:07:41,243 --> 00:07:43,811 that I had gone through here in this city prepared me 84 00:07:43,898 --> 00:07:46,074 to be the chief of police that I was on that day. 85 00:07:53,342 --> 00:07:55,518 I officially took over the job as chief of police 86 00:07:55,605 --> 00:08:00,436 on January the 2nd, so 4 days before January the 6th. 87 00:08:00,523 --> 00:08:02,786 Whether that was destiny or whether it was just you know, 88 00:08:02,873 --> 00:08:06,224 I drew the short straw, I don't know. 89 00:08:06,311 --> 00:08:08,052 - Whose streets? - Our streets. 90 00:08:08,139 --> 00:08:09,924 - Whose streets? - Our streets. 91 00:08:10,011 --> 00:08:12,274 - Whose streets? - Our streets. 92 00:08:13,884 --> 00:08:16,583 It conjures up memories of what happened on that day, 93 00:08:16,670 --> 00:08:19,368 kind of hits you in the gut. 94 00:08:19,455 --> 00:08:22,371 The officers are here below, I mean look at these people 95 00:08:22,458 --> 00:08:25,026 that are standing overhead, right, 96 00:08:25,113 --> 00:08:27,898 and we're not knowing who's armed in the crowd. 97 00:08:27,985 --> 00:08:31,293 We had already recovered firearms and so forth, so... 98 00:08:31,380 --> 00:08:34,165 I mean, there's just a huge sense of vulnerability. 99 00:08:36,254 --> 00:08:38,735 People were running for their lives that day, 100 00:08:38,822 --> 00:08:42,347 and it didn't matter, it didn't matter what side 101 00:08:42,434 --> 00:08:44,480 of the fence you were on, Republican or Democrat, 102 00:08:44,567 --> 00:08:46,308 it didn't matter. 103 00:08:46,395 --> 00:08:50,530 And for people to pretend like nothing happened... 104 00:08:51,792 --> 00:08:53,707 it really, really angers me. 105 00:08:57,449 --> 00:08:59,364 Hats and shirts, ten bucks! 106 00:09:02,063 --> 00:09:06,894 That day, I rode into work and there were a lot of people 107 00:09:06,981 --> 00:09:10,027 already out at like 6:30, 7:00 in the morning, 108 00:09:10,114 --> 00:09:12,029 converging on downtown. 109 00:09:15,729 --> 00:09:19,471 MPD's role, it's unique in our city. 110 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:22,736 There are different entities that work together in order 111 00:09:22,823 --> 00:09:25,347 to provide safety and security in our city. 112 00:09:25,434 --> 00:09:27,610 You have the United States Secret Service 113 00:09:27,697 --> 00:09:31,179 who has responsibility for the White House itself. 114 00:09:31,266 --> 00:09:33,050 You have the United States Capitol Police 115 00:09:33,137 --> 00:09:35,139 that are responsible for the Capitol, 116 00:09:35,226 --> 00:09:36,576 and the Metropolitan Police Department 117 00:09:36,924 --> 00:09:39,970 is responsible for all of the rest of the city 118 00:09:40,057 --> 00:09:44,235 where people eat, live, work everyday in our city. 119 00:09:44,322 --> 00:09:46,107 Go Trump! 120 00:09:46,194 --> 00:09:48,413 USA, USA! 121 00:09:48,500 --> 00:09:49,980 Come and get your Trump hats. 122 00:09:50,067 --> 00:09:52,287 Here it is folks! 123 00:09:52,374 --> 00:09:54,245 Good morning, everyone. 124 00:09:54,332 --> 00:09:56,247 With all the rhetoric that was happening 125 00:09:56,334 --> 00:09:59,337 leading up to January 6th, we expected something big. 126 00:09:59,424 --> 00:10:01,818 Certainly, there was a lot of internet chatter and you know, 127 00:10:01,905 --> 00:10:05,300 intelligence information going back and forth that said 128 00:10:05,387 --> 00:10:07,911 a whole bunch of different things. 129 00:10:07,998 --> 00:10:11,306 We had requested support from other law enforcement agencies, 130 00:10:11,393 --> 00:10:14,570 and we requested the services of the National Guard 131 00:10:14,657 --> 00:10:18,530 from the Secretary of the Army to assist us in managing traffic 132 00:10:18,618 --> 00:10:20,707 so that police officers would not be tied up 133 00:10:20,794 --> 00:10:23,013 dealing with traffic control. 134 00:10:23,100 --> 00:10:24,841 But there was a lot of back and forth 135 00:10:24,928 --> 00:10:29,280 and a lot of discussion about optics. 136 00:10:29,367 --> 00:10:34,329 And even once they got approval, I was told the National Guard 137 00:10:34,416 --> 00:10:37,985 could not move East of 9th Street without the approval 138 00:10:38,072 --> 00:10:40,117 of the Secretary of the Army. 139 00:10:40,204 --> 00:10:43,033 And quite frankly, I was a little shocked. 140 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:48,560 We would need approval at that level of government to move 141 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:52,652 personnel, you know, a few blocks over from where they are. 142 00:10:52,739 --> 00:10:55,524 I mean that is, that's like, like huge, right? 143 00:10:55,611 --> 00:10:57,047 That never happens. 144 00:11:04,185 --> 00:11:07,579 I'd been documenting protests and marches for over a year 145 00:11:07,667 --> 00:11:10,670 at that point, it seems like. 146 00:11:10,757 --> 00:11:12,759 I started going to Trump rallies 147 00:11:12,846 --> 00:11:15,936 because Trump is a part of the story. 148 00:11:17,807 --> 00:11:22,725 As a photographer, what was very significant to me 149 00:11:22,812 --> 00:11:26,250 are the people and the people that were there to attend 150 00:11:26,337 --> 00:11:28,035 the rally. 151 00:11:35,259 --> 00:11:37,827 Part of the reason I do what I do when it comes 152 00:11:37,914 --> 00:11:41,526 to these protests is document, you know, the both sides. 153 00:11:43,746 --> 00:11:47,663 I mean, here's this young Black wearing a fucking 154 00:11:47,750 --> 00:11:51,188 Make America Great Again red cap. 155 00:11:51,275 --> 00:11:53,495 I couldn't believe it. 156 00:11:53,582 --> 00:11:56,063 What the fuck are you doing? What are you doing here? 157 00:11:56,150 --> 00:11:58,152 Why, ugh. 158 00:12:00,589 --> 00:12:03,200 Why am I here? Man, I'm here for President Trump. 159 00:12:03,287 --> 00:12:07,422 I'm here put that energy in a bucket, man, like... 160 00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:10,033 You start talking to these MAGA people, and you just become 161 00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:13,558 fascinated with their values 162 00:12:13,645 --> 00:12:15,996 and their thought process 163 00:12:16,083 --> 00:12:19,564 and why they believe what they believe. 164 00:12:22,219 --> 00:12:26,267 ...understand and know that this is a cause 165 00:12:26,354 --> 00:12:29,705 must also understand that it is a righteous cause. 166 00:12:35,798 --> 00:12:38,714 This is where I knew, and I was like, "Ah, shit, 167 00:12:38,801 --> 00:12:41,282 we got the Confederate flag out this bad boy?" 168 00:12:43,545 --> 00:12:44,981 Fucking crazy. 169 00:12:45,721 --> 00:12:49,159 It's the first time I've ever seen a Confederate flag in person. 170 00:12:49,246 --> 00:12:53,729 I've never seen one in my life right before my eyes. 171 00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:55,165 No. 172 00:12:55,252 --> 00:12:57,254 This is the first time, Washington, DC, 173 00:12:57,341 --> 00:12:59,213 January 6th, 2021. 174 00:13:02,390 --> 00:13:06,307 I thought, you might need to definitely more than usual, 175 00:13:06,394 --> 00:13:09,049 keep your head on a swivel. 176 00:13:17,274 --> 00:13:20,451 I follow the news. I'm aware of the political climate 177 00:13:20,538 --> 00:13:22,584 in this country and how divisive things 178 00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:24,847 have been in recent times. 179 00:13:24,934 --> 00:13:28,895 So, I'd absolutely understand when communities of color feel 180 00:13:28,982 --> 00:13:31,593 feel like they've been mistreated by law enforcement 181 00:13:31,680 --> 00:13:34,465 because there is absolutely a history of that in this country. 182 00:13:34,552 --> 00:13:38,208 And, I'm not ignorant of the past. 183 00:13:38,295 --> 00:13:39,644 I am not ignorant of the present. 184 00:13:43,735 --> 00:13:47,043 With that said, in 2020, we would work 18 hours a day 185 00:13:47,130 --> 00:13:49,611 with no days off for like a month at least, 186 00:13:49,698 --> 00:13:51,265 and from a law enforcement perspective, 187 00:13:51,352 --> 00:13:53,484 that was the backdrop for January 6th. 188 00:13:55,573 --> 00:13:58,881 That day, we're posted along Constitution Avenue. 189 00:13:58,968 --> 00:14:01,666 The thing that really stood out were those who were wearing 190 00:14:01,753 --> 00:14:06,584 ballistic vests, helmets, goggles, fire gloves, 191 00:14:06,671 --> 00:14:09,196 backpacks packed full of who knows what, 192 00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:13,461 that was concerning obviously but that in it of itself isn't 193 00:14:13,548 --> 00:14:15,985 something that we can stop people for. 194 00:14:16,072 --> 00:14:19,075 Keep it going, come on, keep the march going. 195 00:14:19,162 --> 00:14:21,643 You've got a great march going here, come on. 196 00:14:21,730 --> 00:14:23,166 At one point, some people with tact gear came up 197 00:14:23,253 --> 00:14:25,038 to one of my colleagues 198 00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:27,910 and said, "Is this all the police officers you have?" 199 00:14:28,128 --> 00:14:29,694 And my colleague looked down at him, and was just confused, 200 00:14:29,781 --> 00:14:32,262 like, uh, didn't know how to respond. 201 00:14:32,349 --> 00:14:35,962 And then the guy also said, "Do you really think you could stop us? 202 00:14:38,965 --> 00:14:41,706 So that was rather ominous. 203 00:14:44,144 --> 00:14:45,972 So, I'm checking out the landscape of the city. 204 00:14:46,059 --> 00:14:47,974 - Whose streets? - Our streets! 205 00:14:48,061 --> 00:14:50,193 - Whose streets? - Our streets! 206 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:53,718 I'm in the car, and there were a group of individuals 207 00:14:53,805 --> 00:14:57,984 marching in formation, which is what caught my attention. 208 00:14:58,071 --> 00:15:00,073 They were walking towards the US Capitol. 209 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:01,378 And I took a picture of that. 210 00:15:01,465 --> 00:15:02,684 Where's Antifa? 211 00:15:02,771 --> 00:15:04,468 Where's Antifa? 212 00:15:04,555 --> 00:15:06,514 Where's Antifa? 213 00:15:06,601 --> 00:15:09,212 Some of them were wearing orange skull caps, 214 00:15:09,299 --> 00:15:11,998 and they had, like, these ballistic vests on. 215 00:15:12,955 --> 00:15:16,350 Obviously, I'm thinking about, you know, some type of training, 216 00:15:16,437 --> 00:15:19,788 prior law enforcement, potentially military, potentially. 217 00:15:19,875 --> 00:15:21,485 I'm thinking about all those things. 218 00:15:21,572 --> 00:15:24,314 And I reached out to our Homeland Security Chief 219 00:15:24,401 --> 00:15:27,752 and I said, "Hey, I just noticed this. 220 00:15:27,839 --> 00:15:29,972 We need to make sure that we're communicating with Capitol, 221 00:15:30,059 --> 00:15:31,713 that this is coming their way." 222 00:15:31,800 --> 00:15:32,932 Fuck Antifa! 223 00:15:33,019 --> 00:15:34,237 Fuck Antifa! 224 00:15:34,324 --> 00:15:35,586 Fuck Antifa! 225 00:15:41,549 --> 00:15:43,246 I said let me go see how many people are really 226 00:15:43,333 --> 00:15:44,726 at this damn thing. 227 00:15:46,293 --> 00:15:51,385 Got all the way up, went up this riser and then it was like, 228 00:15:51,472 --> 00:15:53,300 holy shit. 229 00:15:53,387 --> 00:15:55,867 This is thousands of people. 230 00:15:56,346 --> 00:15:57,913 Thousands. 231 00:15:58,131 --> 00:16:00,611 When I saw that, I was like, goddamn. 232 00:16:00,698 --> 00:16:05,094 There's definitely going to be some agitators 233 00:16:05,181 --> 00:16:07,575 amongst a crowd of this size. 234 00:16:07,662 --> 00:16:10,926 Trump! Trump! Trump! 235 00:16:11,013 --> 00:16:13,146 Whooooo! 236 00:16:26,724 --> 00:16:29,249 The media will not show the magnitude of this crowd. 237 00:16:30,554 --> 00:16:33,862 These people are not going to take it any longer. 238 00:16:33,949 --> 00:16:37,387 They're not going to take it any longer. 239 00:16:37,474 --> 00:16:40,738 I just really want to see what they do. 240 00:16:40,825 --> 00:16:42,044 I just want to see how they cover it. 241 00:16:42,131 --> 00:16:44,003 I've never seen anything like it. 242 00:16:44,090 --> 00:16:46,396 It'd be really great if we... 243 00:16:47,441 --> 00:16:49,269 Take this now? Yep. 244 00:16:55,057 --> 00:16:56,493 See ya, Mom! 245 00:16:56,580 --> 00:16:58,147 Bye-bye, have a good day. 246 00:16:58,234 --> 00:16:59,279 You too. 247 00:17:05,198 --> 00:17:07,852 That day, I was so excited 248 00:17:07,939 --> 00:17:11,421 for this certification of these votes. 249 00:17:11,508 --> 00:17:16,600 I had never experienced that, and so I drove to work 250 00:17:16,687 --> 00:17:20,256 really excited, I got all dressed up. 251 00:17:20,343 --> 00:17:24,826 I've always worked in spaces that are meant to advocate 252 00:17:24,913 --> 00:17:27,263 or uplift the Black community. 253 00:17:27,350 --> 00:17:31,920 And when Donald Trump became president, it was, 254 00:17:32,007 --> 00:17:34,705 it was a challenging time, to say the least. 255 00:17:34,792 --> 00:17:37,491 Um, so it felt like it was a new day, you know? 256 00:17:37,578 --> 00:17:41,930 Joe Biden campaigned on a message of unity, 257 00:17:42,017 --> 00:17:44,846 and it was something that we had not heard in a few years, 258 00:17:44,933 --> 00:17:47,631 so I was really, really, really excited 259 00:17:47,718 --> 00:17:50,547 to see what the future held. 260 00:17:58,860 --> 00:18:01,558 I remember driving down North Capitol Street, 261 00:18:01,645 --> 00:18:05,432 passing Lincoln's cottage and the Rock Creek Cemetery, 262 00:18:05,519 --> 00:18:08,174 which is acres of tombstones. 263 00:18:09,827 --> 00:18:13,309 My whole life, I've thought a lot about Abraham Lincoln. 264 00:18:13,396 --> 00:18:16,573 That day, I thought about Lincoln 265 00:18:16,660 --> 00:18:20,360 losing his son in 1862 266 00:18:20,447 --> 00:18:23,145 near the beginning of the Civil War, 267 00:18:23,232 --> 00:18:27,454 and not being able to properly grieve for his son 268 00:18:27,541 --> 00:18:29,804 and being pulled immediately into all of 269 00:18:29,891 --> 00:18:34,287 the military planning and everything. 270 00:18:34,374 --> 00:18:36,027 I want to thank all of you for coming 271 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:39,988 and sharing our grief. 272 00:18:40,075 --> 00:18:44,166 Sharing our joy also, about the life of Tommy. 273 00:18:46,037 --> 00:18:48,257 I've lost something so fundamental, 274 00:18:48,344 --> 00:18:52,174 so elemental in my life I am not sure at times 275 00:18:52,261 --> 00:18:54,263 that I even recognize the world. 276 00:18:59,964 --> 00:19:06,406 Uh, my son Tommy had taken his life on December 31st, 2020, 277 00:19:06,493 --> 00:19:08,756 um, after... 278 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:11,541 um... 279 00:19:11,628 --> 00:19:15,066 a long seesaw battle with depression. 280 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:32,127 This was obviously an overwhelming trauma 281 00:19:32,214 --> 00:19:35,565 and catastrophe in the life of our family. 282 00:19:38,916 --> 00:19:43,094 We had his graveside service, on January 5th. 283 00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:46,707 The next day, January 6th... 284 00:19:47,969 --> 00:19:50,711 was the day constitutionally assigned for 285 00:19:50,798 --> 00:19:52,626 Congress to meet in joint session 286 00:19:52,713 --> 00:19:55,063 to receive the Electoral College votes. 287 00:19:56,804 --> 00:19:58,893 The Speaker called to ask if I could come in, 288 00:19:58,980 --> 00:20:00,808 and I told her that I could come 289 00:20:00,895 --> 00:20:05,595 because the Democrats had an extremely narrow majority, 290 00:20:05,682 --> 00:20:08,381 and of course I was miserable 291 00:20:08,468 --> 00:20:14,082 and I was grieving, but the truth is that I knew that Tommy 292 00:20:15,823 --> 00:20:18,042 would be in my heart, he would be in my chest. 293 00:20:18,129 --> 00:20:20,088 I felt him there from the beginning, 294 00:20:20,175 --> 00:20:24,135 and I knew that he would want me to be hanging tough. 295 00:20:25,398 --> 00:20:28,270 That became a governing logic for me 296 00:20:28,357 --> 00:20:30,403 in everything that was to come. 297 00:20:37,497 --> 00:20:40,239 Our youngest daughter, Tabitha, decided to come with me, 298 00:20:42,023 --> 00:20:44,330 and so did my son-in-law, Hank, 299 00:20:44,417 --> 00:20:46,201 who's married to our daughter Hannah. 300 00:20:49,726 --> 00:20:51,946 We looked out the window and we could see these streams 301 00:20:52,033 --> 00:20:55,036 of protestors coming towards the Capitol. 302 00:20:56,211 --> 00:20:58,344 I just had never seen that before. 303 00:20:58,431 --> 00:20:59,736 Where's Antifa? 304 00:20:59,823 --> 00:21:01,042 Where's Antifa? 305 00:21:01,129 --> 00:21:02,391 Where's Antifa? 306 00:21:08,745 --> 00:21:13,707 My assumption was that the Capitol police were well prepared, 307 00:21:13,794 --> 00:21:16,275 much like the Metropolitan Police Department. 308 00:21:16,362 --> 00:21:19,930 What I saw that was concerning to me 309 00:21:20,017 --> 00:21:21,758 is that there were not very many 310 00:21:21,845 --> 00:21:25,632 Capitol police officers there at the, at the bike rack. 311 00:21:25,719 --> 00:21:28,069 And this was really the first point where they 312 00:21:28,156 --> 00:21:30,245 had to confront some of the protestors. 313 00:21:33,901 --> 00:21:36,469 And I'm not exactly sure strategically 314 00:21:36,556 --> 00:21:38,558 why they were deployed that way. 315 00:21:38,645 --> 00:21:42,953 USA. USA. USA. USA. 316 00:21:55,444 --> 00:21:58,012 They breached the area here. 317 00:21:58,099 --> 00:21:59,100 Holy shit, guys. 318 00:22:03,539 --> 00:22:04,671 Holy shit, holy shit. 319 00:22:12,635 --> 00:22:13,680 Let's go!! 320 00:22:18,685 --> 00:22:20,948 If that had been defended differently, you know-- 321 00:22:21,035 --> 00:22:23,080 I can Monday-morning quarterback it, but you know, 322 00:22:23,342 --> 00:22:25,474 what if there were enough people there 323 00:22:25,561 --> 00:22:27,520 when that initial group came there? 324 00:22:27,607 --> 00:22:29,478 You know, would things have been different? 325 00:22:36,006 --> 00:22:38,444 We looked out the window and Tabitha said, 326 00:22:38,531 --> 00:22:40,968 "Are the police gonna be able to stop all these people?" 327 00:22:41,055 --> 00:22:44,711 And I said, "Yeah, it'll be safe, it's the Capitol." 328 00:22:46,713 --> 00:22:49,803 We saw the protestors were getting closer to the building, 329 00:22:49,890 --> 00:22:53,328 but I didn't take it seriously because I thought the Capitol 330 00:22:53,415 --> 00:22:55,765 was one of the safest buildings in the world. 331 00:22:55,852 --> 00:22:57,811 This is our house! 332 00:22:57,898 --> 00:23:00,683 We had been hearing chatter of a potential protest, 333 00:23:00,770 --> 00:23:03,643 but that wasn't out of the ordinary, 334 00:23:04,165 --> 00:23:06,515 so I just figured, you know, that's what comes with the territory of the day. 335 00:23:09,126 --> 00:23:12,347 USA! USA! 336 00:23:12,434 --> 00:23:14,610 I did feel more nervous about it, 337 00:23:14,697 --> 00:23:17,352 but the Capitol police felt like they were ready, they were on top of it, 338 00:23:17,439 --> 00:23:20,747 so I gave Tabitha and Hank a kiss goodbye, 339 00:23:20,834 --> 00:23:22,923 I said, "I'll see you out at the floor," you know, 340 00:23:23,010 --> 00:23:25,969 "I'll be able to look up at you in the gallery." 341 00:23:26,056 --> 00:23:27,928 Rhonda, we're also seeing Senators gather 342 00:23:28,015 --> 00:23:32,062 and prepare to walk over to the House Chamber. 343 00:23:32,149 --> 00:23:34,325 We were preparing for there to be a convening 344 00:23:34,413 --> 00:23:37,154 of the full body of Congress to certify these votes. 345 00:23:37,241 --> 00:23:40,027 I was really excited just, just to be there. 346 00:23:40,114 --> 00:23:43,204 And I remember House Majority Whip Jim Clyburn 347 00:23:43,291 --> 00:23:45,946 doing his various press interviews and taking kind of a selfie 348 00:23:46,033 --> 00:23:49,906 of myself with the Congressman, as I do. 349 00:23:53,649 --> 00:23:56,913 I was recording the Senators walking over 350 00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:00,439 and posting it to Instagram, and I think I said something like, 351 00:24:00,526 --> 00:24:03,006 "Let the certification begin," or something cheesy like that. 352 00:24:06,053 --> 00:24:07,750 Madam Speaker, members of Congress, 353 00:24:07,837 --> 00:24:11,362 pursuant to the Constitution and the laws of the United States... 354 00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:14,409 On the House floor, they passed out the memo 355 00:24:14,496 --> 00:24:16,716 from Vice President Pence 356 00:24:16,803 --> 00:24:18,805 saying that he was not going 357 00:24:18,892 --> 00:24:22,025 to assert unilateral powers 358 00:24:22,112 --> 00:24:25,551 to reject Electoral College votes from the states. 359 00:24:25,638 --> 00:24:27,248 That memo told you precisely 360 00:24:27,335 --> 00:24:29,206 what Trump was trying to get him to do, 361 00:24:29,293 --> 00:24:30,904 and he explained why he couldn't do it 362 00:24:30,991 --> 00:24:34,168 and why it was not consistent with the Constitution. 363 00:24:34,255 --> 00:24:36,823 So, I breathed a sigh of relief because that was good news. 364 00:24:36,910 --> 00:24:38,912 After ascertainment has been had 365 00:24:38,999 --> 00:24:42,872 that the certificates are authentic and correct in form, 366 00:24:42,959 --> 00:24:45,484 the tellers will count and make a list of the votes... 367 00:24:45,571 --> 00:24:47,442 A lot of us went into the Congressman's office because 368 00:24:47,529 --> 00:24:49,662 the Congressman was on the House floor 369 00:24:49,749 --> 00:24:52,142 dealing with the certification by then. 370 00:24:52,229 --> 00:24:54,449 Outside of the Congressmen's window, 371 00:24:54,536 --> 00:24:58,322 we could see the protestors were getting closer, 372 00:24:58,409 --> 00:25:01,238 and it just seemed like they were getting closer and closer. 373 00:25:03,719 --> 00:25:06,592 But even then, I was just like, "That's closer than usual, 374 00:25:06,679 --> 00:25:08,289 but you know, Capitol police will be fine." 375 00:25:13,947 --> 00:25:15,296 Our house! 376 00:25:16,689 --> 00:25:18,908 USA! USA! 377 00:25:18,995 --> 00:25:22,912 USA! USA! USA! 378 00:25:22,999 --> 00:25:25,045 USA! USA! 379 00:25:25,132 --> 00:25:26,525 Let's go, let's go. 380 00:25:35,359 --> 00:25:39,581 While that first wave of people breached the West Side of the Capitol, 381 00:25:39,668 --> 00:25:43,411 we get the call that we have a suspicious package, 382 00:25:43,498 --> 00:25:47,981 one at the RNC, another suspicious package at the DNC. 383 00:25:48,068 --> 00:25:50,723 And these things turned out to be, like, real pipe bombs. 384 00:25:50,810 --> 00:25:53,595 We the people! We the people! 385 00:25:53,682 --> 00:25:55,554 And almost simultaneously, 386 00:25:55,641 --> 00:25:59,253 we also get the call as the Metropolitan Police Department 387 00:25:59,340 --> 00:26:02,604 to come in to assist with what's going on at the Capitol. 388 00:26:08,479 --> 00:26:11,744 And this is local law enforcement coming to the aid of the federal government. 389 00:26:11,831 --> 00:26:13,397 We don't do that in the Metropolitan Police Department. 390 00:26:13,484 --> 00:26:15,704 It's not our area of responsibility. 391 00:26:24,321 --> 00:26:25,758 We were broken up into three squads, 392 00:26:25,845 --> 00:26:27,890 and I remember we're getting ready for the day, 393 00:26:27,977 --> 00:26:29,588 and we're like it's just going to be a normal day, 394 00:26:29,675 --> 00:26:31,459 you know they just needed more manpower just in case. 395 00:26:31,546 --> 00:26:34,462 And within seconds, the radio goes off. 396 00:26:34,549 --> 00:26:37,334 And everything just changed. 397 00:26:37,421 --> 00:26:40,511 The mood that we were just in 30 seconds ago was, was gone. 398 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:47,040 USA! USA! USA! USA! 399 00:26:47,127 --> 00:26:49,782 The scene was so chaotic on the West front of the Capitol 400 00:26:49,869 --> 00:26:52,001 that the US Capitol police 401 00:26:52,088 --> 00:26:54,700 requested the services of the National Guard. 402 00:27:06,363 --> 00:27:08,801 Every minute was precious, as far as I'm concerned. 403 00:27:08,888 --> 00:27:10,541 We got what's happening at the Capitol. 404 00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:13,719 We got pipe bombs at the RNC and DNC-- real pipe bombs. 405 00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:16,504 We got members deployed there, and we still have this 406 00:27:16,591 --> 00:27:19,420 large group of people that have not even stepped off 407 00:27:19,507 --> 00:27:22,205 from the Ellipse to make their way towards the Capitol. 408 00:27:22,292 --> 00:27:25,469 Right here, we're going to walk down to the Capitol! 409 00:27:31,475 --> 00:27:34,914 The kind of pride and boldness that they need 410 00:27:35,001 --> 00:27:36,655 to take back our country. 411 00:27:36,742 --> 00:27:40,310 So, let's walk down Pennsylvania Avenue. 412 00:27:40,397 --> 00:27:41,921 I want to thank you all, 413 00:27:42,008 --> 00:27:45,620 God bless you and God bless America. 414 00:27:45,707 --> 00:27:47,056 Thank you all for being here. 415 00:27:47,143 --> 00:27:48,884 This is incredible. Thank you very much. 416 00:27:48,971 --> 00:27:52,061 Whooooo! 417 00:27:52,148 --> 00:27:55,978 1776! 1776! 418 00:27:56,065 --> 00:27:58,198 After the President finished his speech, 419 00:27:58,285 --> 00:27:59,765 there was just like, you know, 420 00:27:59,852 --> 00:28:02,942 wave after wave after wave of people, 421 00:28:03,029 --> 00:28:05,945 who didn't even have a barricade to walk by at this point. 422 00:28:06,032 --> 00:28:07,642 I mean, it's just a mob of people. 423 00:28:11,298 --> 00:28:13,039 On the way to the Capitol building-- 424 00:28:21,090 --> 00:28:23,179 - Whose flag? - Our flag! 425 00:28:23,266 --> 00:28:25,399 Whose streets? Our streets! 426 00:28:25,921 --> 00:28:27,444 - Yeah! - God Bless America, baby! 427 00:28:27,531 --> 00:28:28,489 MEL How you feeling, Nate? 428 00:28:29,272 --> 00:28:31,492 Oh, I'm feeling ready, bro. Readier than ever. 429 00:28:33,537 --> 00:28:34,887 They're evacuating the building. 430 00:28:34,974 --> 00:28:37,063 Occupy the Capitol. Our building. 431 00:28:37,150 --> 00:28:38,194 They're evacuating the building. 432 00:28:38,281 --> 00:28:39,282 Nobody else's building. 433 00:28:39,369 --> 00:28:40,457 It's ours... 434 00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:43,156 ♪ ...marching on ♪ 435 00:28:43,243 --> 00:28:45,941 ♪ Glory, glory hallelujah ♪ 436 00:28:46,028 --> 00:28:50,554 Then, once I got to the Capitol, the "oh shit" moment 437 00:28:50,641 --> 00:28:53,601 really happened where you're like, fuck! 438 00:28:53,688 --> 00:28:54,820 We live for freedom! 439 00:28:56,604 --> 00:28:58,084 Come see it. 440 00:28:58,171 --> 00:28:59,259 Come see these people take this house back. 441 00:28:59,346 --> 00:29:00,564 Come see it. 442 00:29:02,436 --> 00:29:07,136 This looks like some shit out of a crazy-ass movie set. 443 00:29:07,223 --> 00:29:08,790 This is democracy! 444 00:29:09,051 --> 00:29:11,532 This is what you get with rule of the mob! 445 00:29:11,924 --> 00:29:14,709 I get up to this structure, and I just hear people saying, 446 00:29:14,796 --> 00:29:16,580 "Everyone gotta get off, it's too many people, 447 00:29:16,667 --> 00:29:18,060 this is gonna collapse." 448 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:21,498 Stop the steal! 449 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,504 Where are people gonna go? 450 00:29:27,591 --> 00:29:29,637 Are people actually gonna go in the fucking building? 451 00:29:29,724 --> 00:29:31,204 Like what the hell is happening? 452 00:29:31,291 --> 00:29:32,509 Where are the police? 453 00:29:32,596 --> 00:29:34,207 We want Trump! 454 00:29:34,294 --> 00:29:35,991 We want Trump! 455 00:29:36,078 --> 00:29:37,514 We're at the gate, we're coming through 456 00:29:37,601 --> 00:29:39,081 this motherfucker tonight. 457 00:29:39,168 --> 00:29:40,387 We're at the door. 458 00:29:40,474 --> 00:29:42,171 We're right here, we're coming in. 459 00:29:42,258 --> 00:29:43,999 We're not stopping, goddamnit! 460 00:29:44,478 --> 00:29:46,436 This is our house motherfuckers! 461 00:29:47,002 --> 00:29:48,047 USA! 462 00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:57,534 DC 42, disregard Constitution. 463 00:29:57,621 --> 00:29:59,667 ...will respond over there. 464 00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:01,538 We received the order to go to the Capitol, 465 00:30:01,625 --> 00:30:03,845 and we were putting on our gear when eventually our sergeant 466 00:30:03,932 --> 00:30:06,369 said, "All right, that's enough, whatever you got on is gonna be it. 467 00:30:06,456 --> 00:30:07,936 It's time to move." 468 00:30:08,023 --> 00:30:10,634 So, we all got in the van and started driving. 469 00:30:19,948 --> 00:30:22,908 I was racing faster than I've ever driven a police car 470 00:30:22,995 --> 00:30:24,170 in my life to get down there. 471 00:30:27,129 --> 00:30:29,305 When we got out of the car, there were thousands 472 00:30:29,392 --> 00:30:30,437 and thousands of people. 473 00:30:34,571 --> 00:30:36,660 There was no orders at that point. 474 00:30:36,747 --> 00:30:39,576 There was too much going on to have any type of orders, 475 00:30:39,663 --> 00:30:41,665 and I did not think that we were going to be able 476 00:30:41,752 --> 00:30:43,363 to get through the crowd. 477 00:30:43,450 --> 00:30:44,625 I didn't think they would allow us to get through. 478 00:30:54,896 --> 00:30:57,029 This is our 1776. 479 00:30:57,116 --> 00:30:59,988 We need to continue to storm this Capitol. 480 00:31:00,075 --> 00:31:03,209 Do not let police through, they are traitors. 481 00:31:23,925 --> 00:31:25,100 There were so many people. 482 00:31:28,408 --> 00:31:29,931 They had us comically outnumbered. 483 00:31:32,238 --> 00:31:34,240 One guy asked me, "Are you my brother?" 484 00:31:34,327 --> 00:31:36,633 It took me a second to process what he was asking me. 485 00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:39,680 "Do you actually think I want to overthrow the government with you?" 486 00:31:42,596 --> 00:31:45,294 If it was just the couple hundred that committed 487 00:31:45,381 --> 00:31:48,254 the extreme acts of violence, we coulda handled that. 488 00:31:48,341 --> 00:31:51,170 It's the thousands and thousands of people backing them up. 489 00:31:54,608 --> 00:31:56,001 It was the crowd that was the weapon. 490 00:32:00,962 --> 00:32:03,834 I'm seeing objects being flown at us, 491 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:05,184 screaming at other officers to duck 492 00:32:05,271 --> 00:32:06,837 because they're about to get hit with a brick. 493 00:32:12,452 --> 00:32:13,975 They started attacking us. 494 00:32:14,062 --> 00:32:15,846 One guy tried to grab my baton. 495 00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:17,936 I was taking blows from all sides. 496 00:32:18,023 --> 00:32:20,503 I felt something heavy come down into my head. 497 00:32:20,590 --> 00:32:22,679 Eventually I went to the ground, 498 00:32:24,768 --> 00:32:28,120 and the guy I was wrestling with kicked me in the chest. 499 00:32:30,905 --> 00:32:32,907 The medical mask I was wearing at the time had actually 500 00:32:32,994 --> 00:32:36,215 gotten pulled up over my eyes, so when I was on the ground 501 00:32:36,302 --> 00:32:39,740 on all fours I was also blind, and I was afraid I was just 502 00:32:39,827 --> 00:32:41,524 about to get dogpiled and destroyed. 503 00:32:50,272 --> 00:32:53,623 I lost my radio, my baton, 504 00:32:55,669 --> 00:32:58,889 uh, I can't remember now, but a few other pieces of equipment. 505 00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:00,979 You couldn't defend yourself and your gear at the same time, 506 00:33:01,066 --> 00:33:02,502 so you just had to let it go. 507 00:33:07,246 --> 00:33:10,901 When I, thankfully got back up on my feet, 508 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:12,468 I led my platoon through the crowd 509 00:33:12,555 --> 00:33:14,949 until we got to the terrace proper, 510 00:33:15,036 --> 00:33:17,734 and we joined Capitol police and the rest of MPD there. 511 00:33:21,434 --> 00:33:23,262 You couldn't get any closer to the Capitol at that point 512 00:33:23,349 --> 00:33:25,264 without going inside, honestly. 513 00:33:25,351 --> 00:33:28,180 So, I knew at that point that it was imperative 514 00:33:28,267 --> 00:33:29,529 that we keep them out. 515 00:33:33,576 --> 00:33:35,361 Fuck you! 516 00:33:35,448 --> 00:33:36,449 Fuck you! 517 00:33:38,277 --> 00:33:41,410 You're a fucking scumbag! Scumbag! 518 00:33:41,497 --> 00:33:43,543 You're all fucking scumbags! 519 00:33:43,630 --> 00:33:46,372 You swore a fucking oath to this country! 520 00:33:46,459 --> 00:33:48,635 That's me right there. 521 00:33:48,722 --> 00:33:51,594 Once I got to the Capitol, as I walk down the steps 522 00:33:51,681 --> 00:33:53,683 to the West Front, on this white marble 523 00:33:53,770 --> 00:33:57,035 you're seeing police officers' gear, blood, 524 00:33:57,122 --> 00:34:00,255 anything and everything that you can think of that would happen 525 00:34:00,342 --> 00:34:03,258 in a fight, it was happening right there on the West Front. 526 00:34:09,743 --> 00:34:13,399 Well, fuck you guys! You can't call yourselves Americans! 527 00:34:13,486 --> 00:34:16,315 You broke your fucking oath today! 528 00:34:16,402 --> 00:34:18,534 1776, man! 529 00:34:22,756 --> 00:34:25,628 When we go through our training, we are required to get sprayed 530 00:34:25,715 --> 00:34:29,197 with OC, which is pepper spray, so we know how we react, 531 00:34:29,284 --> 00:34:30,807 we know how our body reacts. 532 00:34:30,894 --> 00:34:32,635 It was not fun. 533 00:34:32,722 --> 00:34:35,073 It lasts for about 45 minutes before you can see again, 534 00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:36,770 you feel better again. 535 00:34:36,857 --> 00:34:38,337 Bear mace-- 536 00:34:38,424 --> 00:34:43,124 compared to that, OC is, like, on level 10. 537 00:34:43,820 --> 00:34:45,170 I was just blinded. 538 00:34:47,128 --> 00:34:48,434 You okay? 539 00:34:48,521 --> 00:34:49,739 I just can't open my eyes. 540 00:34:49,826 --> 00:34:51,089 Okay, need some more water? 541 00:34:53,700 --> 00:34:54,962 Oh, my God. 542 00:34:55,049 --> 00:34:56,398 I know. You're blinded, right? 543 00:34:58,096 --> 00:35:00,010 They're throwing shit, so I'm just going to put this on top of your head. 544 00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:01,490 Alright. 545 00:35:01,577 --> 00:35:02,839 Just in case. Alright. 546 00:35:02,926 --> 00:35:04,493 I don't want you to get hit. 547 00:35:04,580 --> 00:35:06,495 You're just hopeless and helpless at that point. 548 00:35:07,888 --> 00:35:09,063 Can I get more water? Yeah. 549 00:35:34,610 --> 00:35:35,872 I'm representing our president. 550 00:35:35,959 --> 00:35:37,613 He won this election. 551 00:35:37,700 --> 00:35:40,486 This was stolen from us, and a million people 552 00:35:40,573 --> 00:35:42,270 are standing in front of the Capitol, and we know it. 553 00:35:47,362 --> 00:35:49,321 Are there any objections to counting the certificate 554 00:35:49,408 --> 00:35:51,453 of vote from the state of Arizona? 555 00:35:51,540 --> 00:35:54,630 We began the counting of Electoral College votes, 556 00:35:54,935 --> 00:35:57,416 and Arizona was the first one where there were objections. 557 00:35:58,025 --> 00:36:00,854 Is the objection in writing and signed by a Senator? 558 00:36:00,941 --> 00:36:02,943 - Yes, it is. - It is. 559 00:36:05,293 --> 00:36:08,601 Something like 50 or 60 Republicans got up to object. 560 00:36:08,688 --> 00:36:11,995 And at that point, the joint session immediately breaks, 561 00:36:12,082 --> 00:36:13,606 and the House and the Senate resolve into 562 00:36:13,693 --> 00:36:17,523 our separate chambers to debate the challenges. 563 00:36:17,610 --> 00:36:22,615 I look back up in the gallery to see that Tabitha and Hank were there. 564 00:36:22,702 --> 00:36:25,835 And then it was my turn to get up, 565 00:36:25,922 --> 00:36:30,013 my basic point was going to be that the election is over. 566 00:36:30,100 --> 00:36:33,713 It's not our job to vote for the person we want to be President; 567 00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:39,588 it's our job to certify the votes that have come in from the governors. 568 00:36:39,675 --> 00:36:41,111 That's what the job is. 569 00:36:41,199 --> 00:36:43,984 But before getting into it, I took a second 570 00:36:44,071 --> 00:36:47,379 just to thank the Speaker and all of the Members 571 00:36:47,466 --> 00:36:50,556 for their condolences. 572 00:36:50,643 --> 00:36:53,776 The gentleman is recognized without objection for five minutes. 573 00:36:53,863 --> 00:36:55,865 Madam Speaker, I wanna thank you first, 574 00:36:55,952 --> 00:36:58,781 and-- and all my dear, beloved colleagues for your love 575 00:36:58,868 --> 00:37:00,261 and tenderness, which my family 576 00:37:00,348 --> 00:37:02,655 and I will never forget. 577 00:37:02,742 --> 00:37:06,136 And then, there was this huge standing ovation... 578 00:37:24,198 --> 00:37:26,592 It was jarring and disorienting for me 579 00:37:26,679 --> 00:37:30,596 because I could kind of see 580 00:37:30,683 --> 00:37:35,122 them looking at me, 581 00:37:35,209 --> 00:37:37,907 or into me as 582 00:37:37,994 --> 00:37:42,303 a person embodying tragedy at that point. 583 00:37:45,524 --> 00:37:48,353 It was really a lovely, wonderful gesture, 584 00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:51,660 but I'm not sure I totally understood it. 585 00:37:51,747 --> 00:37:57,753 But then I started thinking, in my kind of sleepless, 586 00:37:57,840 --> 00:38:04,499 disjointed way, "Well, maybe everyone's love of Tommy, 587 00:38:04,586 --> 00:38:08,329 or sympathy for our family, would lead to an end 588 00:38:08,416 --> 00:38:11,201 of all of this fighting over the election." 589 00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:14,857 Maybe they would withdraw the Stop the Steal campaign, 590 00:38:14,944 --> 00:38:17,077 and they would stop telling the Big Lie. 591 00:38:17,164 --> 00:38:20,123 It was obviously a completely irrational thought, 592 00:38:20,210 --> 00:38:22,996 but that's what passed through my mind right there, 593 00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:26,129 because there was this huge outpouring of emotion 594 00:38:26,216 --> 00:38:27,261 in this standing ovation. 595 00:38:30,177 --> 00:38:33,223 And then it was over, and then I launched into my real speech. 596 00:38:33,311 --> 00:38:35,443 Thank you again. 597 00:38:35,530 --> 00:38:40,579 Abraham Lincoln, whose name is a comfort to us all, 598 00:38:40,666 --> 00:38:42,320 said we've got the best government... 599 00:38:42,407 --> 00:38:44,931 So still at that point, we had no reason to think 600 00:38:45,018 --> 00:38:50,240 that there was medieval-style fighting breaking out outside. 601 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:53,461 We were ready in the way you'd be ready in a courtroom 602 00:38:53,548 --> 00:38:56,856 or a classroom, but we weren't ready 603 00:38:56,943 --> 00:39:00,599 in the way we should've been for what was about to take place. 604 00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:08,737 Take their guns! Take their guns! 605 00:39:18,051 --> 00:39:19,269 Robert Glover, who's now the Commander 606 00:39:19,705 --> 00:39:21,881 of our Special Operations Division, 607 00:39:21,968 --> 00:39:24,710 I heard some things in his voice that I've never heard before. 608 00:39:24,797 --> 00:39:26,233 Pull them! Pull them this way! 609 00:39:37,418 --> 00:39:38,593 Commander Glover, you know, 610 00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:40,334 he knew that we were losing ground, 611 00:39:40,421 --> 00:39:41,770 and he had no problem letting us know, 612 00:39:41,857 --> 00:39:43,772 "We're losing ground, we need to back up." 613 00:39:43,859 --> 00:39:45,339 Because we were outnumbered. 614 00:39:45,426 --> 00:39:47,515 We were outnumbered. 615 00:39:47,602 --> 00:39:51,476 It was such a wide line of people going back for-- 616 00:39:51,563 --> 00:39:53,303 this is an exaggeration, but for miles-- 617 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:55,262 you know, that's how it felt. 618 00:39:55,349 --> 00:39:57,656 What are you going to do when we defend our Constitution 619 00:39:57,743 --> 00:39:58,744 with the Second Amendment? 620 00:39:58,831 --> 00:40:01,442 What are you going to do then? 621 00:40:23,986 --> 00:40:26,162 All people must leave the area immediately. 622 00:40:26,249 --> 00:40:29,818 If you don't follow this order, it may subject you to arrest. 623 00:40:29,905 --> 00:40:33,169 These police officers were completely overwhelmed by 624 00:40:33,256 --> 00:40:35,955 the thousands of people that were next to me, behind me, 625 00:40:36,042 --> 00:40:37,783 around me. 626 00:40:41,003 --> 00:40:43,223 There were definitely ex-military personnel. 627 00:40:43,310 --> 00:40:45,051 Ex-police. 628 00:40:45,138 --> 00:40:46,835 There were people that knew what they were doing, 629 00:40:46,922 --> 00:40:50,491 knew how to lead people, and if I step back, 630 00:40:50,578 --> 00:40:54,016 I can start hearing people say that, you know, 631 00:40:54,103 --> 00:40:55,583 they are going in. 632 00:40:55,670 --> 00:40:58,281 This is, you know, "We are going to go inside, 633 00:40:58,368 --> 00:41:02,547 Donald Trump is meeting us here, and if you don't let us in, 634 00:41:02,634 --> 00:41:04,679 we're going to fuck some shit up." 635 00:41:04,766 --> 00:41:07,856 Right now, the people in the Capitol are sheltering in place. 636 00:41:07,943 --> 00:41:09,336 We have the Capitol. 637 00:41:11,512 --> 00:41:13,688 There's just so much that's going on. 638 00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:16,909 And from a command standpoint-- a Chief of Police standpoint-- 639 00:41:16,996 --> 00:41:19,607 I need to be in a position where I can command 640 00:41:19,694 --> 00:41:21,261 what's happening for the entire city, 641 00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:23,437 and the mayor needs to know 642 00:41:23,524 --> 00:41:25,787 exactly what's going on at that point. 643 00:41:25,874 --> 00:41:28,703 And I told her that I would meet her at our command center. 644 00:41:35,318 --> 00:41:37,973 Now I have a view of what's happening at the Capitol. 645 00:41:38,060 --> 00:41:39,845 I have a view of what's happening at the Ellipse, 646 00:41:39,932 --> 00:41:42,325 I have a view of what's happening at Freedom Plaza. 647 00:41:42,412 --> 00:41:43,892 I was sending everything that I had 648 00:41:43,979 --> 00:41:46,068 because our democracy was under attack. 649 00:41:46,155 --> 00:41:50,203 What we really needed to see were National Guardsmen 650 00:41:50,290 --> 00:41:51,509 at the US Capitol. 651 00:42:00,474 --> 00:42:02,432 At that point, we had a phone call 652 00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:04,434 that was convened by myself, 653 00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:05,914 by the Mayor of the District of Columbia, 654 00:42:06,567 --> 00:42:09,178 several representatives of the DC National Guard, 655 00:42:09,265 --> 00:42:12,181 the US Capitol Police Chief, where he essentially was 656 00:42:12,268 --> 00:42:15,271 pleading for assistance from the National Guard. 657 00:42:15,358 --> 00:42:17,360 I just simply said, "Wait a minute. 658 00:42:17,447 --> 00:42:21,190 What I hear is the Chief of the Capitol Police 659 00:42:21,277 --> 00:42:23,932 asking for additional resources from the National Guard 660 00:42:24,019 --> 00:42:26,979 to be deployed to the US Capitol. 661 00:42:27,066 --> 00:42:28,720 Chief, is that what you're saying?' 662 00:42:28,807 --> 00:42:30,722 This is on a bridge call. 663 00:42:30,809 --> 00:42:32,550 He said, "That is exactly what I'm saying." 664 00:42:32,637 --> 00:42:34,334 Chief Sund said that. 665 00:42:34,421 --> 00:42:38,338 In response to that, whoever on the other side, 666 00:42:38,425 --> 00:42:42,603 from the representatives from the Defense Department, 667 00:42:42,690 --> 00:42:46,999 the discussion then switched to talking about optics, 668 00:42:47,086 --> 00:42:49,349 and boots on the ground, and what that would look like, 669 00:42:49,436 --> 00:42:52,178 which, you know, in a crisis situation, 670 00:42:52,265 --> 00:42:55,181 I don't care what it looks like. It looks like help to me. 671 00:43:11,066 --> 00:43:13,982 So, I asked all who were on this call, 672 00:43:14,069 --> 00:43:16,811 "Are you saying that you're not going to deploy personnel?" 673 00:43:16,898 --> 00:43:19,858 "No, we're not saying that, what we are saying is that 674 00:43:19,945 --> 00:43:21,773 optics, and this and that and so forth." 675 00:43:21,860 --> 00:43:23,296 It was very disturbing. 676 00:43:53,543 --> 00:43:57,635 This is a bad situation, we have to do the best we can 677 00:43:57,722 --> 00:44:01,160 to defend this Capitol, to defend our democracy 678 00:44:01,247 --> 00:44:02,422 with everything that we got. 679 00:44:08,167 --> 00:44:11,257 Apparently, the National Guard were blocks away. 680 00:44:11,736 --> 00:44:14,608 That makes me mad, because I don't even know- 681 00:44:14,695 --> 00:44:18,786 I don't even wanna know how many officers were there 682 00:44:18,873 --> 00:44:20,135 that could have helped us... 683 00:44:21,876 --> 00:44:23,748 I don't even wanna know, because that will just 684 00:44:25,358 --> 00:44:26,664 blow me up. 685 00:44:28,100 --> 00:44:31,059 As someone who served six years in the Virginia National Guard, 686 00:44:31,146 --> 00:44:34,149 I was aware of the National Guard and how they could 687 00:44:34,236 --> 00:44:35,803 possibly respond. 688 00:44:35,890 --> 00:44:38,980 I also knew that they take time to respond. 689 00:44:39,067 --> 00:44:42,201 I don't know why anyone would've delayed that. 690 00:44:48,337 --> 00:44:52,254 My officers didn't know that not only were they breaching 691 00:44:52,341 --> 00:44:56,041 the West Side of the Capitol, the East Side of the Capitol 692 00:44:56,128 --> 00:44:57,695 was also being breached. 693 00:45:05,441 --> 00:45:09,010 USA! USA! USA! 694 00:45:18,237 --> 00:45:20,761 So, they had essentially been surrounded. 695 00:45:26,245 --> 00:45:29,335 It just kept getting crazier and crazier and crazier... 696 00:45:42,957 --> 00:45:44,611 We're taking it! 697 00:45:44,698 --> 00:45:46,004 We're storming the House! 698 00:45:50,443 --> 00:45:54,055 I was saying to people, "Where are we going? What are we doing?" 699 00:45:54,142 --> 00:45:57,885 It was a lot of, we, we, we, we, we to comfort them, 700 00:45:57,972 --> 00:45:59,669 you know? 701 00:45:59,757 --> 00:46:02,847 And it's also a way to comfort myself to like, you know, 702 00:46:02,934 --> 00:46:06,198 so I can feel safer to let you know that I am not a threat. 703 00:46:06,285 --> 00:46:08,417 I have cameras, but not a threat. 704 00:46:38,447 --> 00:46:39,797 It's gonna be a stampede. 705 00:46:40,275 --> 00:46:41,537 In my mind, I'm like, "I don't know if I'm being dramatic, 706 00:46:41,624 --> 00:46:43,191 but this might turn into a stampede." 707 00:46:43,278 --> 00:46:46,020 I don't know if we can control this or contain it. 708 00:47:13,395 --> 00:47:18,966 I remember watching as police officers were clearly exhausted. 709 00:47:19,053 --> 00:47:20,533 It started to look abnormal. 710 00:47:22,535 --> 00:47:24,972 And then there was like a beeping in the office. 711 00:47:27,235 --> 00:47:29,150 I guess there's some sort of security device in the office 712 00:47:29,237 --> 00:47:31,718 that I never knew existed. 713 00:47:31,805 --> 00:47:33,415 Then we started getting directives from 714 00:47:33,502 --> 00:47:35,765 our chief of staff, from the office manager. 715 00:47:35,853 --> 00:47:37,985 She told me to wear flats, 716 00:47:38,072 --> 00:47:39,682 and she told me to pack up my bags. 717 00:47:54,132 --> 00:47:57,396 Person outside has attempted to enter on the Senate side 718 00:47:57,483 --> 00:47:59,485 of the building. 719 00:47:59,572 --> 00:48:01,966 We had a television in the office, we also had windows, 720 00:48:02,053 --> 00:48:04,446 so we could see that they were clearly, you know, 721 00:48:04,533 --> 00:48:05,795 closing in on us. 722 00:48:11,105 --> 00:48:14,413 But despite the beeping, despite huddling 723 00:48:14,500 --> 00:48:18,025 in the Congressman's office, nothing made it real 724 00:48:18,112 --> 00:48:20,549 until those people actually got inside. 725 00:48:33,432 --> 00:48:38,219 I first got a text from a friend in California saying, 726 00:48:38,306 --> 00:48:39,829 "Are you okay? Is everything alright?" 727 00:48:39,917 --> 00:48:42,136 And I said, "Yes, what do you mean?" 728 00:48:42,223 --> 00:48:45,096 And she said, "There's a breach in the Capitol. 729 00:48:45,183 --> 00:48:47,272 There's violence outside." 730 00:48:47,359 --> 00:48:49,317 And I looked around the room and I noticed that 731 00:48:49,404 --> 00:48:51,972 lots of people were getting messages 732 00:48:52,059 --> 00:48:53,756 and people were beginning to talk. 733 00:49:06,856 --> 00:49:10,860 Within a couple of minutes, Speaker Pelosi's security detail 734 00:49:10,948 --> 00:49:12,950 escorted her off of the floor. 735 00:49:25,484 --> 00:49:27,442 Some people on our side of the aisle began to scream, 736 00:49:27,529 --> 00:49:30,402 "This is because of you, this is what you wanted." 737 00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:35,581 I immediately looked back up into the gallery. 738 00:49:35,668 --> 00:49:37,800 Tabitha and Hank were no longer there. 739 00:50:05,785 --> 00:50:07,874 Oh, Nancy! 740 00:50:07,961 --> 00:50:09,832 Where are you, Nancy? 741 00:50:09,919 --> 00:50:12,966 Our office was right above Nancy Pelosi's office, 742 00:50:13,053 --> 00:50:14,707 the Speaker of the House. 743 00:50:14,794 --> 00:50:17,797 Three of my colleagues went out, and our staff assistant 744 00:50:17,884 --> 00:50:22,541 said she came face to face with one of the insurrectionists. 745 00:50:22,628 --> 00:50:25,065 We were in the room, and she was banging on the door, 746 00:50:25,152 --> 00:50:26,458 and she said, "They're inside. 747 00:50:26,545 --> 00:50:28,416 They're inside. Let me in!" 748 00:50:28,503 --> 00:50:30,201 They were extremely rattled. 749 00:50:30,288 --> 00:50:32,072 And they said that we needed to stay here. 750 00:50:32,159 --> 00:50:34,074 Like we cannot leave. 751 00:50:34,161 --> 00:50:36,511 That was, I think the turning point for me. 752 00:50:42,039 --> 00:50:44,476 I called Julie, my Chief of Staff, 753 00:50:44,563 --> 00:50:48,132 and she said they were back in Steny's office. 754 00:50:49,307 --> 00:50:51,265 They had locked the door. 755 00:50:51,352 --> 00:50:54,703 She said they had pushed all the furniture up against the door. 756 00:50:59,447 --> 00:51:03,190 The kids were hiding under, 757 00:51:03,277 --> 00:51:05,627 uh, a desk. 758 00:51:05,714 --> 00:51:10,284 And I learned later that Julie had taken the-- the fire pick 759 00:51:10,371 --> 00:51:13,679 outta the fireplace and was wielding it as-- as a weapon. 760 00:51:13,766 --> 00:51:16,247 And I told her to protect them with her life. 761 00:51:19,119 --> 00:51:20,425 This is our fucking house. 762 00:51:20,512 --> 00:51:21,774 Our house. 763 00:51:28,824 --> 00:51:30,652 I heard the elevator open, 764 00:51:30,739 --> 00:51:32,915 and I heard them come up the stairwell, 765 00:51:33,002 --> 00:51:35,570 and so we decided to stay in place, 766 00:51:35,657 --> 00:51:39,313 turn the lights out and to just be as quiet as possible 767 00:51:39,400 --> 00:51:41,010 and to barricade the doors. 768 00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:44,971 I had to assume the worst. 769 00:51:45,058 --> 00:51:47,147 I had to assume these people were armed. 770 00:51:48,322 --> 00:51:49,889 You kind of go into survival mode, 771 00:51:49,976 --> 00:51:52,370 like I remember essentially casing the office, like, 772 00:51:52,457 --> 00:51:54,546 "What can I use as a weapon?" 773 00:51:54,633 --> 00:51:57,679 I remember feeling like 774 00:51:57,766 --> 00:52:02,380 whatever is in here that is heavy is what I'll have to use, 775 00:52:02,467 --> 00:52:04,860 you know, if it comes to that. 776 00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:22,530 We want Trump! We want Trump! 777 00:52:27,274 --> 00:52:28,884 Fuck you, you fuckin' tyrants! 778 00:52:34,890 --> 00:52:38,198 Whenever I see footage from that day, it makes my heart race. 779 00:52:38,285 --> 00:52:40,113 You know, I can feel blood-- my blood pressure shoot up, 780 00:52:43,247 --> 00:52:46,598 and it makes me angry. 781 00:52:46,685 --> 00:52:49,166 Lay down your weapons! 782 00:52:49,253 --> 00:52:52,386 Those weapons belong to us! 783 00:52:52,473 --> 00:52:55,084 That helmet, 4-5-1-8, belongs to me! 784 00:52:55,172 --> 00:52:59,263 Give me my helmet! Give me my helmet! 785 00:52:59,350 --> 00:53:01,003 Now, Hodges! 786 00:53:01,090 --> 00:53:03,397 D. Hodges, lay down your weapons! 787 00:53:03,484 --> 00:53:07,488 4-5-1-8, give me my helmet! 788 00:53:07,575 --> 00:53:08,663 I want my helmet! 789 00:53:08,750 --> 00:53:10,926 Gimme my helmet! 790 00:53:11,013 --> 00:53:13,494 That helmet belongs to me! 791 00:53:13,581 --> 00:53:15,583 I paid for that helmet! 792 00:53:15,670 --> 00:53:17,585 I paid for that vest! 793 00:53:17,672 --> 00:53:19,196 I paid for your salary! 794 00:53:19,283 --> 00:53:20,284 Traitor! 795 00:53:24,549 --> 00:53:26,812 You're a bunch of sheep, sheep! 796 00:53:26,899 --> 00:53:29,684 There was just sensory overload of threats that, 797 00:53:29,771 --> 00:53:31,904 I'm scanning the crowd rather than paying attention to 798 00:53:31,991 --> 00:53:34,211 what people are shouting at me because I'm constantly looking 799 00:53:34,298 --> 00:53:36,430 for, uh, someone who's about to bring out a gun or a knife 800 00:53:36,517 --> 00:53:39,128 or something because I know that they have them on them. 801 00:53:39,216 --> 00:53:42,306 And I just have to hope that if I see that I can react before they do. 802 00:53:44,743 --> 00:53:47,441 At one point I look over my shoulder and I see the officers 803 00:53:47,528 --> 00:53:50,052 trying to hold them back and failing 804 00:53:50,139 --> 00:53:52,446 because their numbers are overwhelming. 805 00:53:58,147 --> 00:54:02,064 At that point, I see the line break, essentially. 806 00:54:13,946 --> 00:54:15,556 You better run, cops! 807 00:54:39,406 --> 00:54:41,539 Each officer just engages in a pitched battle 808 00:54:41,626 --> 00:54:43,628 with whatever's in front of them. 809 00:54:43,715 --> 00:54:46,326 People swinging things at our heads-- sticks, metal poles. 810 00:54:52,550 --> 00:54:55,204 One Sergeant was hit with a cattle prod. 811 00:54:56,423 --> 00:54:58,556 There was a sledgehammer. 812 00:54:58,643 --> 00:55:00,079 I had someone try to gouge my eye out. 813 00:55:05,127 --> 00:55:07,826 These people like to believe that they support blue lives, 814 00:55:07,913 --> 00:55:12,047 but someone came up to me while I was surrounded and said, 815 00:55:12,134 --> 00:55:13,875 "Things are gonna get real bad. 816 00:55:13,962 --> 00:55:17,096 We need to get you out of here. What can I do to help?" 817 00:55:17,183 --> 00:55:19,141 And I said, "Go home." 818 00:55:19,228 --> 00:55:20,926 And he said, "Not gonna happen." 819 00:55:23,015 --> 00:55:25,365 And at that point, there's not much left to say. 820 00:55:40,815 --> 00:55:41,903 Let's go, MPD double time inside. 821 00:55:41,990 --> 00:55:44,906 Let's go. Let's go, MPD. 822 00:55:44,993 --> 00:55:46,734 Stop fucking looking at them, let's go! 823 00:55:46,821 --> 00:55:49,258 Get inside. Goddamn, let's get inside! 824 00:55:51,739 --> 00:55:54,829 To be honest, I don't even remember getting inside the Capitol. 825 00:55:54,916 --> 00:55:57,049 We were funneled into the Capitol at some point. 826 00:56:00,139 --> 00:56:01,619 I don't know anything about this building. 827 00:56:02,184 --> 00:56:04,273 I remember running up to Capitol officers, and there was 828 00:56:04,361 --> 00:56:07,102 only a couple of 'em. I would say, "How do I get here and here?" 829 00:56:07,189 --> 00:56:09,540 "I don't know. I don't work in this building." 830 00:56:35,479 --> 00:56:37,089 Our house! Whose house? 831 00:56:37,176 --> 00:56:38,960 Our house! Whose house? 832 00:56:39,047 --> 00:56:40,309 Our house! Whose house? 833 00:56:40,875 --> 00:56:42,442 Our house! Whose house? 834 00:56:42,529 --> 00:56:44,183 Our house! Whose house? 835 00:56:44,270 --> 00:56:45,663 Our house! Whose house? 836 00:56:45,750 --> 00:56:47,882 Our house! Whose house? 837 00:56:47,969 --> 00:56:51,190 There were two sets of doors in the Congressman's office, 838 00:56:51,277 --> 00:56:52,887 so my colleagues on the other side of the office 839 00:56:52,974 --> 00:56:56,761 barricaded one set, we barricaded the other set. 840 00:56:59,503 --> 00:57:03,115 Um, and you know, there was just a lot of, you know, 841 00:57:03,202 --> 00:57:05,639 I had a coworker who's a really good friend of mine, 842 00:57:05,726 --> 00:57:08,425 and she was, you know, very, very pregnant. 843 00:57:08,512 --> 00:57:09,904 So, you know, she couldn't do it. 844 00:57:09,991 --> 00:57:13,995 Um, and we had photographers in the room. 845 00:57:14,082 --> 00:57:16,171 Some of them were taking pictures instead of helping. 846 00:57:16,258 --> 00:57:18,652 And I remember being really, really annoyed with them 847 00:57:18,739 --> 00:57:20,959 at the time, 'cause I was like, you know, 848 00:57:21,046 --> 00:57:22,482 "This is not the time for your Pulitzer. 849 00:57:22,569 --> 00:57:24,876 Like, this is life or death." 850 00:57:24,963 --> 00:57:26,486 And I mean, in hindsight, I guess it's, 851 00:57:26,573 --> 00:57:27,966 it's good that it was documented. 852 00:57:28,053 --> 00:57:31,012 But in the moment, we are possibly, you know, 853 00:57:31,099 --> 00:57:33,101 fighting for our lives. 854 00:57:33,188 --> 00:57:35,277 We don't know what's on the other side of that door. 855 00:57:47,768 --> 00:57:51,032 I vividly remember hearing someone say, 856 00:57:51,119 --> 00:57:53,557 "They're hiding from us," and like kind of laughing. 857 00:57:53,644 --> 00:57:55,515 It felt as if they were like taunting us, like, you know, 858 00:57:55,602 --> 00:57:57,343 "Hello, anybody in here?" 859 00:57:57,430 --> 00:57:58,910 And they were just banging, banging, banging on the door. 860 00:57:58,997 --> 00:58:02,043 And every time they would bang on the door... 861 00:58:17,929 --> 00:58:23,238 Um, you think you're over it, and then you're not. 862 00:58:23,325 --> 00:58:27,678 Um, I just remember every time they banged on the door, 863 00:58:27,765 --> 00:58:29,157 um, you know, 864 00:58:29,244 --> 00:58:32,291 we would all just run up and push the door-- 865 00:58:32,378 --> 00:58:35,773 I mean, push the-- the table against the door. 866 00:58:35,860 --> 00:58:39,080 Um, and those were the most terrifying times. 867 00:58:44,564 --> 00:58:47,175 Hey guys, hey hey! 868 00:59:02,147 --> 00:59:05,498 USA! USA! USA! 869 00:59:05,585 --> 00:59:08,893 USA! USA! USA! 870 00:59:11,504 --> 00:59:12,853 We need people. 871 00:59:22,384 --> 00:59:24,082 At some point, I finally make it into the tunnel. 872 00:59:27,302 --> 00:59:28,739 Push! 873 00:59:28,826 --> 00:59:30,784 There was no order to go in there. 874 00:59:30,871 --> 00:59:33,134 I didn't hear about any level of importance 875 00:59:33,221 --> 00:59:34,919 because I didn't have my radio at that point. 876 00:59:35,006 --> 00:59:37,791 It was just where the fight was, and I knew I needed to go to it. 877 00:59:41,403 --> 00:59:43,710 Now, myself, these officers that I'm with, 878 00:59:43,797 --> 00:59:45,146 we're essentially trapped in the Capitol 879 00:59:45,233 --> 00:59:47,584 because you have these thousands of people 880 00:59:47,671 --> 00:59:50,021 that are now aggressively trying to get in. 881 00:59:54,242 --> 01:00:00,205 It felt like a, for-real riot, like pushing back. 882 01:00:05,863 --> 01:00:07,647 Felt like it was organized 883 01:00:07,734 --> 01:00:09,649 and people knew what they were doing. 884 01:00:09,736 --> 01:00:12,304 You just don't go, you know, there with tactical gear on 885 01:00:12,391 --> 01:00:14,523 and looking like you're military personnel 886 01:00:14,611 --> 01:00:16,700 without knowing what you were doing. 887 01:00:16,917 --> 01:00:18,832 Supply lines coming through. 888 01:00:21,792 --> 01:00:23,924 Keep in mind, we have the vice president 889 01:00:24,011 --> 01:00:27,145 and other members of Congress in the building. 890 01:00:27,232 --> 01:00:29,930 And if the building is surrounded 891 01:00:30,017 --> 01:00:34,761 and a person or group of people access the tunnel, 892 01:00:34,848 --> 01:00:37,677 it puts the leaders of our democracy in a very, 893 01:00:37,764 --> 01:00:40,332 very, very bad situation. 894 01:00:49,515 --> 01:00:52,170 We were all just pushing the table against the door 895 01:00:52,257 --> 01:00:54,389 with all our might. 896 01:00:54,476 --> 01:00:56,740 How do we know that we're not running to the door 897 01:00:56,827 --> 01:00:59,394 and they're not about to, like, shoot a bullet through. 898 01:00:59,481 --> 01:01:01,701 We had literally no idea. 899 01:01:04,573 --> 01:01:06,097 The news started to spread. 900 01:01:06,184 --> 01:01:08,490 And I just remember getting message 901 01:01:08,577 --> 01:01:12,016 after message after message asking, you know, if I was okay. 902 01:01:12,103 --> 01:01:15,019 And I remember saying to each person, just please pray. 903 01:01:20,981 --> 01:01:22,330 Meantime on the floor, 904 01:01:22,417 --> 01:01:24,593 it was total chaos and bedlam by then. 905 01:01:26,378 --> 01:01:29,686 There was this extraordinary pounding, 906 01:01:29,773 --> 01:01:33,428 barreling sound coming at the center door 907 01:01:33,515 --> 01:01:34,995 of the House of Representatives. 908 01:01:36,344 --> 01:01:37,955 Everybody stay down. 909 01:01:46,224 --> 01:01:49,270 I'll never forget that sound. It was really haunting. 910 01:01:49,357 --> 01:01:52,099 Just the sound of basically a mob, 911 01:01:52,186 --> 01:01:55,233 trying to barrel its way in, smashing up against the door. 912 01:01:55,320 --> 01:01:58,149 And people began to run towards the door. 913 01:01:59,237 --> 01:02:01,718 Then some Capitol officers came in with their guns 914 01:02:01,805 --> 01:02:03,632 and told all of us to get back. 915 01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:06,548 And they stood by the door with their guns drawn. 916 01:02:08,899 --> 01:02:11,336 Everybody was imagining that somebody was gonna come in 917 01:02:11,423 --> 01:02:14,861 with an AR 15, that there would be a mass shooting 918 01:02:14,948 --> 01:02:16,863 and that it would be focused on 919 01:02:16,950 --> 01:02:19,083 the Democratic side of the aisle 920 01:02:19,170 --> 01:02:20,867 and the Democratic galleries. 921 01:02:20,954 --> 01:02:23,740 So, they were telling us all to take off our pins. 922 01:02:23,827 --> 01:02:25,742 These are the little pins that get us into the buildings. 923 01:02:25,829 --> 01:02:27,221 And they're telling us, take your pins off. 924 01:02:27,308 --> 01:02:28,832 It makes you recognizable. 925 01:02:28,919 --> 01:02:30,311 And then the Democrats were saying, 926 01:02:30,398 --> 01:02:32,313 get off of the Democratic side of the aisle. 927 01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:37,057 USA. USA. USA. USA. 928 01:02:38,929 --> 01:02:42,106 USA. USA. 929 01:02:45,457 --> 01:02:48,677 Meantime, we were all being shepherded towards the front. 930 01:02:50,767 --> 01:02:54,248 And we got up to the Speaker's lobby and we went to the right. 931 01:02:54,335 --> 01:02:58,165 To the left is where there were a handful of officers. 932 01:02:58,252 --> 01:03:01,386 And then the mob was on the other side of the doors there. 933 01:03:02,648 --> 01:03:04,084 Let me in! 934 01:03:10,221 --> 01:03:13,311 That's, um... 935 01:03:13,398 --> 01:03:15,661 that's where one of the protesters got killed. 936 01:03:15,748 --> 01:03:17,619 Break that down! 937 01:03:17,706 --> 01:03:18,882 Break it down. Break that! 938 01:03:18,969 --> 01:03:20,405 Let's go. 939 01:03:40,468 --> 01:03:41,818 That sound like a fucking gun shot. 940 01:03:42,775 --> 01:03:44,037 Oh, shit. 941 01:03:44,124 --> 01:03:47,780 Oh, my God, a woman has been shot. 942 01:03:59,792 --> 01:04:01,533 Where's she hit? 943 01:04:01,620 --> 01:04:04,449 Back Up. Back up. 944 01:04:04,536 --> 01:04:06,146 Yo medic, where's she hit? 945 01:04:06,233 --> 01:04:07,495 We can't save her. 946 01:04:07,756 --> 01:04:09,367 Get the fuck back. We can't save her! 947 01:04:09,454 --> 01:04:10,759 You guys gotta calm down. 948 01:04:10,847 --> 01:04:12,587 We got blood on the floor. 949 01:04:12,674 --> 01:04:15,025 There's blood on the floor of our fucking... 950 01:04:22,467 --> 01:04:24,208 Report of one shot in the Capitol. 951 01:04:24,295 --> 01:04:26,253 Report of a shooting in the Capitol, 952 01:04:26,340 --> 01:04:27,994 trying to ascertain information now. 953 01:04:28,081 --> 01:04:30,127 Capitol command of recon, report of one shot. 954 01:04:30,214 --> 01:04:32,216 Capitol command of recon, is this gonna be 955 01:04:32,303 --> 01:04:34,522 an active shooter event, or is this just one shot? 956 01:04:34,609 --> 01:04:36,002 I need more information. 957 01:04:36,089 --> 01:04:37,612 This will be a report of one shot. 958 01:04:37,699 --> 01:04:39,745 Unknown about the victim or the location. 959 01:04:41,399 --> 01:04:43,183 We just didn't know. 960 01:04:43,270 --> 01:04:45,446 We were trying to get confirmation. 961 01:04:45,533 --> 01:04:47,405 Is anyone shot in the Capitol? 962 01:04:47,492 --> 01:04:51,191 Were those shots fired? Were they some type of incendiary device? 963 01:04:51,278 --> 01:04:53,150 We don't know. Was it just a distraction 964 01:04:53,237 --> 01:04:54,978 to kind of get us in a different area? 965 01:04:55,065 --> 01:04:56,980 We did not know. 966 01:04:57,067 --> 01:05:00,897 And I think that was probably the scariest thing, not knowing. 967 01:05:00,984 --> 01:05:03,725 We the people! We the people! 968 01:05:05,814 --> 01:05:06,946 This is... 969 01:05:14,954 --> 01:05:17,652 It makes you seek answers. So, what do I do? 970 01:05:17,739 --> 01:05:19,393 Of course, I'm talking to people. 971 01:05:19,480 --> 01:05:21,918 I interview people right then, right on the steps. 972 01:05:22,005 --> 01:05:23,397 You know, right there. 973 01:05:25,356 --> 01:05:28,402 Yeah... look at 'em. 974 01:05:28,489 --> 01:05:31,623 And you know, I met this woman, we were probably 10 feet away 975 01:05:31,710 --> 01:05:34,669 from, you know, where people were trying to get in. 976 01:05:34,756 --> 01:05:37,759 She sounded so fucking nice and so sweet. 977 01:05:37,846 --> 01:05:39,892 And she was so polite. 978 01:05:39,979 --> 01:05:42,112 You okay, baby? Yeah. I'm good. 979 01:05:42,199 --> 01:05:43,809 I'm prepared to die. Huh? 980 01:05:43,896 --> 01:05:46,116 Yes, I'm prepared to die. Wait a second. 981 01:05:46,203 --> 01:05:50,729 For my country, and my children and my grandchildren, all day. 982 01:05:50,816 --> 01:05:52,731 You're saying you're prepared to die today? 983 01:05:52,818 --> 01:05:55,952 Yes, I love America. 984 01:05:56,039 --> 01:05:57,823 And I was like, what? 985 01:05:57,910 --> 01:05:59,216 You prepared to die? 986 01:06:01,914 --> 01:06:04,699 I could not fucking believe 987 01:06:04,786 --> 01:06:06,963 what the fuck I was seeing and hearing. 988 01:06:12,142 --> 01:06:14,144 I felt embarrassed, you know, 989 01:06:14,231 --> 01:06:16,668 for all of us, you know, 990 01:06:16,755 --> 01:06:21,412 for all of America, you know, to hear what I was hearing, 991 01:06:21,499 --> 01:06:24,981 to see what I was seeing, to document what I was documenting. 992 01:06:36,253 --> 01:06:40,909 Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! 993 01:06:45,740 --> 01:06:46,915 We were all scared. 994 01:07:01,278 --> 01:07:03,628 The manpower we had inside the tunnel that day, 995 01:07:03,715 --> 01:07:05,717 which seemed like a lot, wasn't enough. 996 01:07:05,804 --> 01:07:10,330 It was about maybe four or five-ish people could fit in there wide. 997 01:07:10,417 --> 01:07:13,290 And it was a few dozen officers in there 998 01:07:13,377 --> 01:07:15,335 trying to hold back the crowd outside. 999 01:07:30,916 --> 01:07:32,700 You could see officers who were 1000 01:07:32,787 --> 01:07:35,355 getting injured at the front, falling out, coming to the back. 1001 01:07:37,792 --> 01:07:40,882 The boiler room in the Capitol became our decon room. 1002 01:07:43,233 --> 01:07:45,626 There were so many officers that had their hands on their knees 1003 01:07:45,713 --> 01:07:49,282 because they couldn't see because they're shut down 1004 01:07:49,369 --> 01:07:51,284 from the chemicals that were just used against them. 1005 01:07:51,371 --> 01:07:53,939 And as those officers fell back, we would move forward 1006 01:07:54,026 --> 01:07:55,810 and continue moving forward 1007 01:07:55,897 --> 01:08:01,860 until it was your turn at the front, essentially. 1008 01:08:03,731 --> 01:08:04,950 It felt like war. 1009 01:08:18,746 --> 01:08:21,619 I'm seeing scenes unfold 1010 01:08:22,750 --> 01:08:24,752 all around me. 1011 01:08:24,839 --> 01:08:26,885 This is our country! 1012 01:08:26,972 --> 01:08:29,148 This is our country! 1013 01:08:29,235 --> 01:08:30,584 Yeah! 1014 01:08:32,847 --> 01:08:34,936 I'm seeing anxiety. 1015 01:08:37,722 --> 01:08:39,550 I'm seeing sadness. 1016 01:08:39,637 --> 01:08:42,118 I'm seeing pain. 1017 01:08:52,911 --> 01:08:54,130 You know... 1018 01:08:55,740 --> 01:08:58,830 twice when I was there, you know, 1019 01:08:58,917 --> 01:09:01,180 I felt the emotion to cry. 1020 01:09:03,226 --> 01:09:05,097 And quite frankly, probably I didn't stop myself. 1021 01:09:05,184 --> 01:09:07,839 Some shit distracted me from that emotion. 1022 01:09:07,926 --> 01:09:10,146 It's like, Oh, shit, there's a hockey stick. 1023 01:09:10,233 --> 01:09:12,409 Oh, shit, where the fuck did they get a ladder from? 1024 01:09:12,496 --> 01:09:14,150 Oh, shit, what is this tubing? 1025 01:09:14,237 --> 01:09:15,803 Where the hell did that come from? 1026 01:09:15,890 --> 01:09:17,979 The guy's head is all red from pepper spray 1027 01:09:18,066 --> 01:09:19,503 and looks like he can't breathe. 1028 01:09:19,590 --> 01:09:22,288 Oh, shit, I'm getting soaked up by the gas, 1029 01:09:22,375 --> 01:09:24,508 and I can't fucking breathe, 1030 01:09:24,595 --> 01:09:26,466 and this shit hurts my eyes. 1031 01:09:26,553 --> 01:09:29,077 And why are people keep returning 1032 01:09:29,165 --> 01:09:32,255 back to the front lines to do it over and over again? 1033 01:09:32,342 --> 01:09:34,474 What is, what are they thinking? 1034 01:09:43,788 --> 01:09:46,051 I knew that this had to be the biggest news story 1035 01:09:46,138 --> 01:09:47,705 in the world right now, 1036 01:09:47,792 --> 01:09:49,663 the United States Capitol being under siege. 1037 01:09:49,750 --> 01:09:55,016 So, someone had to be trying to get us help somewhere. 1038 01:09:55,103 --> 01:09:56,714 I was thinking, you know, 1039 01:09:56,801 --> 01:09:58,890 I hope I can hold on until reinforcements gets here. 1040 01:10:00,413 --> 01:10:03,111 Our house! Our house! 1041 01:10:20,607 --> 01:10:22,870 We went down some stairwells, 1042 01:10:22,957 --> 01:10:23,958 and they tried to keep us together, 1043 01:10:24,045 --> 01:10:26,874 and we were running for safety. 1044 01:10:32,489 --> 01:10:35,492 All that shit...! 1045 01:10:35,579 --> 01:10:39,670 At that point, I was most concerned for Tabitha, 1046 01:10:39,974 --> 01:10:42,325 Hank, and Julie and wanting to make sure 1047 01:10:42,412 --> 01:10:44,805 that they would get outta that room, which was still where the mob was. 1048 01:10:44,892 --> 01:10:49,201 USA! USA! USA! 1049 01:10:49,288 --> 01:10:51,508 And I just kept doing the same thing over and over again, 1050 01:10:51,595 --> 01:10:54,250 calling the Capitol police, calling Julie. 1051 01:10:54,337 --> 01:10:57,078 I was obviously profoundly concerned for them. 1052 01:11:06,262 --> 01:11:08,829 I just wanted to make sure they were in touch 1053 01:11:08,916 --> 01:11:12,180 so they knew who to open the door for and who not to. 1054 01:11:32,288 --> 01:11:34,681 These people had made it clear that they wanted 1055 01:11:34,768 --> 01:11:36,553 to kill certain members of Congress. 1056 01:11:36,640 --> 01:11:38,598 And even if they got one person, 1057 01:11:38,685 --> 01:11:40,687 that would change the balance of power. 1058 01:11:40,774 --> 01:11:43,168 So, you know, 1059 01:11:43,255 --> 01:11:46,214 I was definitely motivated to-- 1060 01:11:48,869 --> 01:11:50,001 to win the fight. 1061 01:11:53,396 --> 01:11:56,312 I found myself at the front of the line in the tunnel... 1062 01:11:59,402 --> 01:12:02,622 and I braced myself against the doorframe 1063 01:12:02,709 --> 01:12:06,322 so that any backward force I experienced 1064 01:12:06,409 --> 01:12:08,106 wasn't pushed on the officers behind me, 1065 01:12:08,193 --> 01:12:10,456 but rather against the frame of the building itself. 1066 01:12:23,251 --> 01:12:25,515 Unfortunately, it backfired on me. 1067 01:12:25,602 --> 01:12:27,081 My arms were trapped. 1068 01:12:27,168 --> 01:12:30,171 I was essentially standing up straight, 1069 01:12:30,258 --> 01:12:33,697 unable to defend myself and at their mercy. 1070 01:12:54,282 --> 01:12:56,807 The man to my front, I remember 1071 01:12:56,894 --> 01:12:59,853 him just screaming at me 1072 01:12:59,940 --> 01:13:03,770 and, like, spit or some kind of foam 1073 01:13:03,857 --> 01:13:05,685 coming out of his mouth. 1074 01:13:05,772 --> 01:13:09,472 It sounds, like, made up, but that's what I remember. 1075 01:13:20,700 --> 01:13:23,442 He also was able to wrestle away my baton 1076 01:13:23,529 --> 01:13:26,140 and beat me in the head with it. 1077 01:13:26,227 --> 01:13:30,971 I could taste blood coming out of my mouth. 1078 01:13:37,325 --> 01:13:42,026 Heave ho! Heave ho! 1079 01:13:42,113 --> 01:13:48,511 Heave ho! Heave ho! 1080 01:13:48,598 --> 01:13:53,167 I could feel just starting to lose all of my perception, 1081 01:13:54,952 --> 01:13:57,476 and I was worried that I would fall out there 1082 01:13:57,563 --> 01:14:00,566 and become a liability to my colleagues and then, you know, 1083 01:14:00,653 --> 01:14:03,743 eventually be dragged out and killed. 1084 01:14:03,830 --> 01:14:04,962 Um... 1085 01:14:08,748 --> 01:14:11,272 I remember someone just chanting, "Fight for Trump. 1086 01:14:11,359 --> 01:14:17,322 Fight for Trump. Fight for Trump." 1087 01:14:25,809 --> 01:14:28,464 Thankfully, the other officers behind me heard me 1088 01:14:28,551 --> 01:14:31,379 and were able to create enough space to get me out of there. 1089 01:14:34,382 --> 01:14:35,949 Everyone who worked that day was injured. 1090 01:14:36,036 --> 01:14:37,255 Everyone was attacked. 1091 01:14:41,868 --> 01:14:44,044 Sometimes at great personal cost. 1092 01:14:50,311 --> 01:14:54,359 The difference between your typical angry riot 1093 01:14:54,446 --> 01:14:57,101 versus this was, this was... 1094 01:14:57,188 --> 01:14:58,450 it was personal. 1095 01:14:58,537 --> 01:15:01,235 And they were not stopping. 1096 01:15:01,322 --> 01:15:04,804 I wanna go home, and I want every single officer that's here to go home. 1097 01:15:04,891 --> 01:15:08,155 And my job right now, 1098 01:15:08,242 --> 01:15:11,550 their job right now is to figure out a way to make that happen. 1099 01:15:11,637 --> 01:15:15,032 They fought like hell, for hours. 1100 01:15:15,119 --> 01:15:17,730 That's not training that police officers normally get. 1101 01:15:17,817 --> 01:15:19,950 Maybe the military, they're trained for war, 1102 01:15:20,037 --> 01:15:23,170 fighting for hours, days, months on end. 1103 01:15:23,257 --> 01:15:26,347 The fight that these officers had in them, 1104 01:15:26,434 --> 01:15:29,307 even when they were injured, to see them injured 1105 01:15:29,394 --> 01:15:31,701 and then get back into the fight. 1106 01:15:37,620 --> 01:15:40,623 The fight wasn't over yet, and the fight needed everybody 1107 01:15:40,710 --> 01:15:44,235 that was able. And I'm not dead yet. 1108 01:15:44,322 --> 01:15:47,151 Uh, I was still, uh, still in the fight. 1109 01:15:50,371 --> 01:15:54,201 Freedom, freedom, freedom. 1110 01:15:57,248 --> 01:16:00,120 It was like complete chaos all around me. 1111 01:16:01,687 --> 01:16:04,734 I'm seeing one of the darkest days 1112 01:16:04,821 --> 01:16:07,127 in modern history. 1113 01:16:07,214 --> 01:16:10,043 I was scared for my fucking life, 1114 01:16:10,130 --> 01:16:12,480 but all I can think about is 1115 01:16:12,568 --> 01:16:15,266 making sure that I document 1116 01:16:15,353 --> 01:16:17,921 what's going on to the best of my abilities. 1117 01:16:39,333 --> 01:16:40,596 Back up. 1118 01:17:43,702 --> 01:17:45,965 When I captured this image 1119 01:17:46,052 --> 01:17:49,447 and saw the police officer that I now know 1120 01:17:49,534 --> 01:17:51,101 to be Michael Fanone, 1121 01:17:51,623 --> 01:17:53,843 get pulled down 1122 01:17:53,930 --> 01:17:58,369 from where he was trying to stop the mob 1123 01:17:58,456 --> 01:18:01,024 of MAGA people from getting inside... 1124 01:18:07,247 --> 01:18:09,554 I'm like reliving it in my brain right now. 1125 01:18:09,641 --> 01:18:15,081 Like, I have all of the frames just going in my head. 1126 01:18:18,128 --> 01:18:21,392 The look on this man's face was, 1127 01:18:21,479 --> 01:18:25,222 "I am about to fucking die." 1128 01:18:26,266 --> 01:18:29,705 You don't see police officers look like that very often. 1129 01:18:31,968 --> 01:18:37,103 Police officers are stoic, proud, in control. 1130 01:18:37,190 --> 01:18:41,107 This officer was not in control of a motherfucking thing. 1131 01:18:41,194 --> 01:18:43,588 If they wanted to kill him, they would've killed him. 1132 01:18:44,720 --> 01:18:48,027 The man pleaded for his life, told people he has kids. 1133 01:18:50,856 --> 01:18:54,164 Well, I'm thinking like, holy shit, this man is about to die. 1134 01:18:54,251 --> 01:18:57,863 And here I am about to capture this shit. 1135 01:19:05,828 --> 01:19:08,352 It's kind of crazy 'cause if I had to put, you know, 1136 01:19:08,439 --> 01:19:11,921 a dollar on it, I would say everyone there is, "Blue Lives Matter, 1137 01:19:12,008 --> 01:19:13,749 Blue Lives Matter." 1138 01:19:14,967 --> 01:19:17,143 They didn't fucking matter that day. 1139 01:19:17,230 --> 01:19:19,319 I felt for him. 1140 01:19:20,799 --> 01:19:22,148 I have a son. 1141 01:19:22,235 --> 01:19:25,108 I thought about what it would feel like for him 1142 01:19:25,195 --> 01:19:27,980 if some shit happened to me. 1143 01:19:28,067 --> 01:19:31,027 You know, that's another human being. 1144 01:19:31,114 --> 01:19:33,333 Are there times that I don't feel bad for cops? 1145 01:19:33,420 --> 01:19:34,726 Fucking right. 1146 01:19:39,383 --> 01:19:43,300 Derek Chauvin could kiss my black ass, straight up. 1147 01:19:48,044 --> 01:19:51,308 That could be fucking me. That coulda been any of us. 1148 01:19:51,395 --> 01:19:55,486 Like, I'm pissed off right now, just by talking about, you know, 1149 01:19:55,573 --> 01:19:58,271 the, what happened to George Floyd. 1150 01:19:58,358 --> 01:20:02,319 And what's happened to many, 1151 01:20:02,406 --> 01:20:05,017 many other people that have died 1152 01:20:06,279 --> 01:20:08,064 in the hands of police. 1153 01:20:08,151 --> 01:20:09,239 You know, it's, 1154 01:20:14,026 --> 01:20:18,422 I feel like if you weren't angry about what happened... 1155 01:20:21,860 --> 01:20:26,082 ...to George Floyd on that fucking day, 1156 01:20:26,169 --> 01:20:28,693 you're not a fucking human. 1157 01:20:29,999 --> 01:20:34,177 You lack everything that it takes to be a human being. 1158 01:20:34,264 --> 01:20:37,397 If that shit didn't piss you the fuck off. 1159 01:20:47,407 --> 01:20:51,063 America has been rearing its ugly fucking head 1160 01:20:51,150 --> 01:20:55,285 for many fucking years over and over and over again. 1161 01:20:55,372 --> 01:20:58,027 And I'm documenting it all. 1162 01:20:58,114 --> 01:21:00,420 All I can do is get these photos out 1163 01:21:00,507 --> 01:21:03,206 and show the world you know, what I saw. 1164 01:21:06,078 --> 01:21:09,125 This is real-life America. 1165 01:21:14,782 --> 01:21:18,177 So, yeah, I felt for him, I felt for... 1166 01:21:19,613 --> 01:21:21,659 ...us. I felt for Americans. 1167 01:21:21,746 --> 01:21:24,183 I felt for, you know, this world, 1168 01:21:24,270 --> 01:21:26,577 this is what it's come to. 1169 01:21:28,318 --> 01:21:31,887 Pull. Pull. Pull. 1170 01:22:00,828 --> 01:22:02,395 I came for fucking war, man. 1171 01:22:04,006 --> 01:22:08,271 We have a national, international, crisis 1172 01:22:08,358 --> 01:22:12,101 unfolding right here in the nation's Capitol. 1173 01:22:14,233 --> 01:22:16,583 The gravity and the weight of that is huge. 1174 01:22:16,670 --> 01:22:19,804 Knowing that the eyes of the world 1175 01:22:19,891 --> 01:22:23,068 are literally watching our democracy crumble. 1176 01:22:25,810 --> 01:22:27,246 At this hour, 1177 01:22:27,333 --> 01:22:30,946 our democracy is under unprecedented assault, 1178 01:22:31,033 --> 01:22:34,862 unlike anything we've seen in modern times. 1179 01:22:34,950 --> 01:22:41,217 An assault in the citadel of Liberty, the Capitol itself. 1180 01:22:41,304 --> 01:22:44,089 An assault on the people's representatives 1181 01:22:44,437 --> 01:22:47,397 and the Capitol Hill police sworn to protect them. 1182 01:22:54,447 --> 01:22:57,798 We had an election that was stolen from us. 1183 01:22:58,321 --> 01:23:02,194 It was a landslide election, and everyone knows it. 1184 01:23:02,281 --> 01:23:05,502 But we can't play into the hands of these people. 1185 01:23:06,764 --> 01:23:08,548 We have to have peace. 1186 01:23:08,635 --> 01:23:10,115 So go home. 1187 01:23:10,202 --> 01:23:11,464 We love you. 1188 01:23:11,551 --> 01:23:13,075 You're very special. 1189 01:23:13,162 --> 01:23:15,338 You've seen what happens, you see the way others 1190 01:23:15,425 --> 01:23:17,862 are treated that are so bad and so evil. 1191 01:23:39,492 --> 01:23:42,582 "I can't breathe! I can't breathe! I can't breathe!" 1192 01:24:05,649 --> 01:24:06,911 'Cause... 1193 01:25:54,801 --> 01:25:56,890 How could anyone be proud of what they were doing? 1194 01:25:56,977 --> 01:25:59,719 Even if you don't agree with the election, 1195 01:25:59,806 --> 01:26:01,591 how could you be proud of that? 1196 01:26:01,678 --> 01:26:03,767 You've tried to storm the fucking 1197 01:26:03,854 --> 01:26:05,899 United States Capitol building-- 1198 01:26:05,986 --> 01:26:10,077 not try to storm-- you did, you got in. 1199 01:26:10,165 --> 01:26:12,167 And people died. 1200 01:26:21,611 --> 01:26:24,222 When I began to see the magnitude of the violence 1201 01:26:24,309 --> 01:26:28,748 that was taking place, I just grew more and more, 1202 01:26:28,835 --> 01:26:32,491 I don't wanna say hysterical, but more and more agitated 1203 01:26:32,578 --> 01:26:36,060 about Tabitha and Hank not being with us. 1204 01:26:39,106 --> 01:26:41,805 I was aware of not wanting to create surplus fear 1205 01:26:41,892 --> 01:26:45,112 and anxiety on their part, but I was pretty angry. 1206 01:26:45,200 --> 01:26:48,812 USA. USA. USA. 1207 01:26:48,899 --> 01:26:52,424 USA. USA. USA. 1208 01:26:54,557 --> 01:26:56,950 We just sat there in silence. 1209 01:26:57,037 --> 01:26:59,866 I remember thinking a lot about my mom. 1210 01:27:03,566 --> 01:27:06,308 You know, I think, 1211 01:27:06,395 --> 01:27:08,223 well, you know, 1212 01:27:08,310 --> 01:27:11,617 my mom lives with me, she has Alzheimers. 1213 01:27:11,704 --> 01:27:14,229 And I didn't necessarily want to get in contact with her 1214 01:27:14,316 --> 01:27:16,883 because I didn't want her to worry, 1215 01:27:16,970 --> 01:27:19,538 I just wanted to be there. 1216 01:27:19,625 --> 01:27:21,453 You know? 1217 01:27:21,540 --> 01:27:23,542 I think that's what I thought about the most. 1218 01:27:23,629 --> 01:27:27,851 At the end of the day, I'm kind of all she has. 1219 01:27:27,938 --> 01:27:29,896 So... 1220 01:27:32,551 --> 01:27:36,207 Stop the steal, stop the steal, stop the steal. 1221 01:27:46,522 --> 01:27:51,091 USA. USA. USA. 1222 01:28:12,156 --> 01:28:14,245 We reached out far and wide as we could 1223 01:28:14,332 --> 01:28:17,248 to get people here to support us. 1224 01:28:17,335 --> 01:28:19,685 So, whether the National Guard showed up, didn't showed up, 1225 01:28:19,772 --> 01:28:22,122 whatever the case may be, there were police officers 1226 01:28:22,209 --> 01:28:25,256 that we were calling on from all around this area to assist. 1227 01:28:34,700 --> 01:28:35,919 We love you, President Trump. 1228 01:28:40,489 --> 01:28:43,100 Traitors! 1229 01:28:43,187 --> 01:28:44,667 Traitors! 1230 01:28:50,499 --> 01:28:54,329 My God. Oh, my fucking God. 1231 01:29:02,685 --> 01:29:06,341 When I saw that manpower coming with the munitions 1232 01:29:06,428 --> 01:29:10,562 that we needed to handle the-- this crowd, that was... 1233 01:29:10,649 --> 01:29:13,130 "Okay, we're gonna get through this." 1234 01:29:17,047 --> 01:29:19,310 Normally, it's the federal government 1235 01:29:19,397 --> 01:29:21,486 that's coming to the aid of local law enforcement, 1236 01:29:21,573 --> 01:29:24,141 local jurisdictions. 1237 01:29:24,228 --> 01:29:28,232 That day, local jurisdictions 1238 01:29:28,319 --> 01:29:30,495 came to support the federal government. 1239 01:29:33,324 --> 01:29:34,978 Some of them are MPD officers, 1240 01:29:35,065 --> 01:29:36,980 some of 'em are Virginia State Police. 1241 01:29:37,067 --> 01:29:40,375 You start seeing them push the crowd back. 1242 01:30:00,830 --> 01:30:03,963 They're coming down the West Front of the Capitol. 1243 01:30:04,050 --> 01:30:06,096 I, I remember having a sense of like, 1244 01:30:06,183 --> 01:30:07,619 like, we taking it back. 1245 01:30:26,246 --> 01:30:28,161 We kept hearing those knocks. 1246 01:30:28,248 --> 01:30:34,298 One time, it was just such a violent shaking of the door. 1247 01:30:34,385 --> 01:30:36,822 And that's when they, they just kicked it in... 1248 01:30:39,477 --> 01:30:41,348 and their guns drawn. 1249 01:30:42,785 --> 01:30:45,440 That was by far the scariest moment of my life 1250 01:30:45,527 --> 01:30:47,442 'cause I did not know who kicked the door in, 1251 01:30:47,529 --> 01:30:49,095 and I saw all those guns. 1252 01:30:50,923 --> 01:30:54,449 And we just had our hands up, and we had our hands up for a long time. 1253 01:30:56,451 --> 01:30:59,366 You know, it's not a good feeling having to walk around 1254 01:30:59,454 --> 01:31:02,935 the halls of Congress with your hands up past insurrectionists 1255 01:31:03,022 --> 01:31:05,938 who actually should have their hands up. 1256 01:31:06,025 --> 01:31:08,463 You know, that's not a good feeling. 1257 01:31:13,729 --> 01:31:15,818 I will never forget, 1258 01:31:15,905 --> 01:31:18,995 in front of Congressman Steny Hoyer's office, 1259 01:31:19,082 --> 01:31:22,825 there was a poster of John Lewis that referenced, you know, 1260 01:31:22,912 --> 01:31:24,566 getting in good trouble, 1261 01:31:24,653 --> 01:31:27,133 and the poster was ripped to shreds. 1262 01:31:34,053 --> 01:31:36,708 I just remember how hateful that was, 1263 01:31:36,795 --> 01:31:39,319 to come in and rip up the poster the way they did 1264 01:31:39,406 --> 01:31:41,496 and to just desecrate the Capitol the way they did. 1265 01:31:41,583 --> 01:31:44,237 And I remember also walking past 1266 01:31:44,324 --> 01:31:47,066 one of the insurrectionists that they had handcuffed. 1267 01:31:47,153 --> 01:31:50,243 And I just remember looking at him, and he laughed. 1268 01:31:50,330 --> 01:31:52,768 You know, it was... it was funny to him. 1269 01:31:52,855 --> 01:31:54,770 It was unnerving. 1270 01:31:59,078 --> 01:32:01,994 Finally, Tabitha and Hank and Julie 1271 01:32:02,081 --> 01:32:05,171 were brought over to us by the officers, 1272 01:32:05,258 --> 01:32:06,956 and it was tearful. 1273 01:32:08,131 --> 01:32:10,002 I was racked with a lot of guilt. 1274 01:32:12,831 --> 01:32:16,879 I got someone who works with me on my staff to drive them home. 1275 01:32:16,966 --> 01:32:19,708 Before they left, I gave them a big hug, and it was again, 1276 01:32:19,795 --> 01:32:25,191 really emotional. And I... said I was sorry. 1277 01:32:25,278 --> 01:32:28,847 And I said to Tabitha, "The next time you come back 1278 01:32:28,934 --> 01:32:30,893 to the Capitol, it's not gonna be like this." 1279 01:32:30,980 --> 01:32:33,809 And then she said, "I don't want to come back to the Capitol." 1280 01:32:35,419 --> 01:32:40,163 And it just... it just rocked me. 1281 01:32:49,868 --> 01:32:51,957 I turned the ISO up on my camera, 1282 01:32:52,044 --> 01:32:55,221 and I had this dark photo of this flag waving 1283 01:32:55,308 --> 01:32:58,703 and smoke, this tear gas is coming down, 1284 01:32:58,790 --> 01:33:02,707 and there's hardly any more people at the top. 1285 01:33:02,794 --> 01:33:06,798 It just was weirdly over. 1286 01:33:15,677 --> 01:33:17,200 So, earlier there was a lot of people out here, 1287 01:33:17,287 --> 01:33:18,854 and I guess it's thinned out a little bit. 1288 01:33:21,117 --> 01:33:23,206 Oh, so somebody got a souvenir. 1289 01:33:23,293 --> 01:33:24,381 Jesus. 1290 01:33:25,774 --> 01:33:28,167 You know, I walked two blocks, 1291 01:33:28,254 --> 01:33:30,779 called a Uber. 1292 01:33:30,866 --> 01:33:36,132 I just remember looking at who my driver was gonna be, 1293 01:33:36,219 --> 01:33:39,135 and I was so relieved that this driver was a Black man... 1294 01:33:40,702 --> 01:33:44,096 because I really honestly couldn't deal 1295 01:33:44,183 --> 01:33:47,360 with any more white folks that day. 1296 01:33:47,447 --> 01:33:49,624 I couldn't, I was just over it. 1297 01:33:51,364 --> 01:33:53,410 I needed that at that moment. 1298 01:33:53,497 --> 01:33:58,850 I needed someone that I could relate to, 1299 01:33:58,937 --> 01:34:01,592 that was on the same wavelength as me, 1300 01:34:01,679 --> 01:34:04,508 that was the same... that was a brother. 1301 01:34:04,595 --> 01:34:06,553 Like, I needed to tell that Black man, 1302 01:34:06,641 --> 01:34:09,339 like, what I just went through. 1303 01:34:09,426 --> 01:34:11,167 Then I went up to the room 1304 01:34:11,254 --> 01:34:15,127 and, um, almost started crying. 1305 01:34:18,696 --> 01:34:21,264 I almost started, and I stopped myself 1306 01:34:21,351 --> 01:34:23,658 and I was like, "Alright, well, I got fucking work to do. 1307 01:34:23,745 --> 01:34:26,443 Let's not go through this emotional shit right now. 1308 01:34:26,530 --> 01:34:29,359 You gotta fucking just focus 1309 01:34:29,446 --> 01:34:32,275 and get this job done." 1310 01:34:33,929 --> 01:34:36,018 And I'm thinking about my boy who's over there. 1311 01:34:36,105 --> 01:34:38,368 You know, it's like I'm trying to fucking make it home 1312 01:34:38,455 --> 01:34:42,677 and get the fuck up out of here so I can see my son. 1313 01:34:54,950 --> 01:34:58,301 Eventually, the fatigue of the day caught up with me, 1314 01:34:58,388 --> 01:35:00,782 and when I saw that I could take a break, 1315 01:35:00,869 --> 01:35:03,393 I went back inside and sat down. 1316 01:35:03,480 --> 01:35:08,920 I found out later on I had a large contusion underneath my hair. 1317 01:35:09,007 --> 01:35:10,966 Then I had a headache for about two weeks. 1318 01:35:11,053 --> 01:35:14,665 So, I likely had a concussion. 1319 01:35:14,752 --> 01:35:17,276 If I had taken another blow like that, 1320 01:35:17,363 --> 01:35:19,104 especially in the same place, that very easily could have 1321 01:35:19,191 --> 01:35:23,282 caused serious brain damage or been fatal. 1322 01:35:28,070 --> 01:35:31,203 Our cops ended up with broken jaws, broken necks, 1323 01:35:31,290 --> 01:35:33,292 broken arms, legs, fingers. 1324 01:35:33,379 --> 01:35:35,381 One officer lost three fingers. 1325 01:35:35,468 --> 01:35:39,124 People had traumatic brain injury, 1326 01:35:39,211 --> 01:35:42,998 dozens and dozens ending up with Post-Traumatic Stress Syndrome. 1327 01:35:44,608 --> 01:35:48,133 It was just hard to believe that this was going on in America. 1328 01:35:48,220 --> 01:35:52,268 And it was going on, you know, downstairs from where we were, 1329 01:35:52,355 --> 01:35:55,706 and Donald Trump wasn't doing anything to stop it. 1330 01:35:55,793 --> 01:35:58,883 And the National Guard was just absent... 1331 01:36:00,189 --> 01:36:02,147 and we were dumbfounded. 1332 01:36:20,209 --> 01:36:22,907 Congressman Raskin is joining us now. 1333 01:36:22,994 --> 01:36:25,301 Congressman, obviously you can't share everything with us, 1334 01:36:25,388 --> 01:36:28,478 but what have you learned about what comes next? 1335 01:36:28,565 --> 01:36:31,220 I don't know, but I'll tell you this but every single member 1336 01:36:31,307 --> 01:36:35,702 that I've spoken to is absolutely determined to have us complete 1337 01:36:35,790 --> 01:36:38,314 the counting of the Electoral College votes, 1338 01:36:38,401 --> 01:36:41,796 and, uh, American constitutional democracy will prevail. 1339 01:37:37,460 --> 01:37:38,853 Nobody ever said it would be easy. 1340 01:37:40,767 --> 01:37:42,900 But healing begins with the truth. 1341 01:37:44,728 --> 01:37:48,210 I mean, there was an effort almost instantly to bury 1342 01:37:48,297 --> 01:37:52,518 and rewrite the history of what happened on January 6th. 1343 01:37:52,605 --> 01:37:55,260 You don't almost knock over the government of the United States 1344 01:37:55,347 --> 01:37:57,088 by accident. 1345 01:37:57,175 --> 01:38:01,876 It's not an impulse move. 1346 01:38:01,963 --> 01:38:05,705 This was an organized attack on the government. 1347 01:38:05,792 --> 01:38:09,100 if you allow for there to be confusion, 1348 01:38:09,187 --> 01:38:11,059 propaganda and disinformation about it. 1349 01:38:11,146 --> 01:38:15,411 Then that's very dangerous because it conditions 1350 01:38:15,498 --> 01:38:17,152 the society to accept it 1351 01:38:17,239 --> 01:38:20,720 and licenses political violence in the future. 1352 01:38:24,550 --> 01:38:26,335 It was a traumatic experience, 1353 01:38:26,422 --> 01:38:30,730 probably the most traumatic event that I've dealt with. 1354 01:38:30,817 --> 01:38:38,434 But, for me, it's more of losing trust in people. 1355 01:38:38,521 --> 01:38:40,827 You're talking about thousands and thousands of people 1356 01:38:40,915 --> 01:38:46,398 that were willing to hurt us to get what they want... 1357 01:38:47,747 --> 01:38:49,445 but then the next day, probably go back to 1358 01:38:49,532 --> 01:38:51,447 respecting law enforcement, right? 1359 01:38:51,534 --> 01:38:53,275 How does that work? How does that make sense? 1360 01:38:53,362 --> 01:38:56,539 How am I supposed to respect that and trust you? 1361 01:38:59,324 --> 01:39:03,676 It was embarrassing, to see what I was seeing, 1362 01:39:03,763 --> 01:39:07,593 you know, to be an American. 1363 01:39:09,944 --> 01:39:12,555 The type of things 1364 01:39:12,642 --> 01:39:16,515 that happened that day, you know, 1365 01:39:16,602 --> 01:39:19,779 theoretically are not supposed to happen 1366 01:39:21,129 --> 01:39:23,392 in this country. 1367 01:39:23,479 --> 01:39:28,484 We're America, the greatest country in the world. 1368 01:39:35,447 --> 01:39:40,409 My photos are showing you things that you already know. 1369 01:39:44,413 --> 01:39:46,676 It's not really exposing anything, 1370 01:39:46,763 --> 01:39:49,548 it's just showing you what's real. 1371 01:39:50,680 --> 01:39:55,032 Hopefully, you know, the photos help make life better for... 1372 01:39:55,119 --> 01:39:59,080 Like, hopefully, my son doesn't have to have a movement. 1373 01:39:59,167 --> 01:40:02,648 Be a part of a movement like what I've been a part of, 1374 01:40:02,735 --> 01:40:05,608 or what my parents have been a part of in the '60s. 1375 01:40:07,349 --> 01:40:10,308 But chances are, he will be 1376 01:40:10,395 --> 01:40:12,658 because that's the way the world works, you know. 1377 01:40:14,225 --> 01:40:16,488 The world is not perfect 1378 01:40:16,575 --> 01:40:19,448 and it can be fucked up sometimes. 1379 01:40:24,322 --> 01:40:26,020 A violent insurrection to overturn the election 1380 01:40:26,107 --> 01:40:28,326 is not an abstract thing, as we've heard. 1381 01:40:28,413 --> 01:40:30,154 Hundreds of people were bloodied, 1382 01:40:30,241 --> 01:40:32,330 injured, and wounded in the process, 1383 01:40:32,417 --> 01:40:36,334 including more than 150 police officers, 1384 01:40:36,421 --> 01:40:39,424 some of them sitting in this room today. 1385 01:40:39,511 --> 01:40:41,731 It's a dark day for America. 1386 01:40:41,818 --> 01:40:46,214 The Confederate flag was inside the United States Capitol, 1387 01:40:46,301 --> 01:40:49,086 the flag of traitors, and I say that as someone 1388 01:40:49,173 --> 01:40:51,958 born below the Mason-Dixon line, who loves the South. 1389 01:40:53,699 --> 01:40:57,181 White supremacists rummaging 1390 01:40:57,268 --> 01:41:01,229 through the belongings of our elected leaders. 1391 01:41:05,320 --> 01:41:07,931 It's hard to imagine how that could be victory, right? 1392 01:41:11,978 --> 01:41:15,460 But power was transferred that day peacefully. 1393 01:41:15,547 --> 01:41:19,421 The terrorists, very fortunate that they got to go home, 1394 01:41:19,508 --> 01:41:21,727 but more of them are getting arrested every day. 1395 01:41:24,295 --> 01:41:26,471 And, um, victory doesn't always look like 1396 01:41:26,558 --> 01:41:30,084 what we want it to look like, but we did win. 1397 01:41:30,171 --> 01:41:31,302 We won that day. 1398 01:41:36,481 --> 01:41:38,570 When you go through something like that, you don't really think 1399 01:41:38,657 --> 01:41:40,790 about the impact it had on you 1400 01:41:40,877 --> 01:41:43,793 until you decide to talk about it again, 1401 01:41:43,880 --> 01:41:46,578 and then a lot of that fear and terror 1402 01:41:46,665 --> 01:41:49,755 and pain comes back. 1403 01:41:49,842 --> 01:41:51,844 But, you know, I don't know that there's 1404 01:41:51,931 --> 01:41:54,586 a whole lot of use in being angry. 1405 01:41:54,673 --> 01:41:57,241 I think that anger should be channeled 1406 01:41:57,328 --> 01:42:00,026 into the work that we should continue to do. 1407 01:42:00,114 --> 01:42:01,767 That's why I stayed that night. 1408 01:42:04,030 --> 01:42:07,382 Being there, you know, in the face of terrorism 1409 01:42:07,469 --> 01:42:09,558 and showing them that, you know, 1410 01:42:09,645 --> 01:42:13,301 despite your attack on democracy, democracy prevailed. 1411 01:42:14,998 --> 01:42:16,956 This is not the end of the book. 1412 01:42:17,043 --> 01:42:19,350 It's not the last chapter of the book. 1413 01:42:19,437 --> 01:42:23,789 So, while I have an appreciation for being 1414 01:42:23,876 --> 01:42:27,880 part of this historically significant event... 1415 01:42:29,404 --> 01:42:32,494 I take comfort in knowing that it's not the last chapter. 1416 01:42:34,191 --> 01:42:36,846 I think about what's ahead. 1417 01:42:36,933 --> 01:42:40,545 How strong we are. 1418 01:42:40,632 --> 01:42:44,114 After enduring all of these things yet here I stand, 1419 01:42:44,201 --> 01:42:45,855 our country. 1420 01:42:45,942 --> 01:42:49,467 After going through all the things that we go through, 1421 01:42:49,554 --> 01:42:52,340 democracy still moves forward. 1422 01:42:52,427 --> 01:42:55,473 And our last chapter is still yet to be written. 1423 01:42:58,781 --> 01:43:00,609 But this is not the problem of one party, 1424 01:43:00,696 --> 01:43:03,916 it is the problem of the whole country now. 1425 01:43:04,003 --> 01:43:06,005 American democracy, Mr. Chairman, 1426 01:43:06,092 --> 01:43:08,312 is a precious inheritance, 1427 01:43:08,399 --> 01:43:11,097 something rare in the history of the world. 1428 01:43:11,185 --> 01:43:13,099 So, justice is part of what we're doing, 1429 01:43:13,187 --> 01:43:15,189 but I would say paramount is the truth. 1430 01:43:15,276 --> 01:43:17,321 We want to set out 1431 01:43:17,408 --> 01:43:20,585 a complete, detailed historical record 1432 01:43:20,672 --> 01:43:22,631 of what happened and why. 1433 01:43:22,718 --> 01:43:24,720 And we've come a long way, 1434 01:43:24,807 --> 01:43:27,984 but obviously the progress 1435 01:43:28,071 --> 01:43:31,205 can be lost also in the wink of an eye. 1436 01:43:33,859 --> 01:43:37,646 In a world of insurgent authoritarianism, 1437 01:43:37,733 --> 01:43:41,519 of racism and antisemitism, let's all hang tough for 1438 01:43:41,606 --> 01:43:43,304 American democracy. 1439 01:43:43,391 --> 01:43:45,610 Thank you, Mr. Chairman. I yield back. 1440 01:43:49,962 --> 01:43:53,618 So, eternal vigilance, that's the price of our liberty. 1441 01:43:53,705 --> 01:43:55,577 That's the price of our democracy. 1442 01:43:55,664 --> 01:43:57,143 We've all got to stay on the case. 1443 01:43:57,231 --> 01:43:59,320 It's something we take care of together.